November 30, 2006

while i was packing my room...
i found 2 pieces of paper. it was my daily journal which i have to write every morning after school in feb.
but my class only did four or five times.can't remember.but i only found three of them.i am going to share one and may the others some other time.haha.
anyways,my teacher asked my class to write of something that describles us.i wrote FIRE.
this is what my teacher replied.
unique...distinct...passion
From what you wrote, it seems that you a person driven a lot by passion and self belief.
You do not believe in doing something if you do not have a heart for it.
You are also outright, direct and can be cruel when you feel you need to.
A strong character that can burn people around you.
what do you think, my felllow friends?

November 29, 2006

it's been a week since i have blogged.
i think that this holiadys have been quite erms.fun and interesting for me?
as i have tired three jobs in like three weeks?haha.
1 day of trying out of doing door to door sales.
it was super tiring.i wouldn't take it.
1 day of being a packer.
it's quite fun.haha.whee.
and the rest of the days as an administrator.yepp.
by the way,monday was my lasy day of work. ((:
yepps.on sunday it was like my 1st day being asst for sunday school.so fun ((:
after that i attended a seminar on the art of story-telling.
children this days are so lucky.the way of telling storties is so creative and fun that makes children really hyper! i remember when i was a little girl,my teacher would just the story from the book or have little puppets.now the children have sounds.act.skis by teachers or themselves.man.i want to be a little girl again.
joyy,wishful thinking :((
yesterday,i stayed home all day just to tided my room...it's like only 25% neat.haha.yepps.
today i went back to school for japanese exchange and all i did was to sit there and listen to speeches and more speeches and three performances and ushering.so crap la.
after that i went to rail mall and have lunch all by myself.so loner la.
yepps.after my lunch i walked back to school to get some orientation things done so as the tee design.it was driving nuts!! yepps.but i think the outcome was cute ((: whee.
after that i headed home and went out again to meet my girlfriend weixin.
was supposed to meet up like next month but i am busy and she's working.
so we decided to meet up today for a meal at holland village to catch up with her a little.
great meeting up with you.*pls bring me to nydc and i will bring chinatown shopping ((:
anyways,i will do a little more packing before watching project runway ((:

November 22, 2006

actually for the past one week.i went to many places alone.
places i went reminded me of the times i had spend with people i had so much fun with and people i once loved.
for the past few months, i have been thinking about things and i can't let it go.
i felt so confused and i was so messed up with things.
after going round for the past week,i know it time to let go and walk on.so now i am walking on...like whee.
HAHA ((:
i felt that i am really blessed that i met three new people in my life who i barely knew who talk me out about things in life and i am glad to know them because they have taught me how to handle things in the way it should be.
thank you mary,doris amd cythnia for walking into my life.

November 19, 2006

HAHA.i was supposed to blog on friday regarding my results and remarks.
was too tired to blog.HAHA.
i failed two subjects.and overall i got 18 points.
i need to work harder to aim for my goal 15 points or less.
i can do it!!yepps.as for my remarks, my teacher said that i am a person who enjoys having stress.without it i looked so lost and low.HAHA.i think i have to agree to it.because without stress i feel that i will become a LAZY person and like there's nothing much to do,no purpose in life.yepps.
anyways.that's for my result slip.
sighs,tomorrow is going to be another working day.have to wake up early again.so crappy.
and answer phone calls from 8.30am all the way to 5pm.like RARR!!
okays.i shall stopping RARR-ing for now.
joyy is going crazy over penguins ((:
i got a mini penguin fan with torch and a penguin paper clip magnet.
PENGUIN CRAZY!
when i am working in the office we are allowed to turn on the radio and listen.
then i will hear the "HAPPY FEET" moive advertisement.it's so cute and i will start laughing.
i have to go and watch.nono.not have to.MUST!!! wanting to watch it since april.HAHA!
today i went to holland v lim's arts and living.i saw this cute penguin polka photo clip for christmas!!
i wanted to get it but i didn't because it was just for christmas but it was really cute with the polka dotted body.
HAHA!
yesterday.i went to ikea after attending an opening at paragon with my aunt.
i had to go to ikea seriously.my room is totally in a BIG BIG mess.need to get things to help me get organised.
i bought 4 pretty flower printed boxes and 3 little white flower pots.yepps.
so for now i will have to go and pack my room as on weekdays i am not free and i have tons of things to do.
have a wonderful week ahead,my friends ((:
and not to forget about KIM HYUN GYEONG AKA LIZ!
HAPPIE BIRTHDAY!!
i miss you! have fun ((:

November 16, 2006

on tuesday night 15mins to the next day 15th.
i sat down on my computer staring at this picture [below] and listening to this song entitled 'stupid mistakes' by Garth Gates.
i just felt that that my heart was slowly torning apart.it felt so painful.
sitting where looking and listening.tears started rolling down my eyes.
i felt that entered that world of confusion till now i think i am still in that world.
whyy?
for the whole day today and yesterday.
i almost got knocked by the car like twice to thrice each day and i have to so so disorganised.it's not joyy.
yepps.i am lost.
i believe that even the jack sparrow's lucky compass will not be able to lead me back.haha.
anyways.today is the 3rd day today as an administrator.
for today and tomorrow i am working alone.such a loner.
my partner had to return to school for some lecture.
anyways.i have been answering more than 50 calls and talking all day to people.
like*faints**getting a scorethroat*
just glad that i bought a huge bottle of water to work.haha.
i almost went nuts in the morning when so many people call and people walking in to work and i had to give them some instructions.apart from that i had to do most of the paperwork and lalala.
IT WAS JUST CRAZY!!!!!!!!LIKE TOTALLY SIAO LAH.haha.
yepps.tomorrow after work i have to ZOOM all the way from raffles place all the way to dover just for piano lesson.after that i have to rushed to school with my parents to get my result slip.
so retarted.you can't get your results slips with your parents.so dots.
anyways.i will blog tomorrow regarding my results and remarks.yepps.
to all primary kiddos, it's the last day of school for the year.ENJOY ((:
to all my juniors and friends who's taking Os, jia you!!
-time just bring it all back

November 13, 2006

I AM BORED!!!like seriously!!
okays.shall just blog what i did for the past week.
i only went back to school on monday to check my accounts and art paper and as for friday photo-taking for the councillors and i thought we would leave school but NO we had to stay in school till 2.so retarted.
my friends and i were like how to get out of school.we can't climb over the fence or gates.so pissing la.
it's lie exams are over and all my friends have already return back to their countries.
and the school still wants the students to go to school and all they do there is play games and watch movies.so dots.i rather stay at home and sleep or watch some movies which i can rent from video ezy.yepps.
anyways.on tuesday i went to work.i felt that is was like conning people and wanted to like quit.so i told the manager that this isn't my cup of tea but he was like
"i will try to get you to do admin work then and call you again."
i was like okays.for the next two days i didn't recieve any calls till thursday night.he ask me to go down to the office on monday to see what i can do.i was like ohh.okays.no harm.so i will go down on monday and see what i can do.yepps.
wednesday.i went job hunting since i thought that job didn't suit me.till now no calls.neverminds.
thursday.i went to the gym and shopping at city hall to get present for most of my upcoming birthdays and i am almost done shopping for christmas.haha.so early rights?
saturday.i just met up with my cousin for lunch RAMEN RAMEN.yummy ((: and talk some issues he was facing.
today.it's JO's birthday
happy birthday JO!!
we went to cine to to watch STEP UP.it was a great movie ((:
now i am home and i am bored and listening to some music.
i am bored.i am bored.i am bored.like lalala.someone save me.
like RARR *screams I AM BORED!!!

November 09, 2006

i have blogged for a year now.haha.
there's so much that i have to say but i am too lazy to type.HAHA.
anyways.i am in love with this song ((:
THE ONE BY UPPER STREET
here's the lyrics

i tried to be the one tried to give you what you need
i thought we had it all but i couldnt really see
i should have been there before.
yeahh cos you needed me more..
im sorry girl i tried but, i know i let you down,
you needed me most, baby i wasnt around wish i was there before,
oh yeah cos now im needing you more..
and its something that i cant ignore,

i feel so empty i feel all alone, im living in misery,
i cant help but regret that day, an angel beside me,
the one that got away you cant forgive the things ive done,
and i wouldnt ask you too, no-one can ever take your place,
ill always belong to you, the one that got away

come back
come back
come back

come back to me
the one that got away..

when im looking back girl its easy to see, you never let
me down, always believed in me, i should have cherished
you more, instead of closing the door, and now im here
all by myself my heart is screaming out for help, this
endless pain inside of me, will alwasys remain,your the
one i adore i should have loved you more

i feel so empty i feel all alone, im living in misery,
i cant help but regret that day an angel beside me,
the one that got away,
you cant forgive the things ive done
and i wouldnt ask you too.
no one can ever take your place i'll always belong to you,
the one that got away,

and all i have is a faded picture, broken memories of you,
come back come back to me come back
come back, the one that got away
i feel so empty i feel all alone, im living in misery,
i cant help but regret that day an angel beside me,
the one that got away,
you cant forgive the things ive done
and i wouldnt ask you too.
no one can ever take your place i'll always belong to you,
the one that got away,

November 03, 2006

it's november!!EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER!!holidays are approaching.
whee.this is what i did after my last paper yesterday.
i had a class party as most of my classmates returning to their countries and moreover all of us will be in different class next year. so sad.
i will miss HA and kate and my mummy(irene). :'( yepps.anyways.we had pizza.gossiped.took photos.
after the party i went to raffles city to watch the singapore designer contest.sweet.was shocked to see my primary school teacher mr or being the champion of the contest.after that we went o miss clarity.i think i will be celebraitng my birthday next year ((: still a long way to go.christmas is here yet but it's coming.i have a list of things i want for myself for christmas.haha.
here's the only pretty picture @ the party ((:

stupid swe lwin with the V sign.that's kate.me.alice[miss ya]

anyways for today.sarah and i went out together.we started shopping at CHINATOWN.sarah is like i am going to dress like a ah lian.i was like okays.haha.see the pictures later.haha.
we went shopping at like 3 to 4 shopping centres.we didn't see anything pretty but only beads which are super cheap and cute ribbons.i think it's better than spotlight.haha.yepps.than we decided to talk some more and we reached people's park market.it's so tai tai la.we bought some chestnuts and agar-agar and decided to go to second and third level to explore.we saw many pretty clothes and dresses and they are really cheap.i love them i wanted to get this pretty dress but was low in cash then.yepps.i think i will go there again nearing chinese new year.haha.before we went there we went to have a simple light chinesey lunch at 3 westlake.pork and bun and homemade barley.it's not bad. ((:
after we headed to VIVOCITY.so fun ((:
the very 1st shop sarah and i went was CANDY EMPIRE.we got a small like tub of different jeallybean.so cute.
the 2nd place we went was the skypark .so cool.a whole level with shallow water where you get to soak your feet and enjoy the music and breeze.i love it.some children were even swimming.haha.from that level you also get to view sentosa.so damn cool.it's like another sentosa but it's on the roof top ((:
after that we went shopping there for some of our friends' birthday presents and see some accessories and dresses.sarah and i were like dragging each other here and there.so retarted.yepps.VIVO is BIG but i feel that it's not that much to shop mayb because not all the shops are opened yet.i just love the skypark.ohh yar.they also have a play court for children.it looked fun sarah and i wanted to play but we were wearing skirts so may we will go there some other time and jump all around.haha.
it was nearing dinner so we went to orchard for korean food and my all time favourite YAMI yoghurt and continue shopping.haha.so fun.whee.yepps.shall end here.i still have school tomorrow...getting back my exams paper.like *faints*it's like you have fun for a day and the next day you have school.like so sian.yepps.
here's the pictures of me and sarah shopping and going all retarted ((: