i won't be blogging till june

i need to mug!

exams are in 3 weeks time

perlims are in 4 months time

Os are in 5 months time

so damn freaky!

pple,wish me luck ((:

i know exams are just a month away.
but i have no movitation to study!
i just find that i don't like that kind of discpiline to do so.
and i am so damn freaking tired.
okays.i tried!i studied chemistry for an hour.
but i have been just coming home with my books and put it on the table
not touching it for the entire night and just sleep or log onto the internet.

i need MOVITATION!

seriously!

it is friday the 13th

but it is a day filled with A HELL LOT OF FUN!

• during my 2 periods of english reading,i took swe lwin's phone to text kate some lovey dovey messages.LOL
• after lunch,it was pouring,but the pluvial climate didn't damp our spirits as we had no lesson we started playing ping pong followed by water,keep on splashing and refilling the water bottle non stop,even pulling to stop one from running in order to pour water on them,we made 1/4 of the MPH wet and some idiotic people went to call the DM,thinking that we were having some racist flight.so stupid.by the way,the boys didn't get caught as they ran into the toilet and the gym.unfortunately, the girls did and i am one of them.can you believe it?a student councillor getting caught by the DM.by the way it is the thai water festival and two countries' new year, that's why we want to have with fun not fighting.man,i seriously wonder who are the idiots who call the DM.like -whatever- them.
• we had no chemistry lesson because most of us were like really drenched but we had the boys to do some hip hop dancing!LOL
• after chemistry,we were supposed to have contact time but my whole class just skipped it because the majority of us wanted to play some more with water [can't be bother if i got caught again,i want to have fun so does my thai friends and other friends who are celebrating their new year.]*heehees but most of the classes had contact so my classmate and i played ping pong while waiting for the FUN to start!
• the fun started and i was supposed to attend art club but i didn't, i continued with my water fun and we had to clean the canteen because this time round we wet 3/4 of the MPH.LOL and continue playing ping pong.
• after all the fun, together with my friends,we headed down to holland village and it was their 1st time there so i tourguided them.so fun!*haha
• and lastly,i was late for maths tuition at home for 30 minutes that equals that my tutor waited for me.

i am becoming a rebel ((:

i love today :D

before leaving school usually, i would get my books from my locker.
and my lock combination is known by a number of pple in school.
so if something is missing in the locker,i will not be suprised.
but today i found a quite thick envo in my locker addressed to me and a hand drawn stamp!
so interesting! lol
i opened the letter, at one glance i knew who was it from.
i see her handwriting everyday.
she wrote a really long letter-4 pages long.
it's like my 1st letter that i got from a friend in st francis.lol
i read the letter on the way home.
it was so touching yet entertaining!
that i don't know whether to laugh or cry.
but it made my day better :D

to that friend of mine.
i really don't know what to say but
THANK YOU for knowing what am i going through.
*BIG BIG HUGS*

it's like 1208am and i am not sleeping yet
i have school in like 9 hours?
LOL

man.i am damn screwed for chinese!
i only have like a month and 20 days to buck up on my chinese!
is it possible to like pass?
RAR!
mid year is just a month and 6 days away.
i have not started revision!
RARR!

by counting down to my exams
i go to bed with a voice inside my head saying
"what the hell!"
yepps.that's right
what the hell!
RARR!

it's easter and i am not at church to have fun with the kids.
some of you know the reason why-to the some of you thank you for praying and your encouraging words.
to all HAPPY EASTER!

i am just glad that i did lotsa things de-stress

i watched three movies this week.

• meet the robinsons
• mr bean's holidays
• night at the museum

on good friday i went shopping with my girlfriend @ chinatown.
i love all the things i bought.

• a pair of really sweet-looking pumps
• a really pretty dress
• two pairs of really comfortable shorts

that's all for now :D

how can i trash it all out?

1) talking to myself!
2) taking a week off from school and sort things out.
3) finding a friend who really understand to talk it through
4) ALL OF THE ABOVE
5) others___________________

so what's the answer?

to all HAPPY APRIL FOOLS' DAY :D
i bet most of your friend whom you hang out with today GOTCHA!
LOL

anyways.
i haven't been myself this week.
wait.i think since the start of term 2.
i haven't been handing in my assignments.
i have like goodness knows how many overdue ones i have!
i haven't been listening to my teachers in class or taking down notes but they think that i am
i have been either day-dreaming or just scribbling on the table
i haven't been REALLY SITTING DOWN SOMEWHERE TO STUDY be it during my free periods in school or the weekends!
i know i have to study but i just don't have the mood,
i will just be sleeping or going out with friends.

what is bothering me?
i just can't blog it
i just feel that things that i want to trash it all out, can't be told here...