morning..it's a good friday which is the anniversary of Jesus' death on the cross.
thank u Jesus
anyways.i woke up this morning with a song called 'i'm like a bird' by nelly furtado and i just felt that i need to blog the lyrics of the song and i have no idea why i felt that i need to.anyways here's the lyrics of the song

"I'm Like A Bird"

You're beautiful, that's for sure

You'll never ever fade

You're lovely but it's not for sure

That I won't ever change

And though my love is rare

Though my love is true

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[Chorus]

I'm like a bird, I'll only fly away

I don't know where my soul is, I don't know where my home is

(and baby all I need for you to know is)

I'm like a bird, I'll only fly away

I don't know where my soul is , I don't know where my home is

All I need for you to know is

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Your faith in me brings me to tears

Even after all these years

And it pains me so much to tell

That you don't know me that well

And though my love is rare

Though my love is true

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[Chorus]

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It's not that I wanna say goodbye

It's just that every time you try to tell me that you love me

Each and every single day I know

I'm going to have to eventually give you away

And though my love is rare

And though my love is true

Hey I'm just scared

That we may fall through

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[Chorus x 3]

i feel so terrible last week.
i think i am a very very*infinte sentimental and emotional person.
i take things very seriously mostly everything.
school last week was totally horrible.
almost had a breakdown..
i was glad that i talk it all out with a teacher in school.
but i still very terrible..i have no idea why..
i just feel that it would rain so that i can think about things going on around me..but it seems that it is not going to rain so i think i will go do swimming..haha..anyways.. i feel that
my home where i feel totally uncomfortable at times with my relatives around..and with all the gossiping around here and there..which is just so lallala..sighs..
my friends that i am glad to have..they are always around when i needed them but some of them are worrying me..trying to reach out and help them but feel really bad because i can't seem to be helping them but only giving them more worries..and i feel that i shouldn't be feeling so terrible because i have a friend who is going so much more than me who takes things in such a way that i cannot..i wonder why i cannot do it..i am so screwed..totally..
my academic work..i am like totally lost in some subject though i understand my accounts a little more better now but still lost..haha..i am still doing fine with the rest of the subject expect for CHINESE!!it's killing me..though i thought i have made just a tiny little improvement..
i seriously have to learn to take things in a way that is totally light..but i have been trying to do it about i think 2 years now..but everything is just not working out..sighs..all that i can keep myself going is this phrase in my mind..bitterness 1st then comes sweetness in life which comes later..

heyy..look behind there's a spider behind you..
okays..that's no longer funny..so cliche..anyways..
happie april fools!! xD
haha.okays.yesterday i was supposed to go for piano in the evening but i didn't the medication which i took after lunch made me feel really drowsy..yepps..all i did was eat.sleep.practice my piano and finally i watched the tv after a long long time..haha.
btw on thursday..my dad and i didn't go to the police post because i was already sleeping like a log and he tired to wake me up for like 15 minutes and i still was in my dreamland dreaming abt my chocolate fondue with strawberries and bananas..okay..i sound like a oink oink pig now..haha..
whee-i just changed my blogskin this morning..so happy with it though i feel that the song is a little chinese-y lol..i lovee my blog xD the falling stars..`*
okays..i think i will be able to return to school on monday if not i will not have any idea what to do on tuesday for the student council investiture..ohh..i am in the com..being the sec..i will write and type..paperwork..i lovee paper..so dots -.-''..yepps..okays..i shall end here..have to go now and do my art work.tata