THIS IS WHAT SARAH AND JOYY DID AFTER A WEEK OF EXAMS
AND IT'S NOT OVER YET!!-sighs

i am falling in love this song.it makes me feel stronger ((:
haha.i know it is so dots.anyways.here are the lyrics
it's kelly clarkson since you 've been gone

Here's the thing we started off friends
It was cool but it was all pretend
Yeah yeah
Since you've been gone

You dedicated you took the time
Wasn't long till I called to mind
Yeah
Since you've been gone

And all you'd ever hear me say
Is how I pictured me with you
That's all you'd ever hear me say

But since you've been gone
I can breathe for the first time
Im so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you
Now I get
What I want
Since you've been gone

How can I put it? you put me on
I even fell for that stupid love song
Yeah yeah
Since you've been gone
How come I never hear you say
I just wanna be with you
I guess you never felt that way
But since you've been gone

I can breathe for the first time
Im so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you
Now I get
I get what I want
Since you've been gone

You had your chance you blew it
Out of sight, out of mindShut your mouth
I just can't take it
Again and again and again and again

Since you've been gone
I can breathe for the first time
Im so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you (thanks to you)
Now I getI get what I want
I can breathe for the first time
Im so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you (thanks to you)
Now I get (I get)
You should know (you should know)
That I get I get what I want
Since you've been gone
Since you've been gone
Since you've been gone

i know it's my examination period.i know i should be mugging right now because i have two papers tomolo chemistry and social studies and shouldn't be visitng people's blog and see how they are doing.
i am happy that my friends are enjoying life and having fun but i noticed that all of us are going through a crisis.i just feel that 17 is the age where your BIGGEST CHALLENGE starts in our teenage life.i don't know what you people think but i just feel that 17 is a point of time where you feel everything is so chaotic and you don't know how to handle and some of your friends of your age may think you just totally cracked under this sort of pressure? YOU MUST BE SO SOFT! you felt that your friend had just hurt your pride.
some friends who are of age older than you will say.you are just going through your growing stage.no worries.YOU WILL GET OVER IT!
you are feeling so lost.you need a compass to help you find your way but it's your decision to follow the compass.what's your decision?

it's been like months since i ate tapioca cake and soyabean with tang yuan.
so delicious ((: haha.have been eating YAMI YOGHURT for the past sundays.it's just to irresistible!!
anyways.i wrote my english and chinese paper one on friday.
i think i will just have a boardline fail or pass.yepps.
i still have many papers to go.like *faints faints*.yepps
to my friends @ school jia you! ((: we stil have a couple of paper to go.

just came back from school and ate some fruits and a few slices of ham as i wouldn't find any snacks and i was straving.yepps.
for the past two days,i have been online shopping.really stressed out due to the coming exams.anyways.i bought a choker,one sunglasses,a top,a photoframe,a bracelet and 10 earrings.yepps.TEN EARRINGS.poeple you must think that joyy was gone mad ((: heehee.i can't HAHAHA much now.HA, a vietamnese classmate of mine might feel offended so it's like i can only heehee or HOHOHO.yepps.
i really need to get a new cardholder for my ez-link card it's spolit but still usable.
i looked at the cardholder yesterday on the bus returning home from school and i thought of a friend who's a simple and straightforward person though at times she's way to naggy.anyways,both of us had different expections of each other and sometimes i really do wonder how do i communicate with her.i mean we girls can talked about so many things in our daily lives but at times we would need to think before we speak if not we will hurt one's feelings.yepps.so at one point,i just wouldn't tolrate with her so i just unleashed a sentence on her back to a friend.after that i felt so guilty but it has happened what can i do?now,we are no longer friends but i am glad that i have known her if not i will not learn so much gym skills and other things.i believe i will miss her mother's chinese new year cookies.
i also have three other friends which i have lost and from each of them i learnt something which now i shown interest in and keep me going and let me try their family's home-cooked food which is totally delicious ((:
one of them is in primary school and the other two are my bestest buds in secondary school.friends just come and go.that's what i feel but at times of course you will miss thier company.
my primary schoolmate love reading and she comes from a very interesting family.she's very FUN and creative and also love to makes cards or bookmarks for others.i learnt my creativity from her and i missing making gifts with her and her family's pepper fries.it's the best pepper fries i had ever had ((:
my other two friends.one loves to chat on the phone 24/7,really FUN to go out with,keeps me company in the hospital when i was unwell till 10 and her father sells the best fish noodles with milk which i like.so yummy. the thing i learnt from her was how to socialize with people.talking non-stop.but i have a limit if not i will be so irritating or a parrot ((: anyways, we are always having convo with the other friend who inspires to be a lawyer and always writing or copying sentences that keeps her going and looking on the bright side of life and she's always my listening ear.during deepavali, she will inivited our classmate to her house and we will be feasting and wacthed some scary movie and i will be screaming most of the time.[my friends please don't ask me to watch scary movies i will scream but not in cinemas.it's like so irritating to scream.instead of screaming,i will be hitting people or covering my eyes with the jacket or bag ((:]either her father or her sister i can't remember cooks really good deep-fired chicken which you will craved for more.from her i learntabout famous people's saying and the bio-graphy of the people[HISTORY!] which keep me going ((:
i just want to say a simple THANK YOU TO YOU ALL FOR LEAVING AN IMPACT IN MY LIFE ((:

erms.what can i say?
another like 6 days to exams.HAHA.
i doubt i will excel.yepps.
anyways.i just changed my blogskin.simple and pretty ((:
whee.erms.just felt that whenever i have my blogskin changed.
i believe that i have moved on to another stage of my life and all ready to face the challenges ahead of me.
it feels good.NA-NA-NA-NA-NA.OHH YEAH!!
this phrase is actually comes from a very old song.
i think it was during my parent's time. no idea who sang it.
it's quite catchy.i'm going all RETRO ((: with the music and the accessories and clothing i am buying.
anyways.wish me the best of luck in my coming exams.toodles.

exams are coming in 15 days time`
sarah and i were mugging yesterday at kap from 5 to 9.
yepps.we didn't have any lessons till 2 in school as we have this japanese exchange programme thing.
the japanese students thought us how to do origami and i was to bad and it.i felt that i was really violent.i was trying to make a crane but i can't and some other things like samurai helmet and ninja weapons.for your information,the group which i was interacting with were three boys and all of them learnt origami since 5 or 7 years old.man.i was like WOW.now i know how violent and impaitent i am.yepps.we exchanged gifts i gave each of them the same thing a pair of chopsticks and a cute pen ((: i got a mickey mouse keychain.a towel.so japanese headband for some kendo sports and a japanese tea cup.love them all.
after interacting lesson,we ahead to lot 1 for lunch on the way there i learnt some japanese words.
at lot 1 i went to have lunch with sunny and his group three girls.the boys all ate hokkien noodles while sunny was eating some malay noodles.as for me and the girls we had YAMI YOGHURT and dim sum and bubble tea which the japanese called it tapioca.i shared one cup with like 6 girls whom other 3 i dun know but it's out of courtesy.yepps.we only spent like 30 minutes there and that's it and we aheaded back to school to say sayonara.so sad.anyways, i had to make a speech i was like erming all the time as my teacher told me like 5 minutes before.so lallala.yepps.i did have fun.like whee lalala ((:
here's the pictures

okays.it's about more than a week since i have blogged-
so much happened.so so much.
yepps.don't feel like blogging about it
anyways,i am going to just blog a picture of a gift which a super duper cute couple bought for me ((: so sweet of them >< and again blog some lyrics of a song ((: joyy is becoming a slacker.haha.

spongebob balloon with a sunflower.
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catch me when i fall by ashlee simspson

Is anybody out there
Does anybody see
That when the lights are off something's killing me

I know it seems like people care
Cause they're always around me
But when the day is done and everybody runs

Who will be the one to save me from myself
Who will be the one who's there
And not ashamed to see me crawl
Who's gonna catch me when I fall

When the show is over
And it's empty everywhere
It's hard to face going back alone
So I walk around the city
Anything, anything to clear my head
I've got nowhere to go nowhere but home

Who will be the one to save me from myself
Who will be the one who's there
And not ashamed to see me crawl
Who's gonna catch me when I fall

It may seem I have everything
But everything means nothing
When the ride that you been on
That you're coming off
Leaves you feeling lost

Is anybody out there
Does anyobdy see
That sometimes loneliness is a part of me

it's already september, 2 more months before the big holidays but before that there's FINAL YEAR EXAMS that equals to a year to the MAJOR EXAMS.yepps.i wonder where i will be going then.yepps.anyways,i have been on the computer almost of the time.not doing any of my research for my projects which is due on the 1st week of term 4.yepps.but have been looking for a repice to bake carrot cake with yoghurt icing and hazelnuts.can't find any yet.today i will not blog much as i have not been feeling well since last thursday and i am too lazy to type.i will blog a song today ((:
goodbye by Spicegirls

No no no no, no no no no, no no no no,

Listen little child, there will come a day
When you will be able, able to say
Never mind the pain, or the aggravation
You know there's a better way, for you and me to be

Look for the rainbow in every storm
Fly like an angel, heaven sent to me

Goodbye my friend (I know you're gone, you said you're gone,but I can still feel you here)
It's not the end (gotta keep it strong before the painturns into fear)

So glad we made it, time will never change it - no no no

No no no no

Just a little girl, big imagination
Never letting no-one take it away
Went into the world (into the world), what a revelation
She found there's a better way for you and me to be

Look for the rainbow in every storm
Find out for certain, love's gonna be there for you
You'll always be someone's baby

Goodbye my friend (I know you're gone, you said you're gone,but I can still feel you here)
It's not the end (gotta keep it strong before the painturns into fear)

So glad we made it, time will never change it
No no no no (No no no no)
You know it's time to say goodbye(No no no no)

(bridge)

The times when we would play about
The way we used to scream and shout
We never dreamt you'd go your own sweet way

Look for the rainbow in every storm
Find out for certain love's gonna be there for you
You'll always be someone's baby

Goodbye my friend (I know your gone, you said you're gone,but I can still feel you here)
It's not the end (you gotta keep it strong before thepain turns into fear)

So glad we made it time will never never ever change it

(No no no no)
you know it's time to say goodbye
(No no no no)
and don't forget you can rely

(No no no no)
you know it's time to say goodbye
(No no no no)
and don't forget on me you can rely

(No no no no)
I will help, help you on your way

No no no no
I will be with you every day (x3)

man.you can't believe what i had ate today...
for breakfast 2 slices of bread with jam/yoghurt with nata de coco/2 little pork bun/a cup of fresh fruit juice
yepps.that is considered alot for breakfast.
for breaktime in school.i had 2 slices of bread with cheese and i have no idea how many gallons of water i drank till it was lunch.i thought it was still okay.
for lunch.i had noodles with vegetables.a whole slice of tofu and a sunshine egg.guess what? i was still not full...i bought two slices of banana cake and a yakult.yepps.
i think about 2 hours later during my free period before art..i ate chocolate biscuit sticks and a few strips of cuttlefish.
when i got back home.i ate about 4 chocolate nougats,followed by dinner.
and an hour later..i ransacked the kitchen to find something that i would like to eat..but i didn't find anything..
after ransacking the kitchen for few minutes in the kitchen...i had a sudden craving for carrot cake with hazelnuts from cedele.i was thinking to go all the way to jelita to get it.serisouly i wouldn't mind.i have not had that for like 4 months now!!!i was complaining to ann that i want to eat it so badly.knowing it was a nono for me to go out..i decided to call my mum to get it for me as she was still at work but she will be only back at 10 or 11..so in the end feeling really hungry i just resorted to oreo cookies and a glass of milk which i am eating now.haha.yepps.
my appetite today is SERIOUSLY BIG...yepps.i wonder am i going to eat again later?
anyways.here's the pictures at the prom..didn't take much as i was busy handling things ((:

wells.one more week of school and it is holidays!!only for a week :(( after a week i have to get ready for final year exams.sighs.like *faints faints*yepps.
anyways.my week started off quite bad.1stly i totally forgot that it's councillor's week to do assembly duty.on monday,i did it because it's a monday!! and usually people have monday blues and you don't like if you have someone calling you at around 7.30 to7.45 to tell you that you have assembly duty to do.yepps.once i reached school without my coouncillor's badge..i misplaced it again.i seriously have no idea where it is.i think i will ransacked my room during the holidays to find it.anyways.i took nat's since she's the only one having it and guess what? i lost hers.GOSH!! i lost a total of two councillor's badges..i think ms siti and mr edmund is going to kill me.yepps.joyy is so so DEAD!!
yepps.today was karen's turn...guess what...i didn't inform her yesterday.i totally slipped off my mind till this morning when i was having my breakfast.it just shot my mind that's i forget to imform karen.i am so forgetful or my brain is not functioning well.yepps.anyways.i called sarah,my wonderful wonderful friend that it's her turn to do duty.she was like JOYY!! and her RARR.anyways.she didn't want to do it so wan ling did it.sorry sarah and wan ling but thank you for being understanding that joyy is becoming a little SLOW.haha.
anyways.school ended early today because i finished doing my maths work so i left for home.
once i reached home i crushed onto the bed and slept for a little while before heading to the shower.
i wished i could sleep a little longer.i felt really exhausted.but i had to wake up and meet rain for our very 1st kick-boxing excerise at west coast cc.it was really enjoyable!!i believe after all the 8 sessions.i am ready to kick some ass!! my dear friends, please watch out.haha.
after an hour of workout, we headed to ginza for dinner.it was a great way of spending my evening ((:
i have to go do some of my homeowrk now.till later xD

well.finally prom night is over.two months of planning.
it broke friendship and cause misunderstandings but we all definitely learnt something from it or know our weakness and mistakes.yeps.i am just glad that it is over.but the ending to prom was saddening.it was suppose to be partying all night long but the sound system went down and ruin our mood and everybody just started taking pictures or leaving the place.yepp.didn't expect this to happen.but we all did have our fun ((: i will blog the photos which i took some other day.yepps.
sighs.i am home alone may not i have pebble.((: anyways.my family just woke me up and tell me that all of them are going out.i am still tired and sleepy.i only like reach home at2 to shower and lalala and went to bed at around somewhere close to three.yepps.but i am glad they bought me lunch.if not i will be straving.haha.
later i am be going out with sandi for some body jam lesson for now i am just going to listen to music and wait for her to come to my house to pass me a sack of postcards.she said that there is a lot.will count them and let you all know later.haha.yepps.anyways.on wednesday i met my classmate from st marg's to attend her boyfriend's graduation at the home team academy and here are the photos we took ((:

today's my brother's birthday.celebrated it last week on national day yepps.
anyways.happie birthday ming!!

haha.okays.i am going to blog what happened on sunday.
at 3 in the morning i text sandi telling her that i cannot meet her as i was seriously not feeling fwell
yepps.later at 8 or 9 sandi called me and i told her i will meet her at 11 instead of 1030 as we planned as i was feeling better.yepps.
we headed down to marina square to catch a movie "my super ex-girlfriend" both funny and sad.but i thought the fighting part between the two g-gilrs was kinda cliche the fight ended on a runway.yepps.
anyways.before the movie we walked around to see if there was anything that we can go crazy after but we found none so we just went to some cafe to have some light snack and snapped a few pictures again.blog them later.whee.we just love taking pictures ((:
we headed for the movie.ohh.before entering the threate we bought like a huge cup of drink.a box of popcorn and a ben and jerry's ice-cream stick.man it was super filling.i was like i don't want the ice-cream anymore.i ate 3/4 of it and threw it away.yepps.i know i wasted food.
yepps.after the movie.i felt worse i was like can we quickly head to town to get my things and headed to my house where sandi and play with my computer while i sleep.i felt i was such a wet blanket.it was suppoes to be a super fun dayout with her travelling around and shopping.but we ended up at my house.haha.yepps.at my house sandi was like watching youtube most of the time and listening or downloading music.yepps.i was just lying on my bed in lalala land due to the medication i had.
when i woke up,it was time for dinner, we had some chinese dish and dessert and went back to my room to continue watching youtube and watched some videos which took back in st margs.man.i missed those times and my friends.yepps.after that it was like almost 10,quite late as she has work the very next day while i had school yepps.so i passed her a little present which i owe her from malaysia trip in june.haha.it's been two months.yepps.
yepps.anyways.on monday i didn't attend school as i was feeling really terrible.
today.i went back to school there were so much things to do esp for council like *faints*faints*
yepps.feeling stressed,sarah and i went nuts just now please do go and read her blog we were like having a stupid short convo in her blog.yepps.before that,we went scootering round and took my pup pebble for a stroll which woke i think about 1/4 of the neigbours because we shouting for pebble which was darking at some neighbour's dog.yepps.anyways.it's getting late and i am feeling tired.i am going to sleep now.nights ((:

before that here are the pictures of me and sandi ((:

i can't take it anymore/i have to blog about it if not i will just get worst.
after keeping it in my heart for a month and more.
trying not to cry and being joyful in front of everyone.
today.i just let it out by crying after my aunt and brother's birthday celebration.
till now i am still crying while everyone is downstairs enjoying themselves.
i wonder when can i just let go.it's so difficult so...(can't think of the word)..
i wish that i can be like the kite which is being snapped so that i can fly freely and have no worries.
anyways.to all singaporeans.happie national days cheers.we are 41 ((:

well wells.today i went out with my two classmates, kate and alice to orchard to catch 'CLICK' at cine.
before the movie we went for a little shopping and took neoprints..will post it later ((:
after a short walk around cine we decided to dine @ galilee and friends t and play some games and of course gossip.haha.
after dining we went to the korean supermart to buy some snacks to smuggle it to the cinema.alice and kate kept on asking kate which snacks are yummy.i bought a bar of chocolate which tasted something like chruchie and a box of peppero..it is some kind of chocolate pocky with almond nuts.kate bought some korean rice crackers for us to try and alice bought more chocolate haha.
the movie was both sad and funny.we cried we laughed.yepps.
after the movie,alice headed for home as she has curfew.kate met liz to go to kbox at tanjong pagar((:
as for me, i decided to just go shopping alone at taka as i was feeling kinda down.
i went to kino to get some books,a book for my art research about an artist named vincent van gouh,a girly book called 'the wonder spot' and a book that brings back memories 'baby blues-ten years and still in diapers' yepps.after staying in kino for an hour, i went to royal sporting house to get a tee for kick boxing exercise which is starting in two weeks time.i can't wait.rain will be going with me too.whee.
giordano was the next shop i went to get a black pair of shorts. ((:
yepps.now i am going to listento music and do some accounts on how much i have spent today xD nights

this week.i have been travelling alone alot.
but i am glad that i have a thing called mp3 if not i will just die from boredom.
i have been listening to a song non-stop it is by britney.
it brings back both wonderful and heartbreaking memories.
here's the title of the song and lyrics.it's pretty long ((:

Autumn Goodbye
by Britney Spears

chorus
I never promised you a happy ending
You never said you wouldn't make me cry
but summer love will keep us warm long after
our autumn goodbye, autumn goodbye
autumn goodbye

Thinkin' of you and the love of our lives
in the sweet summertime
so sad but true (so true, so true)
we must leave it behind
in our hearts, in our minds

From April through September
bittersweet was the love that we share
don't forget
I remember

[repeat chorus twice]

Memories can fade
but my heart has a place for the smile on your face
and maybe someday
we can be more than friends
love will find us again

Red leaves and blue tomorrows
Time will give back the love that we shared
on the time that we borrowed

[repeat repeat twice]

From April through September
bittersweet was the love that we share
don't forget
I remember baby

[repeat chorus twice]

We'll leave behind the summertime
our hearts, our minds
they will remind
we won't forget
the day we met
the day we cried
Autumn Goodbye

I never promised you a happy ending
You never said you wouldn't make me cry
but summer love will keep us warm long after
our autumn goodbye, autumn goodbye
autumn goodbye

STUPID STAIRS!!i am telling you i hate all the stairs in school.seriously!!
3 months ago i rolled down the stairs in front of the whole school and landed on the floor and went to the hospital.what an embrassing moment.some of my friends came all the way to the hospital to visit me.
after that i went home.later at home, another group of my friends came and visit me at my house and they celebrated my fall by feasting.
what nice friends i have.haha.nah.i was feasting with them.they were trying to cheer me up.((:
i love them all :D
anyways.on friday.i fall down again just after one step.so crap.
i was like hopping all around mayb more of limping in school and on my way home and to piano lesson.
so crap.i will just stay at the study block and not go anywhere.
i am just going to survive with biscuits.cup noodles.sanwhiches. during my breaktime in school.

.memories` on st marg's 164th speech day
210706 ((:


taken at st marg's
love all of them and miss the fun times we had..


taken at home ((:

-pictures of sandi and me compiled together xD

whee.okays.yesterday.i spend like NINE hours in town with sandi ((:
we went crazy for rubbish bin because sandi was down with a bad flu so we had to keep an lookout for rubbish bin all the time to throw her tissue paper away.yepps.we even took pictures with different rubbish bin.will blog the pictures later xD
anyways.sandi and i went to cine to get our tickets to the movie -pirates of the caribbean 2.dead man's chest-
for lunch i sugguested that we go to BK to have lunch as i wanted my spongebob toy but i just had BK on thursday with sarah and bought two of the spongebob toys and i gave one away to my maid because my mother was like you can open a toy musuem you have so much toys to display.i went like okays.so i gave it away.yepps.
anyways.sandi and i went to cafe cartel to have our lunch.i wanted to have the brownie with ice-cream but i was too full after eating the main course.will go back there next time to try xD
after lunch we headed to heeren as sandi wanted to buy some hairclips but we found none there but i bought myself and her a wallet.i bought her the one sarah bought for me and another type of wallet in my favourite colour coffee brown.whee.we went to far east to shop and i bought like 2 pairs of earrings there and a hippo paper weight.we also went to taka where i bought one more pair of earrings and a pair of pink coloured scholl slippers.whee.after that we went to paragon to get bread from breadtalk to smuggle it back to cine for our movie...the movie was like darn good.
after the movie sandi and i went to paragon and have a light meal at coffee club..sandi and i actually wanted to eat chocolate fondue but i thought that it would be really dry so i ordered a ice passion tea and a carrot cake for myself and sandi just wanted her iced berry tea.ohh.before the movie started we went to get drinks.sandi got a bottle of cranberry juice and i got a bottle of carrot jucie.so retarted.like seriously.having more berries and carrots.we are NUTS.anyways.the carrot cake there was average.i LOVE THE ONE FROM i can't remeber the cakeshop name but i think i will ONLY LOVE THE CARROT CAKE THERE.haha.yepps.we took pictures there and at almost everywhere at paragon.haha.will blog it.yepps.it was a retarted day with sandi.haha.
yepps.i think i will stop here and blog the photos later as i have to rushed to go out to get my glasses done xD