well wells.
i am in love to roxette and bon jovi music since the mids are over!
i am in love with kaya toast!
i have been pinball-ing!it's so addictive LOL my highest score is 6,970,500
i have learned how to good claypot rice and hainanese chicken rice :D
i want a good facial *screams for KAREN LYNN JEWELL*
i want a pedicure [doubt i can do one as i don't want to go to church with long glittery nails]

anyways,today i attended my church's teacher's retreat,the event took place at YMCA orchard
i have not been attending service for two weeks, the worship and message drew me closer to GOD.
i got to know a number of teachers from various CCs and got to know my CC teachers better!they had games too,only three due to lack of time.
overall it is good ((:


SHOUTOUTS
to all my friends who helped me through my struggles
thank you so much,i will be strong and pick myself up.you guys are great! \m/ love you all
to those who was been keeping me in prayer
thank you for your prayers and constantly tell me that GOD does miracles.

the mids are finally over!
i am done with chinese Os for paper1 and 2 but i think i will have to sit for it again.
i serisouly screwed it!
erms.i have not gotten back almost of my results as i have been busy with the eco shell thing
building a hut with recycled materials and my group -HYROPONDIACS- emerged 2nd.
yipee!my group was so overedjoyed!!i love my group! we rock \m/
as for the other two groups got a consolation prize and a best poem!
*CHEERS TO ALL-yays!
i will blog the pictures of the huts once i have gather all of them :D

SHOUTOUTS!
herlyn:thank you so much for the gift,it's so pretty i LOVE it.
shawn:gr8 meeting up with you and i am still waiting for my tee
ha&irene:have fun in cambodia-i miss you but once you are back let's go to ubin!
karen:let's go out after the 7th!

i won't be blogging till june

i need to mug!

exams are in 3 weeks time

perlims are in 4 months time

Os are in 5 months time

so damn freaky!

pple,wish me luck ((:

i know exams are just a month away.
but i have no movitation to study!
i just find that i don't like that kind of discpiline to do so.
and i am so damn freaking tired.
okays.i tried!i studied chemistry for an hour.
but i have been just coming home with my books and put it on the table
not touching it for the entire night and just sleep or log onto the internet.

i need MOVITATION!

seriously!

it is friday the 13th

but it is a day filled with A HELL LOT OF FUN!

• during my 2 periods of english reading,i took swe lwin's phone to text kate some lovey dovey messages.LOL
• after lunch,it was pouring,but the pluvial climate didn't damp our spirits as we had no lesson we started playing ping pong followed by water,keep on splashing and refilling the water bottle non stop,even pulling to stop one from running in order to pour water on them,we made 1/4 of the MPH wet and some idiotic people went to call the DM,thinking that we were having some racist flight.so stupid.by the way,the boys didn't get caught as they ran into the toilet and the gym.unfortunately, the girls did and i am one of them.can you believe it?a student councillor getting caught by the DM.by the way it is the thai water festival and two countries' new year, that's why we want to have with fun not fighting.man,i seriously wonder who are the idiots who call the DM.like -whatever- them.
• we had no chemistry lesson because most of us were like really drenched but we had the boys to do some hip hop dancing!LOL
• after chemistry,we were supposed to have contact time but my whole class just skipped it because the majority of us wanted to play some more with water [can't be bother if i got caught again,i want to have fun so does my thai friends and other friends who are celebrating their new year.]*heehees but most of the classes had contact so my classmate and i played ping pong while waiting for the FUN to start!
• the fun started and i was supposed to attend art club but i didn't, i continued with my water fun and we had to clean the canteen because this time round we wet 3/4 of the MPH.LOL and continue playing ping pong.
• after all the fun, together with my friends,we headed down to holland village and it was their 1st time there so i tourguided them.so fun!*haha
• and lastly,i was late for maths tuition at home for 30 minutes that equals that my tutor waited for me.

i am becoming a rebel ((:

i love today :D

before leaving school usually, i would get my books from my locker.
and my lock combination is known by a number of pple in school.
so if something is missing in the locker,i will not be suprised.
but today i found a quite thick envo in my locker addressed to me and a hand drawn stamp!
so interesting! lol
i opened the letter, at one glance i knew who was it from.
i see her handwriting everyday.
she wrote a really long letter-4 pages long.
it's like my 1st letter that i got from a friend in st francis.lol
i read the letter on the way home.
it was so touching yet entertaining!
that i don't know whether to laugh or cry.
but it made my day better :D

to that friend of mine.
i really don't know what to say but
THANK YOU for knowing what am i going through.
*BIG BIG HUGS*

it's like 1208am and i am not sleeping yet
i have school in like 9 hours?
LOL

man.i am damn screwed for chinese!
i only have like a month and 20 days to buck up on my chinese!
is it possible to like pass?
RAR!
mid year is just a month and 6 days away.
i have not started revision!
RARR!

by counting down to my exams
i go to bed with a voice inside my head saying
"what the hell!"
yepps.that's right
what the hell!
RARR!

it's easter and i am not at church to have fun with the kids.
some of you know the reason why-to the some of you thank you for praying and your encouraging words.
to all HAPPY EASTER!

i am just glad that i did lotsa things de-stress

i watched three movies this week.

• meet the robinsons
• mr bean's holidays
• night at the museum

on good friday i went shopping with my girlfriend @ chinatown.
i love all the things i bought.

• a pair of really sweet-looking pumps
• a really pretty dress
• two pairs of really comfortable shorts

that's all for now :D

how can i trash it all out?

1) talking to myself!
2) taking a week off from school and sort things out.
3) finding a friend who really understand to talk it through
4) ALL OF THE ABOVE
5) others___________________

so what's the answer?

to all HAPPY APRIL FOOLS' DAY :D
i bet most of your friend whom you hang out with today GOTCHA!
LOL

anyways.
i haven't been myself this week.
wait.i think since the start of term 2.
i haven't been handing in my assignments.
i have like goodness knows how many overdue ones i have!
i haven't been listening to my teachers in class or taking down notes but they think that i am
i have been either day-dreaming or just scribbling on the table
i haven't been REALLY SITTING DOWN SOMEWHERE TO STUDY be it during my free periods in school or the weekends!
i know i have to study but i just don't have the mood,
i will just be sleeping or going out with friends.

what is bothering me?
i just can't blog it
i just feel that things that i want to trash it all out, can't be told here...

DIET SNAPPLE ROCKS BIG TIME!
LESS SUGAR AND CALORIES!

learning facts while quenching your thirst :D

i SNAPPLE!

don't you?

i am so nice, too nice
that i gotten myself so weak, too weak
that i am losing myself

i am so exhuasted from being too nice
that i want to fly far away
where no teardrops can be found

can someone please take me there?
can anyone even hear me?

i want to SWIM and i want to get a TAN
i want to go to SENTOSA but
none of my friends are free
like RAR!

yesterday was meet the parent's day and i didnt' attend with my dad because of some various reasons and i didn't get to know my results till this morning when i dashed into room and messed up his desk to find it.
finally,i found it.
i failed like two subjects,chemistry and hums both E8
and my total points was 17 for 5 subjects.bad bad.my aim was 15.
ohh.and to my surprise i passed CHINESE! lol

seriously,i need to REALLY STUDY!
it was like super freaky when they asked to pay the fees and the dates will be known next week.
and my mother told me to take chinese in JUNE!
like RAR!

today is her birthday

but

she has left to be with the LORD

rest in peace

Dela Setiawan

1992 -2007

you will be dearly missed

you know whats?

i scheduled to start doing my assignments from friday to sunday

till now i have not done a single yet

whys?

i fall ill.

like what the hell.

RAR!

holidays are ending real soon
and...
this is what i have been doing...

i have been napping all the time :D
i have not done any of the assignments given

i have watched two movies
THE PURSUIT OF HAPPYNESS
THE HISTORY BOYS

i have been going out to meet up with friends who i have not met for ages.
CLAIRE: stay pretty and i hope you like the early b'day present :D
JASMINE:i am just partially blind...NOT TOTALLY!we shall be TARTED again!
HERLYN:we are always impromtu-ing.it's FUN!

i attend my BFF's wedding!
i felt that i didn't do a good job as a maid of honour and emcee.
but i had a lotsa fun toturing the groom!
and gr8 time catching up with some of my st marg's friends during the dinner.
once again.CONGRATS darren and amanda!

i did volunteery work for ACRES ((:

i woke up early on the weekends to have breakfast at the hawker with my mother.
i went shopping with her too.it's been such a long time!

and as usual,my sunday school teaching :D

yepps.that how i spent my one week of holidays
okays.i better stop here and do my assignments.

i changed my blog skin three days ago.
i think it's the prettiest blogskin i had :D

i am in love with soya bean drink and MEIJI milk.

i am addicted to friendster.
KAREN,
i have to agree with you we seriously need to kick our habit of viewing friendster all night!

i am crazy as ever.
and i am glad that i am not the only one.
i still have ALICE and SARAH.

i am so screwed.
looking at all my results for the tests.

i am exhuasted.
i want to go and sleep now.

it's SUNDAY!! whee.
today at church.
before all the kids were dimissed to go into their groups,one of the sister shared with us that one of the little ones has just lost his father and
one of the little ones who always cling onto me told me a story of hers.
i don't know it is true or not but ...
i felt that i should be blessed with what i have.
treasure what i have
living with that i have to the fullest.
:D

one more week to the school holidays
i have so many things to do
i seriously need to get a daily organiser!
[i know pple usually get theirs before the new year but joyy...lolx]
anyways,the current one i am using is like small and it doesn't have dates printed on it
moreover i use it to write things i need to do,my homework list and my appointments and TRALALLALA.
i hate typing things on my phone!
should i get a new organiser?

in the blink of the eye,it's already march.
that equals to that i have 7 more months to Os.
that means i have to REALLY save more money so that i can travel with my friends.
AHH!
but i turned 18 last february.
and offically,
i can buy alcoholic drinks :D
i can club (:
i can watch m18 movies.
i can buy 4D and TOTO.[i would gather go to the casino >.< ]
maybe i can get my driving license-i am not too sure.have to go check out.
this february has been a hell lot of fun ((:
anyways.here the photos of the b'day with st marg's ((:



SHOUTOUTS
AMANDA.
i am really privilleged to be your bridesmaid.
thank for the hello kitty piggy bank.so cute.

to SL.nadia.floremae and sandi.
thank you for the water dispenser.i am having fun with it
and i love the rip curl slippers ((:

i miss those childhood days
seeing little ones having all the fun ((:
i want to be a kid again, no stress and no worries, sighs >.<

here's me and vivian's little brother ((: