i think i have figured out what is missing in my life-
SCHOOL!!haha.okays-that's just 40 percent!!the friends/the fun/the nosie/the pressure/studying-
yepps-so wanna go back to study it's like enough holidays.have been decomposing at home.haha.
10 percent is the company who i have for years.
still thinking still pondering-
50 percent is a person who makes you feel good at all times and help you so much/
it is so funnie when the person don't text or call you or calling you last minute and tell you that sorry not meeting up with you.you simply just go gaga and pretend everything is okay.when you are longing see the person or the other way round the person wants to see you.it will be one of you will be busy with something.yepps-so you two don't always meet up yepps-
it's like you know that he or she is the ONE but at times you just don't like the person when he or she says or do something and all you do is tag along or remain slience and go to another topic or make the whole thing sound and feel weird.
and you feel that both of you seriously can't b together because you feel that you two are in different world okays both of you are living in the same world mayb because you feel that your background are different and you just want to keep everything cool but it is getting bad bad.
so what are you going to do?no idea-haha-just leave aside for a long long time.yar i think that's a good idea.one thing off the mind.haha.
let's talk abt what i did on wednesday and thursday
on wednesday went to bugis and have lunch with my personal asst at simply thai.finally i get to drink my thai ice tea.so heaven!!haha.and pass some things later i went to bugis village to get some things for my little brother which he has been asking for it for days!!yepps-later after that i went to city hall to get some more things for my aunt and some presents for my friends x)) haha.okays-later my mother called me and ask me to get home straight home!!so i did.once i got home i had to help my little brother with his new school books and later after my little brother's english tuition my mother said let's go and do some grocery shopping/okays so i went.after shopping on the way back home my mother said let's go catch a movie on the weekend or go to west coast park to cycle.i was so exticed abt it then my little brother said can i don't go home is the best place i was like what the hell?so i think i wil be going with my mother or myslef.so stupid cans?anyways.it was like 9 and i was suppose to b out of the house to meet my personal asst at clarke quay but my mother went like stay at home and help you little brother with his school books-fines.so i stayed at home.wrapping my little brother's school books.stupid.while wrapping my dad wanted to talk to me so okays.the talk was abt me and me.yepps-so angry that i was not going out so i ate abt 2 bowls so tom yum noodles which i shared with my father and aunt and watch tv for hours and doom to dreamland-i am so becoming a PIG!!yepps-haha.okays-thursday
another stay at home day
all i did is eat/sleep(most of the time haha)/make more present(totally have no idea what i am doing them for haha)/having maths tuition/watching tv.later my friend called and sms and ask me whether i am free to visit my friend at the hospital but in 1 and 1/2 hour i am having tuition yepps-so i told her i will visit her tomorrow then she told me that my friend is discharging tomrrow.i think i will give her a home visit.yepps-x)) that's all i did.yepps-
for today i think i will rearrange my wardode/do some spring cleaning and have my piano lesson x)) haha.okays.shall end here-toodles