erms.okays-it's a monday crap day man
i have like actually lots of homework to do right now but i decided to blog to help me de-stress
i have ARTS to do and the deadline is on thursday.my chinese homework on newspaper cutting.my english homework planning and compre.yepps-cny is coming soon and my family is like yin,ah!! PACK YOUR ROOM SO MESSY!!!.dots dots dots and more.
anyways.today i went to school with my unfinished english and chinese homework.studied like 50% for my accounts test.i think i will just fail it.and trying to remember my chinese spelling yepps-
i just feel totally crap today like totally.
it's like i am in a world of my own today.thinking and thinking about myself and my academic work.i think for my 1st term progress report it will be like this or worse.
english -d7
maths- b3
chinese-d7
com sciences - c5 or c6
com hum- d7
art- b3
poa- d7
yepps-in primary school i was at the bottom all Cs and a D
at secondary i was really good my As and my B and my C
now i am back to the bottom-totally man.JUST SO CRAP!!!i need to pull myself together to reach to the top again
but i don't think i can make it.i just have this feeling that i will not make it.seriously.i just feel so CRAP today.SUPER CRAP.EXTREMELY CRAP.life is like a rollercoaster.down up down up.but don't you get dizzy?i am getting really dizzy of the rollercoaster ride.i just wonder how am i going to get through this two years.man-craps