there used to be so much laughter.
suddenly it comes to this silence.
the silence that brings fear.
you start to think so much and deep.
everything in life you will really give a long thought about.

my housemate crystal once told me that
for everything there's a solution and no matter how bad it is there's a way.
but when it comes to that feeling and all that love thing makes things so complicated!

what in the world.screw that,man!
but that feeling is just uncontrollable.
see how complicated it is?

ai qing zhen fan ren ahh!