three days without smile.
night by night trying to sleep.
feeling like some useless bum.
finding a friend to talk to is just so tough.
some have their loved ones with them.
some have problems that you feel that you shouldn't bother them as they have tons of worries.
but the thing to do is to CRY?
ohh yeshh,it does help...but it would last long.
talk to someone...who?
your sibling that tells you stupid things but you don't laugh.
in the end,you will feel better and a mild smile on that face.

the decision to find a friend who truly understands you ain't that easy.

i have yet to find mine (: