today my friend told me that i am moody everyday.
and i thought...
have i forgotten how to live life?
have i forgotten how to love?
have i forgotten how to laugh?

to live life, i am enjoying every moment of it.
or actually just getting it by but it's all cool.

i will never forgotten how to love.NEVER.
my family, friends and ...
that mr right out there somewhere...
TEEHEEHEE!

but to laugh, i seem to lost it.
i don't see myself in the mirror with the brightest smile i had when i was a child.
where has my laughter gone?
WHERE?!
or even the hyper-ness in me when i was in high school
where where where?!

all you see now is a gloomy face
and at times, a mild smile.