i am going to be home all day long as i am down with flu.
didn't really rest ever since i got back from dubai.
been travelling to places to catch up people before the new year
and getting orienataion details finalise.yepps.
anyways,i will blog about my 8 days in dubai...it's going to be a long one...HAHA

the moment i arrived at dubai international airport,the architecture of the airport was so beautiful.but coolest thing is that,they don't have that slope thing that you have to walked to go to the arrival.they actually have this cute red bus to transport passengers to the arrival hall.when i arrived @ the arrival hall...it was like a shopping mall.it was so so cool!!haha.
i was not going to stay in dubai,i had to travel another hour to reach abu ahabi,another city where my guardian was staying,the architecture of the building i passed by was unique.
once i reached my guardian's house,i was WOW.they have like 3 dining rooms,2 living rooms and so on.by the way that's just the 1st level.didn't go to the 2nd much. yepps.when i saw my bedroom i was like WOW WOW!!yepps.i so love it!it was time for brekfast and the serving was huge but their breakfast was quite unique,i thought i was going to have like indian bread with curry.but to my surprise.no curry.it was homemade pancakes with honey or peanut butter,indian bread with cheese,eggs and veggies and tea which tasted like holi.it was simply yummy ((:
tour around the house and play with my guardian's grandchildren,the litttle baby.he's so cute!!
and i went to sleep,didn't sleep well on the plane.woke up for lunch,there were like 4 grilled fishes,1 plate of white rice with squeezed lemon,a plate of fried yellow rice with cashew nuts and raisins and on top of the rice they had roasted chicken,a pot of curry and a plate of salad with deep fried bread.on the side of the serving plate,i had a 500ml of water,a cup of plain yoghurt and laban with peppermint[it's something like yoghurt drink which helps you to smooths your throat and good for digestion]yepps.
afte lunch,my brother and i went out with one of my guardian's children,abdulla.yepps.we met up with two of his friends at starbucks,i didn't know they have it there.they even have dunkin' donuts and baskin' ribons,i had it everyday,can't survive without it.HAHA.we felt so bored sitting there waiting for his other friend so we decided to ditch the driver[it's very difficult to get around without a car] and take the cab to go to the biggest mall in that city,marina mall it was near the beach.the stupid cab driver just decided to stop and ask us to alight.so idiotic.anyways,we walked for about 30 to 45 mins.on the way there,we did lotsa things,CRAZY things.there was a empty carpark so one of abdulla's friend was the best ballerina in school,she's half local and european.we sat there watching her did ballet under the stars without music but it was good.later a car was coming,we ran like nuts.then we saw a trolley and two of us sat on it and two of them were pushing us till we reach the mall.we even jay-walk lotsa times with the trolley.so retarted.,rights?after explroing the mall which have like don't know how many fountains.haha.but it was pretty.didn't take picture.was really hungry.so we went to a resturant near the beach to meet two of his other friends and had dinner,a small portion,had losta during lunch.HAHA.and they had like this thing called seasha[don't really know the spelling].i took a picture of it.the view was so beautiful.the beach with the city lights and the weather was really good ((:
it was getting late so we walked all the way back to meet the driver,agin we were so bored that we attract attention by waving at the cars on the road.and one car actually stop and offer us a lift.we ran as fast as we could to get away from them.later,the people who stopped the car were actually walking behind us.so scary.we ran again.then we met up with them again on their car following us.so scary la.they are PSYHCOS!!they even followed two abdulla's friends home.so scary!!

day two.
we went out with abdulla to starbucks again to wait for his friends who skipped school and went to this resturant called miss J cafe and they serve really good fries and cakes ((:
this time round,we decided not to ditch the driver,HAHA.on the car,we blast the music and were singing in the car and doing all the funny actions.they had songs ranging from gwen stefani to fregie and so on.they don't just have the all classical arabic music that we think they always listen to,so cool,rights?
after that we went to sing kakore for an hour and one of his friend,i can't remember his name but i named him john travolta because he dressed up like him in grease all the time we see him and he was performing for us.so cute la!haha.we played games @ the arcade,so fun!!his friends have tuition so we sent them home and we went home for dinner.i went on the internet and chat to some of you,okay now you know they have internet in dubai.
after that,we went to the garden chatted and played some card games with one of the sisters,marium.
we were like freezing so we ordered hot chocolate from dunkin' donuts.it's the best hot chocolate i had.((:
we could withstand the coldness so we went in to play and went to sleep.

day three.
the same thing again.starbucks and miss j cafe.@ miss j cafe we watched some movies on youtube and talked about school life,they learnt how to speak arabic/enlgish/hebrew/french/japanese and other subject and the excerise book there are so cool.each subject has a coloured excerise book.so pretty.later,we walked to the supermarket.the supermarket has a huge varitey of things!!the size of the supermarket is like twice the supermarket back here.
it was like 6 by then we went to the beach near marina mall and walk.we stopped somewhere to take photos,scream and sing.we continue walking and found somewhere to sit and enjoy the breeze and stared at the stars.

day four.
my brother and i went to supermarket twice to get bubblegums and lotsa more stuff.too much to carry.we also took picture because the road was so empty and they have yatch parked outseide or thier house.so cool.we didn't want the driver to drive us there.we wanted to walk and take pictures before we left for the farm.it was a 3 hours drive to the farm,i was glad i got some dunkin' donuts if not i will be starving.when i reached the farm there were two houses,my brother and i had one to ourselves.we love it!!they have a swimming pool,ping-pong table,the soccer game on the table.a mini-gym,a playgournd and swings!!it was like 9 @ night when we reached the farm therefore we wouldn't get to see the animals and the plants there.so i watched tv there and after dinner,my brother and i played with my guardian's triplets.we played UNO and the loser has to take pictures doing funny faces and that's me.i learned a little arbaic and learn how to play the PSP and the XBOX.i suck @ it.they like know everything about games.i was okays.no comments.they even do break-dancing.they are only 12 year olds.so cool.

day five.
the chickens woke me up early the morning.
the 1st of the triplets,saith,bought me on a tour around the farm cycling.i cycled 7 rounds,the weather was so good to cycle.
after the tour,saith showed me the vehicles they had,i was like WOW.
they had like the four-wheel motorcycle which i forgot what is it called.they asked to ride on it.i was like erm..nono..i will just faint.yepps.we had breakfast together and set off to a theme park called gobal village.didn't know that they have a theme park.anyays,the theme park was not open yet so we went to lamcy mall to have our lunch,i had new york fries and baskin' ribons.HAHA.after that we went back to gobal village.i thought i was quite ex going there.you had to pay entry fee and for whatever rides you want to sit on you have to pay S$7.50 so ex.i only sat on 3 rides.the horror house.this ride called typhoon and the ferris wheel where i can see the expensive hotel,burj al arab @ a distance so cool ((:
it was getting crowded so we decided to leave and head back home.the driver needed to get something from some shopping mall.so we went ot this mall called the dragon mart.the designs in there were so chinese but i thought it was kinda cool ((: haha.
for dinner,it was subway and dunkin' donuts.

day six.
i woke up really late and cycled around the farm and took pictures of the farm.
we were all so tired to just visted the second biggest mall in dubai.SAHARA mall and watched a movie there.we watched HAPPY FEET.the movie i wanted to watch for a very long time (:
before we went home,my brother and i decided to go to the supermarket again.we just love the supermarket.HAHA.wouldn't really sleep so watched tv and sat on the swing.i love the swings,have to sit on it everyday ((: play with the triplets.

day seven.
it was christmas eve.
my borther and i only went with one the triplet the second one,admed.because ethe other two were sick.yepps.
we went to 4 cities.
the 1st city was moutains after mountians and out of nowhere,you can find a school,house,a whole row of fruit shop and shop selling carpets.but the view ws really beautiful.
the 2nd city was a beautiful beach where i picked lotsa seashells.the view was so breath-taking.
and i love the breeze there.i simply love the weather there.we had lunch at this really cool resturant named 3ish a 3ea7 [wish a meal].i love the design of resturant.
the 3rd city we went was called fujarah,there was nothing much there because the city was like on reno.yepps.so sad.we only saw a cute big teapot in the middle of the road and stop somewhere to take picture with it.
the 4th city we went to was kalba,a other beach.rocky beach.but it was pretty ((:
it was 5 and it will take us 2 hours to get back so we head to home.before the we went o the supermarket to get some food to celebrate christmas.because they don't celebrate christmas there.there were no christmas lights or tree.so sad.
after dinner,my brother sat on the swing and sing song and play around the farm.
when it was 12,it was christmas!!i was killing housefly together with my brother and guardian.
yepps.i spend christmas eve killing houseflys!!! taking photos of our rooms ((:

day eight.christmas.
i went to the world's second biggest mall,mall of the emirates with my brother and all the triplets.
the size is about three to four times the size of VIVO.
i shopped like MAD.they have SO MANY SHOPS THERE.i can't count them.*faints*
they have like miss sixty,gucci,levi's and thier own local brands and lotsa lotsa more.
I LOVE THE MALL OF THE EMIRATES!!
i belive if i had more time, i can spend my entire day shopping there.
for lunch i had burger king,they had like mushroom swiss XXL.it was HUGE!
i wouldn't finish it with the drink and fries.
we were so tired that we decided to just go for a car ride to have a closer look at burj al arab.
just pass the 1st gate...you have to pay S$50 i really wanted to go in but the triplets were like i want to ski.i was like okays.at least i got to see it.it was so beautiful and they have this water theme park there.i so want to go but it will be good to go there in summer.i hope that i can go to dubai again.whee.we went back to the amll because we wanted to ski but the ticket fee was like S$150 *faints* i went like forget it man.i rahter take that money to shop.i went like let's just go home as i needed to packed as my flight is in the morning.on the way bakwe pass by,another theme park which will be open in 2007 called dubailand.i think the designs ((:

I LOVE DUBAI!serisouly!!WO AI DUBAI!!
i don't know to to spell it in arabic.haha.

hello everyone!!
i am back from dubai,uae three days ago.26.12.06.
and i miss local food!!
once i arrived i had ice milk tea and duck noodles for dinner and then for supper i had like bandung and minced meat mushroom noodles.and for the next three days,i have been eating and eating.HAHA.

anyways,i will blog about my trip there when i am home for the whole day.
there's just so much to talk about..it's not just a desert ((:
and i took about 500 pictures...lotsa to edit before blogging ((:
didn't blog for the past three days as the internet has been down :((
but i took the time to meet up with a couple of friends to exchange christmas presents ((:
i love all my gifts.i have more to recieve.haha.

i think i am like turning shopaholic,after a shopping trip to hongkong/china and to dubai.
i shopped @ plaza singapura with doris and i bought like a winter scarf and gloves.a necklance and a really pretty bag.i shopped so much this holi.i have to STOP!seriously!!yepps.
i will end here,gotta to go get ready to meet my friends.toodles.
as you people,go get ready to read the upcoming SUPER DUPER LONG post.HAHA.

i don't be around during christmas...
so here's wishing all
MERRY CHIRSTMAS!! ((:
i will be back before new year .
anyways.i shall just blog about what i did for the last few days...

wednesday
i stayed @ home to do my stamp collection,watched tv,nap...WHAT A BORING DAY!

thursday
i went to far east to do facial.
after that,i met up with doris to shop at VIVO city.
i bought christmas present for my friends and got myself a pair of orange earrings from the island shop
doris shop like MAD.haha.i had to help her carry her stuff.but it was fun ((:
we had thai food for dinner at thai express...my favourite thai iced tea and pineapple rice.whee-

friday
sarah,karen and i were supposed to meet at the school bus stop to go for a nature walk for orientation.
karen was puntual,i was like 10/15 mins late and SARAH was AN HOUR LATE.
anyways.while waiting for PRINCESS SARAH,karen and i had prata and ordered kaya toast for SARAH!
we were the best...we totally foget to bring the camera to take pictures and important things when you are doing a nature walk.haha.shan't talk much about it.it's for me to know and for you found out.
HAHA.joyy is evil!!
erms.after the walk we took a bus down to westmall to have lunch at kou fu and later to coffee bean to continue planning.we stayed there for almost 4 to 5 hours just to plan!!
ORIENTATION 2007 is going to be REAL GOOD ((:
after that,i had to travelled all the way to parkway parade to confirm the orientation tee design and i bought the belt that i wanted when i was shopping with doris the day before and i bought a really cute black dress which i really liked it ((:

saturday
i had a really long day out.
1st- i wen to ang mo kio to deliever the x'mas present.it was my favourite home-cooked turkey which my aunt did.i can't wait to eat on new year's eve.it is just so yummy!!
later,i accompanyed my family to a fish farm somewhere in chao chu kang
there,my brother and i did FISH SPA for 30 mins and later accompany my niece and nephew to fish some longkang fishes.it was like the BOYS VS GIRLS competition.
anyways.the boys won but all fishes but it was all in dark colours.we girls got 3 yellow-orange fishes ((: whee.
after fishing,we headed down to toa payoh to have lunch.the food was great!haha.
after that i went to church at adam road and went home packing ((:

today
i went to church to help in the children's ministry.gotta to know a new friend.so cool.she's in youth!
whee ((:
after that,i went town to run some errands and met up with karen to talk about the designs at wisma starbucks and has the pasta salad which i didn't like it.
we still had sometime and we went to see some nail polish at wastons and the face shop.
there,i bought two colours.yellow and a shiny gold ((: pretty pretty!!haha.
i headed down to great world to catch a movie "the holiday" with brigde and see hamsters.they aren't cute as the last time.anyways.brigde thanks for the seashells!((:

guess what i have been eating since i came back from hongkong...
on the night i arrived..
i had a little of mutton curry/yang tau foo/deep-fired beancurd
later i met up with bridge to have SAKAE SUSHI...i was dying for japanese food..
the next day i had for cheese toast breakfast with milk
and pasta for both lunch and dinner.haha.a day of western food.haha.
the next day i had you tell
[can't remember the correct spelling]
chicken rice for lunch and some chinese random food and soup.
as for today...didn't have breakfast..i had really a bad morning..don't really want to share about it..
it was just really horrible..yepps.
as for lunch i had macs @ kap while planning orientation with karen.sarah and nat.
for dinner...some milk bee hoon soup haha...
and in between lunch and dinner...i have been tibit-ing a lot..miss tibits in singapore..haha.
anyways.i learnt to play pool...so not joyy rights?
it's a fun game..i only like to play 9 balls.8 balls can drive me nuts..haha..
thank you bridge for teaching me to play pool ((:
to amanda..great meeting up with you and thank you for the present.
it's pretty and i love it my favourite RED ((:
take good care of my camera!HAHA.
enjoy yourself @ bangkok.

as said in the last blog ...
here's the pictures taken in hongkong ((:

the very first place i went when i arrived @ hk was the disneyland hollywood hotel.
here's the view of the sunset of my hotel room and the display @ the hotel and santa goofy.

here's the photo of the dinsey train i took to the morden city to sight see and the night view of morden city

i remembered that i had to take a bus from the hotel to the mtr and take the train to sunny bay and so on.i changed about 4 trains just to reach the destination.*faints*

we wanted to stay on for the fireworks but we were really hungry as the last time i had was on the plane.

we went to the resturant which i went for my lunch @ my last stay in hongkong.
the beef noodles and milk tea was still as good!

photos taken at disneyland.i took like a hundred pictures or more.HAHA.will just blog some.

my brother was so exticted about going to disneyland that we woke me up at 7am when disneyland only opens at like 10? so retarted.then he went like JIE WAKE UP,THERE"S REALLY GOOD BREAKFAST!! THERE'S MICKEY'S MANGO PUDDING AND SO ON.i went like okay.i got up.showered and went down for breakfast.btw, breakfast was really good.they had food ranging from japanese to western.after that we took the shuttle bus to disney and spend the entire day there.i took almost all the rides there.so fun!!i took space mountain twice and the buzzlight twice too.it was just so FUN!!haha.i like the jungle river cruise,space mountain and the stitich encounter where he made me his girlfriend and left me his numberp[haha].so embrassing!but it was fun.there was a christmas tree lighting my mickey and friends followed by snowing and finale was disney in stars.fireworks over the sleeping beauty castle.it was so beautiful.

on the 3rd to 5th day,i was @ shenzhen.

there i shopped for three days non stop with new friends i made and even took neoprints with them ((:

i kept on going back to the same place,dongmen.

and i had a haircut! ((:

food there was really delicious.

for breakfast everyday i had tim sum.it really good.i love the sweet corn bun.btw, i had like 20 plates of tim sum on my table.of course i didn't eat all 20 plates.a bit of each.

for lunch everyday i have it at around 4 because i shopped till i didn't keep track of time. for lunch it's one bowl of noodles and a big bowl of noodles being shared and one bowl of handmade noodles cost only singapore one dollar something to two.it's superb!!

as for dinner,i went to little fat sheep.HAHA.it's a resturant name.it's like steamboat.the stew was really good.

for the second dinner i had seafood.it was erms..i will just say it was soso.i just love the prawns.haha

for the last dinner.it was some special congee..overall,food is just SUPERB!

there @ shenzhenthe traffic light there was different and i thought it was cute ((:

the taxis there had like to like change the date in the taxi everyday.so cool.

i think we chinese @ times are really forgetful.

the fruit shop actually made fruit salad from the fruits you choose.so cool,rights??

they have some fruits i have not seen before or heard about it ((:

there i drank cooling tea for every single meal.it is REALLY GOOD.better than jia jia cooling tea.haha.

they had this building which i thought it look like the twin towers in kl.i took a picture form my hotel room. they had a newly built grand theatre there which i took some pictures but not in my camera :((

yepps.overall to my trup to hk/china was wonderful!!i really enjoyed myself.esp SHOPPING!!HAHA.

thanks to my dancing teacher and aunt mary ((:

here's the pictures and neoprints...

wells.you all must be wondering where have i been for about week,yeah?
i was in hongkong/shenzhen(china).yepps.
i went to disneyland,hongkong. i tell you it was a hell of fun (: whee
after staying in hongkong disney's hollywood hotel for two days.
i went to shenzhen by the rail train.
there i shopped like a physco.three days straight.same place.
the shopping area is like twice or thrice of orchard?
it like super BIG la.haha.
anyways,i will blog more details of the trip and the photos some other time.
i am really tired.i need to go and sleep.

it's december and it's the 1st of december!
HAPPIE BIRTHDAY SARAH!! ENJOY YOURSELF @ CAMP ((:
anyways,today is a very whatever day.
my aunt and mother is SUPER annoying ever since they got back from work.LIKE RARR!!
i think they didn't get o talk @ work therefore it's me and my lil' brother listening to them.
MAN!
i totally agree with the sentence in the school movie that women have to speak 250 thousands word a day.
that's not that worst.
i took about more than an hour just to get home after going to city hall.
STUPID JAM AT VIVOcity.it's grand opening draw many people.
the carpark was like FULL and dozens of people alighting from the buses.
sighs.next time i will just have to remember that if VIVOcity has any BIG event happening.
DON"T TAKE THE BUS TAKE THE MRT!
i feel like an idiot.RARR!!

while i was packing my room...
i found 2 pieces of paper. it was my daily journal which i have to write every morning after school in feb.
but my class only did four or five times.can't remember.but i only found three of them.i am going to share one and may the others some other time.haha.
anyways,my teacher asked my class to write of something that describles us.i wrote FIRE.
this is what my teacher replied.
unique...distinct...passion
From what you wrote, it seems that you a person driven a lot by passion and self belief.
You do not believe in doing something if you do not have a heart for it.
You are also outright, direct and can be cruel when you feel you need to.
A strong character that can burn people around you.
what do you think, my felllow friends?

it's been a week since i have blogged.
i think that this holiadys have been quite erms.fun and interesting for me?
as i have tired three jobs in like three weeks?haha.
1 day of trying out of doing door to door sales.
it was super tiring.i wouldn't take it.
1 day of being a packer.
it's quite fun.haha.whee.
and the rest of the days as an administrator.yepp.
by the way,monday was my lasy day of work. ((:
yepps.on sunday it was like my 1st day being asst for sunday school.so fun ((:
after that i attended a seminar on the art of story-telling.
children this days are so lucky.the way of telling storties is so creative and fun that makes children really hyper! i remember when i was a little girl,my teacher would just the story from the book or have little puppets.now the children have sounds.act.skis by teachers or themselves.man.i want to be a little girl again.
joyy,wishful thinking :((
yesterday,i stayed home all day just to tided my room...it's like only 25% neat.haha.yepps.
today i went back to school for japanese exchange and all i did was to sit there and listen to speeches and more speeches and three performances and ushering.so crap la.
after that i went to rail mall and have lunch all by myself.so loner la.
yepps.after my lunch i walked back to school to get some orientation things done so as the tee design.it was driving nuts!! yepps.but i think the outcome was cute ((: whee.
after that i headed home and went out again to meet my girlfriend weixin.
was supposed to meet up like next month but i am busy and she's working.
so we decided to meet up today for a meal at holland village to catch up with her a little.
great meeting up with you.*pls bring me to nydc and i will bring chinatown shopping ((:
anyways,i will do a little more packing before watching project runway ((:

actually for the past one week.i went to many places alone.
places i went reminded me of the times i had spend with people i had so much fun with and people i once loved.
for the past few months, i have been thinking about things and i can't let it go.
i felt so confused and i was so messed up with things.
after going round for the past week,i know it time to let go and walk on.so now i am walking on...like whee.
HAHA ((:
i felt that i am really blessed that i met three new people in my life who i barely knew who talk me out about things in life and i am glad to know them because they have taught me how to handle things in the way it should be.
thank you mary,doris amd cythnia for walking into my life.

HAHA.i was supposed to blog on friday regarding my results and remarks.
was too tired to blog.HAHA.
i failed two subjects.and overall i got 18 points.
i need to work harder to aim for my goal 15 points or less.
i can do it!!yepps.as for my remarks, my teacher said that i am a person who enjoys having stress.without it i looked so lost and low.HAHA.i think i have to agree to it.because without stress i feel that i will become a LAZY person and like there's nothing much to do,no purpose in life.yepps.
anyways.that's for my result slip.
sighs,tomorrow is going to be another working day.have to wake up early again.so crappy.
and answer phone calls from 8.30am all the way to 5pm.like RARR!!
okays.i shall stopping RARR-ing for now.
joyy is going crazy over penguins ((:
i got a mini penguin fan with torch and a penguin paper clip magnet.
PENGUIN CRAZY!
when i am working in the office we are allowed to turn on the radio and listen.
then i will hear the "HAPPY FEET" moive advertisement.it's so cute and i will start laughing.
i have to go and watch.nono.not have to.MUST!!! wanting to watch it since april.HAHA!
today i went to holland v lim's arts and living.i saw this cute penguin polka photo clip for christmas!!
i wanted to get it but i didn't because it was just for christmas but it was really cute with the polka dotted body.
HAHA!
yesterday.i went to ikea after attending an opening at paragon with my aunt.
i had to go to ikea seriously.my room is totally in a BIG BIG mess.need to get things to help me get organised.
i bought 4 pretty flower printed boxes and 3 little white flower pots.yepps.
so for now i will have to go and pack my room as on weekdays i am not free and i have tons of things to do.
have a wonderful week ahead,my friends ((:
and not to forget about KIM HYUN GYEONG AKA LIZ!
HAPPIE BIRTHDAY!!
i miss you! have fun ((:

on tuesday night 15mins to the next day 15th.

i sat down on my computer staring at this picture [below] and listening to this song entitled 'stupid mistakes' by Garth Gates.

i just felt that that my heart was slowly torning apart.it felt so painful.

sitting where looking and listening.tears started rolling down my eyes.

i felt that entered that world of confusion till now i think i am still in that world.

whyy?

for the whole day today and yesterday.

i almost got knocked by the car like twice to thrice each day and i have to so so disorganised.it's not joyy.

yepps.i am lost.

i believe that even the jack sparrow's lucky compass will not be able to lead me back.haha.

anyways.today is the 3rd day today as an administrator.

for today and tomorrow i am working alone.such a loner.

my partner had to return to school for some lecture.

anyways.i have been answering more than 50 calls and talking all day to people.

like*faints**getting a scorethroat*

just glad that i bought a huge bottle of water to work.haha.

i almost went nuts in the morning when so many people call and people walking in to work and i had to give them some instructions.apart from that i had to do most of the paperwork and lalala.

IT WAS JUST CRAZY!!!!!!!!LIKE TOTALLY SIAO LAH.haha.

yepps.tomorrow after work i have to ZOOM all the way from raffles place all the way to dover just for piano lesson.after that i have to rushed to school with my parents to get my result slip.

so retarted.you can't get your results slips with your parents.so dots.

anyways.i will blog tomorrow regarding my results and remarks.yepps.

to all primary kiddos, it's the last day of school for the year.ENJOY ((:

to all my juniors and friends who's taking Os, jia you!!

-time just bring it all back

I AM BORED!!!like seriously!!
okays.shall just blog what i did for the past week.
i only went back to school on monday to check my accounts and art paper and as for friday photo-taking for the councillors and i thought we would leave school but NO we had to stay in school till 2.so retarted.
my friends and i were like how to get out of school.we can't climb over the fence or gates.so pissing la.
it's lie exams are over and all my friends have already return back to their countries.
and the school still wants the students to go to school and all they do there is play games and watch movies.so dots.i rather stay at home and sleep or watch some movies which i can rent from video ezy.yepps.
anyways.on tuesday i went to work.i felt that is was like conning people and wanted to like quit.so i told the manager that this isn't my cup of tea but he was like
"i will try to get you to do admin work then and call you again."
i was like okays.for the next two days i didn't recieve any calls till thursday night.he ask me to go down to the office on monday to see what i can do.i was like ohh.okays.no harm.so i will go down on monday and see what i can do.yepps.
wednesday.i went job hunting since i thought that job didn't suit me.till now no calls.neverminds.
thursday.i went to the gym and shopping at city hall to get present for most of my upcoming birthdays and i am almost done shopping for christmas.haha.so early rights?
saturday.i just met up with my cousin for lunch RAMEN RAMEN.yummy ((: and talk some issues he was facing.
today.it's JO's birthday
happy birthday JO!!
we went to cine to to watch STEP UP.it was a great movie ((:
now i am home and i am bored and listening to some music.
i am bored.i am bored.i am bored.like lalala.someone save me.
like RARR *screams I AM BORED!!!

i have blogged for a year now.haha.
there's so much that i have to say but i am too lazy to type.HAHA.
anyways.i am in love with this song ((:
THE ONE BY UPPER STREET
here's the lyrics

i tried to be the one tried to give you what you need
i thought we had it all but i couldnt really see
i should have been there before.
yeahh cos you needed me more..
im sorry girl i tried but, i know i let you down,
you needed me most, baby i wasnt around wish i was there before,
oh yeah cos now im needing you more..
and its something that i cant ignore,

i feel so empty i feel all alone, im living in misery,
i cant help but regret that day, an angel beside me,
the one that got away you cant forgive the things ive done,
and i wouldnt ask you too, no-one can ever take your place,
ill always belong to you, the one that got away

come back
come back
come back

come back to me
the one that got away..

when im looking back girl its easy to see, you never let
me down, always believed in me, i should have cherished
you more, instead of closing the door, and now im here
all by myself my heart is screaming out for help, this
endless pain inside of me, will alwasys remain,your the
one i adore i should have loved you more

i feel so empty i feel all alone, im living in misery,
i cant help but regret that day an angel beside me,
the one that got away,
you cant forgive the things ive done
and i wouldnt ask you too.
no one can ever take your place i'll always belong to you,
the one that got away,

and all i have is a faded picture, broken memories of you,
come back come back to me come back
come back, the one that got away
i feel so empty i feel all alone, im living in misery,
i cant help but regret that day an angel beside me,
the one that got away,
you cant forgive the things ive done
and i wouldnt ask you too.
no one can ever take your place i'll always belong to you,
the one that got away,

it's november!!EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER!!holidays are approaching.
whee.this is what i did after my last paper yesterday.
i had a class party as most of my classmates returning to their countries and moreover all of us will be in different class next year. so sad.
i will miss HA and kate and my mummy(irene). :'( yepps.anyways.we had pizza.gossiped.took photos.
after the party i went to raffles city to watch the singapore designer contest.sweet.was shocked to see my primary school teacher mr or being the champion of the contest.after that we went o miss clarity.i think i will be celebraitng my birthday next year ((: still a long way to go.christmas is here yet but it's coming.i have a list of things i want for myself for christmas.haha.
here's the only pretty picture @ the party ((:

stupid swe lwin with the V sign.that's kate.me.alice[miss ya]

anyways for today.sarah and i went out together.we started shopping at CHINATOWN.sarah is like i am going to dress like a ah lian.i was like okays.haha.see the pictures later.haha.
we went shopping at like 3 to 4 shopping centres.we didn't see anything pretty but only beads which are super cheap and cute ribbons.i think it's better than spotlight.haha.yepps.than we decided to talk some more and we reached people's park market.it's so tai tai la.we bought some chestnuts and agar-agar and decided to go to second and third level to explore.we saw many pretty clothes and dresses and they are really cheap.i love them i wanted to get this pretty dress but was low in cash then.yepps.i think i will go there again nearing chinese new year.haha.before we went there we went to have a simple light chinesey lunch at 3 westlake.pork and bun and homemade barley.it's not bad. ((:
after we headed to VIVOCITY.so fun ((:
the very 1st shop sarah and i went was CANDY EMPIRE.we got a small like tub of different jeallybean.so cute.
the 2nd place we went was the skypark .so cool.a whole level with shallow water where you get to soak your feet and enjoy the music and breeze.i love it.some children were even swimming.haha.from that level you also get to view sentosa.so damn cool.it's like another sentosa but it's on the roof top ((:
after that we went shopping there for some of our friends' birthday presents and see some accessories and dresses.sarah and i were like dragging each other here and there.so retarted.yepps.VIVO is BIG but i feel that it's not that much to shop mayb because not all the shops are opened yet.i just love the skypark.ohh yar.they also have a play court for children.it looked fun sarah and i wanted to play but we were wearing skirts so may we will go there some other time and jump all around.haha.
it was nearing dinner so we went to orchard for korean food and my all time favourite YAMI yoghurt and continue shopping.haha.so fun.whee.yepps.shall end here.i still have school tomorrow...getting back my exams paper.like *faints*it's like you have fun for a day and the next day you have school.like so sian.yepps.
here's the pictures of me and sarah shopping and going all retarted ((:

THIS IS WHAT SARAH AND JOYY DID AFTER A WEEK OF EXAMS
AND IT'S NOT OVER YET!!-sighs

i am falling in love this song.it makes me feel stronger ((:
haha.i know it is so dots.anyways.here are the lyrics
it's kelly clarkson since you 've been gone

Here's the thing we started off friends
It was cool but it was all pretend
Yeah yeah
Since you've been gone

You dedicated you took the time
Wasn't long till I called to mind
Yeah
Since you've been gone

And all you'd ever hear me say
Is how I pictured me with you
That's all you'd ever hear me say

But since you've been gone
I can breathe for the first time
Im so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you
Now I get
What I want
Since you've been gone

How can I put it? you put me on
I even fell for that stupid love song
Yeah yeah
Since you've been gone
How come I never hear you say
I just wanna be with you
I guess you never felt that way
But since you've been gone

I can breathe for the first time
Im so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you
Now I get
I get what I want
Since you've been gone

You had your chance you blew it
Out of sight, out of mindShut your mouth
I just can't take it
Again and again and again and again

Since you've been gone
I can breathe for the first time
Im so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you (thanks to you)
Now I getI get what I want
I can breathe for the first time
Im so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you (thanks to you)
Now I get (I get)
You should know (you should know)
That I get I get what I want
Since you've been gone
Since you've been gone
Since you've been gone

i know it's my examination period.i know i should be mugging right now because i have two papers tomolo chemistry and social studies and shouldn't be visitng people's blog and see how they are doing.
i am happy that my friends are enjoying life and having fun but i noticed that all of us are going through a crisis.i just feel that 17 is the age where your BIGGEST CHALLENGE starts in our teenage life.i don't know what you people think but i just feel that 17 is a point of time where you feel everything is so chaotic and you don't know how to handle and some of your friends of your age may think you just totally cracked under this sort of pressure? YOU MUST BE SO SOFT! you felt that your friend had just hurt your pride.
some friends who are of age older than you will say.you are just going through your growing stage.no worries.YOU WILL GET OVER IT!
you are feeling so lost.you need a compass to help you find your way but it's your decision to follow the compass.what's your decision?

it's been like months since i ate tapioca cake and soyabean with tang yuan.
so delicious ((: haha.have been eating YAMI YOGHURT for the past sundays.it's just to irresistible!!
anyways.i wrote my english and chinese paper one on friday.
i think i will just have a boardline fail or pass.yepps.
i still have many papers to go.like *faints faints*.yepps
to my friends @ school jia you! ((: we stil have a couple of paper to go.

just came back from school and ate some fruits and a few slices of ham as i wouldn't find any snacks and i was straving.yepps.
for the past two days,i have been online shopping.really stressed out due to the coming exams.anyways.i bought a choker,one sunglasses,a top,a photoframe,a bracelet and 10 earrings.yepps.TEN EARRINGS.poeple you must think that joyy was gone mad ((: heehee.i can't HAHAHA much now.HA, a vietamnese classmate of mine might feel offended so it's like i can only heehee or HOHOHO.yepps.
i really need to get a new cardholder for my ez-link card it's spolit but still usable.
i looked at the cardholder yesterday on the bus returning home from school and i thought of a friend who's a simple and straightforward person though at times she's way to naggy.anyways,both of us had different expections of each other and sometimes i really do wonder how do i communicate with her.i mean we girls can talked about so many things in our daily lives but at times we would need to think before we speak if not we will hurt one's feelings.yepps.so at one point,i just wouldn't tolrate with her so i just unleashed a sentence on her back to a friend.after that i felt so guilty but it has happened what can i do?now,we are no longer friends but i am glad that i have known her if not i will not learn so much gym skills and other things.i believe i will miss her mother's chinese new year cookies.
i also have three other friends which i have lost and from each of them i learnt something which now i shown interest in and keep me going and let me try their family's home-cooked food which is totally delicious ((:
one of them is in primary school and the other two are my bestest buds in secondary school.friends just come and go.that's what i feel but at times of course you will miss thier company.
my primary schoolmate love reading and she comes from a very interesting family.she's very FUN and creative and also love to makes cards or bookmarks for others.i learnt my creativity from her and i missing making gifts with her and her family's pepper fries.it's the best pepper fries i had ever had ((:
my other two friends.one loves to chat on the phone 24/7,really FUN to go out with,keeps me company in the hospital when i was unwell till 10 and her father sells the best fish noodles with milk which i like.so yummy. the thing i learnt from her was how to socialize with people.talking non-stop.but i have a limit if not i will be so irritating or a parrot ((: anyways, we are always having convo with the other friend who inspires to be a lawyer and always writing or copying sentences that keeps her going and looking on the bright side of life and she's always my listening ear.during deepavali, she will inivited our classmate to her house and we will be feasting and wacthed some scary movie and i will be screaming most of the time.[my friends please don't ask me to watch scary movies i will scream but not in cinemas.it's like so irritating to scream.instead of screaming,i will be hitting people or covering my eyes with the jacket or bag ((:]either her father or her sister i can't remember cooks really good deep-fired chicken which you will craved for more.from her i learntabout famous people's saying and the bio-graphy of the people[HISTORY!] which keep me going ((:
i just want to say a simple THANK YOU TO YOU ALL FOR LEAVING AN IMPACT IN MY LIFE ((:

erms.what can i say?
another like 6 days to exams.HAHA.
i doubt i will excel.yepps.
anyways.i just changed my blogskin.simple and pretty ((:
whee.erms.just felt that whenever i have my blogskin changed.
i believe that i have moved on to another stage of my life and all ready to face the challenges ahead of me.
it feels good.NA-NA-NA-NA-NA.OHH YEAH!!
this phrase is actually comes from a very old song.
i think it was during my parent's time. no idea who sang it.
it's quite catchy.i'm going all RETRO ((: with the music and the accessories and clothing i am buying.
anyways.wish me the best of luck in my coming exams.toodles.

exams are coming in 15 days time`
sarah and i were mugging yesterday at kap from 5 to 9.
yepps.we didn't have any lessons till 2 in school as we have this japanese exchange programme thing.
the japanese students thought us how to do origami and i was to bad and it.i felt that i was really violent.i was trying to make a crane but i can't and some other things like samurai helmet and ninja weapons.for your information,the group which i was interacting with were three boys and all of them learnt origami since 5 or 7 years old.man.i was like WOW.now i know how violent and impaitent i am.yepps.we exchanged gifts i gave each of them the same thing a pair of chopsticks and a cute pen ((: i got a mickey mouse keychain.a towel.so japanese headband for some kendo sports and a japanese tea cup.love them all.
after interacting lesson,we ahead to lot 1 for lunch on the way there i learnt some japanese words.
at lot 1 i went to have lunch with sunny and his group three girls.the boys all ate hokkien noodles while sunny was eating some malay noodles.as for me and the girls we had YAMI YOGHURT and dim sum and bubble tea which the japanese called it tapioca.i shared one cup with like 6 girls whom other 3 i dun know but it's out of courtesy.yepps.we only spent like 30 minutes there and that's it and we aheaded back to school to say sayonara.so sad.anyways, i had to make a speech i was like erming all the time as my teacher told me like 5 minutes before.so lallala.yepps.i did have fun.like whee lalala ((:
here's the pictures

okays.it's about more than a week since i have blogged-
so much happened.so so much.
yepps.don't feel like blogging about it
anyways,i am going to just blog a picture of a gift which a super duper cute couple bought for me ((: so sweet of them >< and again blog some lyrics of a song ((: joyy is becoming a slacker.haha.

spongebob balloon with a sunflower.
____________________________________________
catch me when i fall by ashlee simspson

Is anybody out there
Does anybody see
That when the lights are off something's killing me

I know it seems like people care
Cause they're always around me
But when the day is done and everybody runs

Who will be the one to save me from myself
Who will be the one who's there
And not ashamed to see me crawl
Who's gonna catch me when I fall

When the show is over
And it's empty everywhere
It's hard to face going back alone
So I walk around the city
Anything, anything to clear my head
I've got nowhere to go nowhere but home

Who will be the one to save me from myself
Who will be the one who's there
And not ashamed to see me crawl
Who's gonna catch me when I fall

It may seem I have everything
But everything means nothing
When the ride that you been on
That you're coming off
Leaves you feeling lost

Is anybody out there
Does anyobdy see
That sometimes loneliness is a part of me

it's already september, 2 more months before the big holidays but before that there's FINAL YEAR EXAMS that equals to a year to the MAJOR EXAMS.yepps.i wonder where i will be going then.yepps.anyways,i have been on the computer almost of the time.not doing any of my research for my projects which is due on the 1st week of term 4.yepps.but have been looking for a repice to bake carrot cake with yoghurt icing and hazelnuts.can't find any yet.today i will not blog much as i have not been feeling well since last thursday and i am too lazy to type.i will blog a song today ((:
goodbye by Spicegirls

No no no no, no no no no, no no no no,

Listen little child, there will come a day
When you will be able, able to say
Never mind the pain, or the aggravation
You know there's a better way, for you and me to be

Look for the rainbow in every storm
Fly like an angel, heaven sent to me

Goodbye my friend (I know you're gone, you said you're gone,but I can still feel you here)
It's not the end (gotta keep it strong before the painturns into fear)

So glad we made it, time will never change it - no no no

No no no no

Just a little girl, big imagination
Never letting no-one take it away
Went into the world (into the world), what a revelation
She found there's a better way for you and me to be

Look for the rainbow in every storm
Find out for certain, love's gonna be there for you
You'll always be someone's baby

Goodbye my friend (I know you're gone, you said you're gone,but I can still feel you here)
It's not the end (gotta keep it strong before the painturns into fear)

So glad we made it, time will never change it
No no no no (No no no no)
You know it's time to say goodbye(No no no no)

(bridge)

The times when we would play about
The way we used to scream and shout
We never dreamt you'd go your own sweet way

Look for the rainbow in every storm
Find out for certain love's gonna be there for you
You'll always be someone's baby

Goodbye my friend (I know your gone, you said you're gone,but I can still feel you here)
It's not the end (you gotta keep it strong before thepain turns into fear)

So glad we made it time will never never ever change it

(No no no no)
you know it's time to say goodbye
(No no no no)
and don't forget you can rely

(No no no no)
you know it's time to say goodbye
(No no no no)
and don't forget on me you can rely

(No no no no)
I will help, help you on your way

No no no no
I will be with you every day (x3)

man.you can't believe what i had ate today...
for breakfast 2 slices of bread with jam/yoghurt with nata de coco/2 little pork bun/a cup of fresh fruit juice
yepps.that is considered alot for breakfast.
for breaktime in school.i had 2 slices of bread with cheese and i have no idea how many gallons of water i drank till it was lunch.i thought it was still okay.
for lunch.i had noodles with vegetables.a whole slice of tofu and a sunshine egg.guess what? i was still not full...i bought two slices of banana cake and a yakult.yepps.
i think about 2 hours later during my free period before art..i ate chocolate biscuit sticks and a few strips of cuttlefish.
when i got back home.i ate about 4 chocolate nougats,followed by dinner.
and an hour later..i ransacked the kitchen to find something that i would like to eat..but i didn't find anything..
after ransacking the kitchen for few minutes in the kitchen...i had a sudden craving for carrot cake with hazelnuts from cedele.i was thinking to go all the way to jelita to get it.serisouly i wouldn't mind.i have not had that for like 4 months now!!!i was complaining to ann that i want to eat it so badly.knowing it was a nono for me to go out..i decided to call my mum to get it for me as she was still at work but she will be only back at 10 or 11..so in the end feeling really hungry i just resorted to oreo cookies and a glass of milk which i am eating now.haha.yepps.
my appetite today is SERIOUSLY BIG...yepps.i wonder am i going to eat again later?
anyways.here's the pictures at the prom..didn't take much as i was busy handling things ((:

wells.one more week of school and it is holidays!!only for a week :(( after a week i have to get ready for final year exams.sighs.like *faints faints*yepps.
anyways.my week started off quite bad.1stly i totally forgot that it's councillor's week to do assembly duty.on monday,i did it because it's a monday!! and usually people have monday blues and you don't like if you have someone calling you at around 7.30 to7.45 to tell you that you have assembly duty to do.yepps.once i reached school without my coouncillor's badge..i misplaced it again.i seriously have no idea where it is.i think i will ransacked my room during the holidays to find it.anyways.i took nat's since she's the only one having it and guess what? i lost hers.GOSH!! i lost a total of two councillor's badges..i think ms siti and mr edmund is going to kill me.yepps.joyy is so so DEAD!!
yepps.today was karen's turn...guess what...i didn't inform her yesterday.i totally slipped off my mind till this morning when i was having my breakfast.it just shot my mind that's i forget to imform karen.i am so forgetful or my brain is not functioning well.yepps.anyways.i called sarah,my wonderful wonderful friend that it's her turn to do duty.she was like JOYY!! and her RARR.anyways.she didn't want to do it so wan ling did it.sorry sarah and wan ling but thank you for being understanding that joyy is becoming a little SLOW.haha.
anyways.school ended early today because i finished doing my maths work so i left for home.
once i reached home i crushed onto the bed and slept for a little while before heading to the shower.
i wished i could sleep a little longer.i felt really exhausted.but i had to wake up and meet rain for our very 1st kick-boxing excerise at west coast cc.it was really enjoyable!!i believe after all the 8 sessions.i am ready to kick some ass!! my dear friends, please watch out.haha.
after an hour of workout, we headed to ginza for dinner.it was a great way of spending my evening ((:
i have to go do some of my homeowrk now.till later xD

well.finally prom night is over.two months of planning.
it broke friendship and cause misunderstandings but we all definitely learnt something from it or know our weakness and mistakes.yeps.i am just glad that it is over.but the ending to prom was saddening.it was suppose to be partying all night long but the sound system went down and ruin our mood and everybody just started taking pictures or leaving the place.yepp.didn't expect this to happen.but we all did have our fun ((: i will blog the photos which i took some other day.yepps.
sighs.i am home alone may not i have pebble.((: anyways.my family just woke me up and tell me that all of them are going out.i am still tired and sleepy.i only like reach home at2 to shower and lalala and went to bed at around somewhere close to three.yepps.but i am glad they bought me lunch.if not i will be straving.haha.
later i am be going out with sandi for some body jam lesson for now i am just going to listen to music and wait for her to come to my house to pass me a sack of postcards.she said that there is a lot.will count them and let you all know later.haha.yepps.anyways.on wednesday i met my classmate from st marg's to attend her boyfriend's graduation at the home team academy and here are the photos we took ((:

today's my brother's birthday.celebrated it last week on national day yepps.
anyways.happie birthday ming!!

haha.okays.i am going to blog what happened on sunday.
at 3 in the morning i text sandi telling her that i cannot meet her as i was seriously not feeling fwell
yepps.later at 8 or 9 sandi called me and i told her i will meet her at 11 instead of 1030 as we planned as i was feeling better.yepps.
we headed down to marina square to catch a movie "my super ex-girlfriend" both funny and sad.but i thought the fighting part between the two g-gilrs was kinda cliche the fight ended on a runway.yepps.
anyways.before the movie we walked around to see if there was anything that we can go crazy after but we found none so we just went to some cafe to have some light snack and snapped a few pictures again.blog them later.whee.we just love taking pictures ((:
we headed for the movie.ohh.before entering the threate we bought like a huge cup of drink.a box of popcorn and a ben and jerry's ice-cream stick.man it was super filling.i was like i don't want the ice-cream anymore.i ate 3/4 of it and threw it away.yepps.i know i wasted food.
yepps.after the movie.i felt worse i was like can we quickly head to town to get my things and headed to my house where sandi and play with my computer while i sleep.i felt i was such a wet blanket.it was suppoes to be a super fun dayout with her travelling around and shopping.but we ended up at my house.haha.yepps.at my house sandi was like watching youtube most of the time and listening or downloading music.yepps.i was just lying on my bed in lalala land due to the medication i had.
when i woke up,it was time for dinner, we had some chinese dish and dessert and went back to my room to continue watching youtube and watched some videos which took back in st margs.man.i missed those times and my friends.yepps.after that it was like almost 10,quite late as she has work the very next day while i had school yepps.so i passed her a little present which i owe her from malaysia trip in june.haha.it's been two months.yepps.
yepps.anyways.on monday i didn't attend school as i was feeling really terrible.
today.i went back to school there were so much things to do esp for council like *faints*faints*
yepps.feeling stressed,sarah and i went nuts just now please do go and read her blog we were like having a stupid short convo in her blog.yepps.before that,we went scootering round and took my pup pebble for a stroll which woke i think about 1/4 of the neigbours because we shouting for pebble which was darking at some neighbour's dog.yepps.anyways.it's getting late and i am feeling tired.i am going to sleep now.nights ((:

before that here are the pictures of me and sandi ((:

i can't take it anymore/i have to blog about it if not i will just get worst.
after keeping it in my heart for a month and more.
trying not to cry and being joyful in front of everyone.
today.i just let it out by crying after my aunt and brother's birthday celebration.
till now i am still crying while everyone is downstairs enjoying themselves.
i wonder when can i just let go.it's so difficult so...(can't think of the word)..
i wish that i can be like the kite which is being snapped so that i can fly freely and have no worries.
anyways.to all singaporeans.happie national days cheers.we are 41 ((:

well wells.today i went out with my two classmates, kate and alice to orchard to catch 'CLICK' at cine.
before the movie we went for a little shopping and took neoprints..will post it later ((:
after a short walk around cine we decided to dine @ galilee and friends t and play some games and of course gossip.haha.
after dining we went to the korean supermart to buy some snacks to smuggle it to the cinema.alice and kate kept on asking kate which snacks are yummy.i bought a bar of chocolate which tasted something like chruchie and a box of peppero..it is some kind of chocolate pocky with almond nuts.kate bought some korean rice crackers for us to try and alice bought more chocolate haha.
the movie was both sad and funny.we cried we laughed.yepps.
after the movie,alice headed for home as she has curfew.kate met liz to go to kbox at tanjong pagar((:
as for me, i decided to just go shopping alone at taka as i was feeling kinda down.
i went to kino to get some books,a book for my art research about an artist named vincent van gouh,a girly book called 'the wonder spot' and a book that brings back memories 'baby blues-ten years and still in diapers' yepps.after staying in kino for an hour, i went to royal sporting house to get a tee for kick boxing exercise which is starting in two weeks time.i can't wait.rain will be going with me too.whee.
giordano was the next shop i went to get a black pair of shorts. ((:
yepps.now i am going to listento music and do some accounts on how much i have spent today xD nights

this week.i have been travelling alone alot.
but i am glad that i have a thing called mp3 if not i will just die from boredom.
i have been listening to a song non-stop it is by britney.
it brings back both wonderful and heartbreaking memories.
here's the title of the song and lyrics.it's pretty long ((:

Autumn Goodbye
by Britney Spears

chorus
I never promised you a happy ending
You never said you wouldn't make me cry
but summer love will keep us warm long after
our autumn goodbye, autumn goodbye
autumn goodbye

Thinkin' of you and the love of our lives
in the sweet summertime
so sad but true (so true, so true)
we must leave it behind
in our hearts, in our minds

From April through September
bittersweet was the love that we share
don't forget
I remember

[repeat chorus twice]

Memories can fade
but my heart has a place for the smile on your face
and maybe someday
we can be more than friends
love will find us again

Red leaves and blue tomorrows
Time will give back the love that we shared
on the time that we borrowed

[repeat repeat twice]

From April through September
bittersweet was the love that we share
don't forget
I remember baby

[repeat chorus twice]

We'll leave behind the summertime
our hearts, our minds
they will remind
we won't forget
the day we met
the day we cried
Autumn Goodbye

I never promised you a happy ending
You never said you wouldn't make me cry
but summer love will keep us warm long after
our autumn goodbye, autumn goodbye
autumn goodbye

STUPID STAIRS!!i am telling you i hate all the stairs in school.seriously!!
3 months ago i rolled down the stairs in front of the whole school and landed on the floor and went to the hospital.what an embrassing moment.some of my friends came all the way to the hospital to visit me.
after that i went home.later at home, another group of my friends came and visit me at my house and they celebrated my fall by feasting.
what nice friends i have.haha.nah.i was feasting with them.they were trying to cheer me up.((:
i love them all :D
anyways.on friday.i fall down again just after one step.so crap.
i was like hopping all around mayb more of limping in school and on my way home and to piano lesson.
so crap.i will just stay at the study block and not go anywhere.
i am just going to survive with biscuits.cup noodles.sanwhiches. during my breaktime in school.

.memories` on st marg's 164th speech day
210706 ((:


taken at st marg's
love all of them and miss the fun times we had..


taken at home ((:

-pictures of sandi and me compiled together xD

whee.okays.yesterday.i spend like NINE hours in town with sandi ((:
we went crazy for rubbish bin because sandi was down with a bad flu so we had to keep an lookout for rubbish bin all the time to throw her tissue paper away.yepps.we even took pictures with different rubbish bin.will blog the pictures later xD
anyways.sandi and i went to cine to get our tickets to the movie -pirates of the caribbean 2.dead man's chest-
for lunch i sugguested that we go to BK to have lunch as i wanted my spongebob toy but i just had BK on thursday with sarah and bought two of the spongebob toys and i gave one away to my maid because my mother was like you can open a toy musuem you have so much toys to display.i went like okays.so i gave it away.yepps.
anyways.sandi and i went to cafe cartel to have our lunch.i wanted to have the brownie with ice-cream but i was too full after eating the main course.will go back there next time to try xD
after lunch we headed to heeren as sandi wanted to buy some hairclips but we found none there but i bought myself and her a wallet.i bought her the one sarah bought for me and another type of wallet in my favourite colour coffee brown.whee.we went to far east to shop and i bought like 2 pairs of earrings there and a hippo paper weight.we also went to taka where i bought one more pair of earrings and a pair of pink coloured scholl slippers.whee.after that we went to paragon to get bread from breadtalk to smuggle it back to cine for our movie...the movie was like darn good.
after the movie sandi and i went to paragon and have a light meal at coffee club..sandi and i actually wanted to eat chocolate fondue but i thought that it would be really dry so i ordered a ice passion tea and a carrot cake for myself and sandi just wanted her iced berry tea.ohh.before the movie started we went to get drinks.sandi got a bottle of cranberry juice and i got a bottle of carrot jucie.so retarted.like seriously.having more berries and carrots.we are NUTS.anyways.the carrot cake there was average.i LOVE THE ONE FROM i can't remeber the cakeshop name but i think i will ONLY LOVE THE CARROT CAKE THERE.haha.yepps.we took pictures there and at almost everywhere at paragon.haha.will blog it.yepps.it was a retarted day with sandi.haha.
yepps.i think i will stop here and blog the photos later as i have to rushed to go out to get my glasses done xD

erms.i am suppose to be in church worshipping now but i overslept again.i think this is the fourth or fifth time already.i really feel bad not going to church.i have been attending morning service since january.i have been only attending youth service.yepps.
anyways.my little brother woke me up screaming at me with SPONGEBOB pictures right in front of my face.
i was like AHHH!!WHERE CAN I GET IT?i grabbed the piece of paper from him and saw all types of SPONGEBOB with different attire.so cute.there's always a little kid in everyone.haha.yepps.anyways.i really like it.but the thing is that i have to like purchase a BK meal with $1.85 then i only can get the SPONGEBOB toy or have a kiddo's meal and get the toy free.man.i think i will just get fat.there are like a dozen of the SPONGEBOB toys *faints* but i think i will just collect 7 to 8 of them.erms.that's still a lot.joyy is going to real FAT.
i think if my friends or family wants to wake me up i think you have to get some cartoon pictures and scream at me then i will only wake up that high.haha.yepps.anyways.
here is the pictures of the SPONGEBOB.
SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS.SPONGEBOB SQAUREPANTS.whee.

wells.i just woke up and i felt like blogging.i believe i will go back to my bed once i am done blogging.haha.
okays.i haven't blog for a week.been really busy with school.
getting more homework and duties.yepps.stressing.
my teachers said that i looked very pale..like really really pale..everytime i step into their room they will go like joyy are you okay..you don't look very good..come on give me a smile..i have really wonderful teachers but i am really okay but i just don't want to smile.that's all.and i don't know why i don't smile.yepps.
yesterday after piano lesson, i took a different route home.on the bus i just kept starting at people and listening to my mp3.just in case i meet the guy in the van showing me his dance moves again.EEee!!goosebumps.yuck yuck.yepps.
anyways.last night i went to town to catch a movie with rain and had dinner.
guess what was dinner?pastamania.man.i think i am turning to a pasta freak or am i already one?
yepps.rain was still working so i had to go and get tickets.i walk from cine to ps then to the new cathy to get tickets with the stupid shoes that give me like four blisters!!everywhere was like crowded and tickets were selling fast.so crap.yepps.after getting tickets i went to meet rain at ps to have dinner and exchanged our footwear as my shoes was killing me.thank you for exchaning rain and sorry to cause you to have blisters.after dining,we walked to cathy to watch the movie.whee-
it was like already like 1.20am after the moive.rain had to go home to get some rest as she was to go to work today so we didn't really talk much but it was good to see her again xD yepps.i took a cab home since there was no longer a public transport and i got home at like 2am.yepps.
okays.i am getting sleepy already.i am going back to lallala land.till later.

i just want to blog a word and i know it's stupid.

but yepp

the word is... ...

'teardrops.

wells.it is like 2355 and i am not on my bed yet.

yepps.i can't sleep i have no idea why.yepps.

but all i know is that this term is going to be really hactic.

yepps.this term is also going to be a new start for me.

for the last one week i have been thinking about so many things.

so many so many things in life.about my family and my friends around me.

but mostly i thought about myself .

i just feel that i am so fragile so so fragile so so so fragile like glass.

i don't know how to express myself that well.

but i just feel very uneasy...

okays.i have to go get some sleep now

all the best to my JC friends for your coming exams xD

wells.today i accompany out karen to shop.but not to town.
it's a saturday.it will be super crowded.moreover it is the GSS.so yepps
firstly we went to raffles city to have lunch and coffee.
we had chicken rice!i think we miss sarah the great chicken.that's why.haha.
next we headed to funan as karen needed to get some ink cartidges.
we walked all the way to bbc to look for her organisers and see some arty things.
there i bought a notebook 'fever in chinese' quite pretty love the flowers prints on the notebook >.<>.<
we took a bus down to queenway shopping centre as karen needed to get her trainers.
before that we had a light snack.karen and her TUTUKUEH and joyy and her MAZHI.followed by going around and looked at things.we saw some pretty rings and earrings and we bought them xD.i saw this bag which i thought was really cute and was telling her to buy it.haha.i can't buy anymore bags.my mothere will just kill me.moreover.my little brother gave me two bags this week.so erms.i think i have more than enough bags already.i think i have about 25 or more bags now.man.haha.no more bag shopping this year.
whee.okays.karen FINALLY got her trainers.i am so glad that karen got her wallet and trainers after months (:
then we headed to anchorpoint for dinner.we had KFC.chicken again.i think we seriously miss sarah.haha.
yepps.after that we went to the shop where we wanted to buy our ripples slippers from to look at the bags and clothes.we just love that shop.yepps.after we went to do some grocery shopping as school is starting soon and we got a number of snacks just in case we felt hungry at anytime in school and we even got nail polish.i think it can help us destress.haha.totally.karen and i also got oursleves ankle socks.so pretty and cute xD yepps.
that's all for now.i have to go and do some work.school starting soon like really soon.like in a day's time.man.back to study and getting all busy again.
anyways.my fellow friends enjoy yourself.

erms.as i was going back home from piano today on the bus.
i was so bored just staring at the people on the bus and listening to my mp3.
i decided to look out of the window.
and i saw this van driver having his mp3 with him and dancing.
i was like thinking that he has a radio and a cd player.why does he need a mp3??
i was like he prefers the songs he had downloaded to the music on the radio.
the thing was that while i was thinking about that.he started smiling at me and doing his dance moves.
it gave me creeps.EEee!!goosebumps.yucks.
i was glad that i was dropping at the next stop if not i would just change the seat on the bus but the bus was crowded.lucky me.i SEE NO EVIL.haha.

(: i just changed my blogskin

• no more girl blowing her bubbles of fears away.
• no more walking alone in the rain.
• no more emo emo.
• just whee-ing and lallala-ing
• and SMILE :)

haha.okays.i have turned myself into a CHOCOHOLIC.
i am a CHOCOHOLIC!!
i love chocolates!!been eating lotsa of them.haha.
and i have bought a number things in the colour.CHOCOLATE.
i think i am getting seriously getting tarted.totally.haha.
okays.i have been on the computer since 7 something to make changes in my blog and doing other stuff
i think it's time for me to have a break for my eyes.l8r xD

the perfect photo of

.me and sandi.

that's hoops and yoyo xD

cute cute

yesterday i spent about ELEVEN to TWELVE HOURS in town with sandi!!
retarted??i don't think so haha.i spend so much time in town to just to cheer myself up.
didn't want to go home and face the computer or anything.
didn't want to keep thinking about some stupid things.
basically.i didn't want to go home and sit in my room.listening to songs and start thinking about things or recall some memories that sadden me .yepps.
anyways. i was supposed to meet sandi at like 11 but i got up late so she went to get tickets for a the movie R.V.[Runaway Vaction] while i hurried to get to town.i reached there at like 1130.not that bad.haha.sandi was just walking around cine till i called her.we headed to pastamania for lunch.both of us had the same dish.country baked pasta.yummy.haha.during lunch i was like can we catch another movie in the night.sandi was so on about it so we went to level five and see what movie should we watch.we had two movie in mind.SHE"S THE MAN and ALMOST LOVE.we couldn't make up our minds so we just sat at the chairs in front of the screen and started flipping a coin o decided what movie we should watch.it did not work.so we just sat there and watch thriller after thriller.we sat there almost for like 20 mins or more i went like okay.we will go and ask the ticket booth people what we should watch.the lady at the ticket booth went like SHE'S THE MAN.haha.we were like okays and we got the tickets.
after getting the tickets.we walked all the way to far east to get my brooche and a paper weight and a bar of candy for my little brother and sandi got some accessories.i chose most of them for her.all so pretty and cute.haha.it was time to get back to cine for our movie.
after the movie we went to ps shopping.i bought 3 ribbon belts.haha.
both sandi and i purchased this little cute friendship toy of ours named "hooops and yoyo" with a purchase of a hallmark card if not our little toy will cost up to thrice the amount we paid.haha.that's one good thing about going shopping now.the GSS.haha.it was time for dinner we went back to cine for dinner at gaiblee and friends.we each have a dish of ours and a big plate of finger food.i was stuffing myself with the finger food and the italian soda i had.goodness. was really bloated so we walked to taka and do some window shopping and went to cold storage to introduce food to sandi.haha.instead of doing that.i was like doremon-ing the whole time at cold storage because they had doremon food so cute!haha.we got our drinks there and headed back to cine for some shopping there and our movie .in the movie threate we had to keep shifting seats!!so irritating.there were some printing error.so sandi shift from c8/9 to c14/15 and lastly to the front seats.so crap.never going to watch movie at cine at night so irritating.but the movie was SO HILARIOUS.haha.
it was getting late so we headed for home.what a great and fun time in town xD.
yepps.anyways.i took my own sweet time home.just need some time and space to think about things and the best thing was that i didn't have my mp3 with me.there's no where to find comfort beside myself.yepps.
anyways.when i got home my family ordered macs to watch soccer and some drama.my brother know that i was sad so he ordered a chicken fansatic to cheer me up.thank you.i can't believe this i am actaully crying while blogging.yepps.i will blog soon with the photos i took with sandi and the little toy we bought xD.

i have been back from malaysia for three days now.
for the past three days i have been busy.
on sunday.i woke up in the early afternoon and went over to karen's place to jog in the evening and had dinner
on monday.i met up with some of my primary schoolmates for lunch and had maths tuition.
today.i completed my maths holiday homework and head to town to shop and catch a movie
wells.the trip to malaysia was average.yepps.i felt that it was not that benefital.yepps.
i had so much fun during the trips.had catfights on the long bus rides with sarah.
the longest bus ride i had ever sat.FOUR HOURS!!man.
when night falls pillow fight starts and screamings..WORLD CUP..haha.
there were not really much things to shop for..i only got myself a brown tee and some other random things.
bought some things for my friends back here.
many things happened CRAZY THINGS but i am too lazy to blog them.haha.
yepps.will blog soon i am very tired xD

haha.today i was suppose to attend some maths lesson in school today but sarah and i were like so sleepy that we decided not to attend.yepps.i went to school twice this week actually four times!!
monday.i had to return back to school to check my mye chinese paper.after the paper sarah nat and i headed to cold storeage gourmet at sixth ave to have our lunch.the food there were simply deilcious..the yoghurt ice cream too..yummy..i am craving for some now.lol.anyways.while eating we saw our old chinese teacher and we had a short conversation with her.yesterday as i was leaving far east with claire i met her again.haha.does it mean anything??
yesterday,i went back to school THIRCE!!yes.i went back to school THIRCE.so retarded.
first it was for maths lesson at 8 for about an hour or more with sarah
after that we went to kap to study with janice xD while studying we were talking about what should we do during this holidays.haha.we were supposed to study or actually get our holiday homework done.haha.i am glad that i finish one piece for maths but i still have tons of chinese to do and others.arghh.
later i went back to school again to meet my friends and teacher to go to hwachong for some ART exposure.
after that i went back to school again because i was so forgetful that i have to meet my cousin at 1730 at cityhall to pass him some maths book which i left it in sarah's locker in the morning.so crappy.
but i was glad that i had company.claire accompany me back to school to get my stuff and we headed to town to get her hot pink tie and some other things.yepps.it was getting a little late so she went home and i head to bugis to get some more things for myself and home for prawn noodles.whee.haha.yepps.
erms.anyways.i am leaving tomorrow to malaysia for my school geography trip and i blog abt it when i get back xD don't miss me.haha.

don't know why

four fridays travelling home from piano alone whether rain or shine.
i have been listening to don't know why by norah jones.
i just don't know why i didn't come/call and so on.
anyways.here's the lyrics of the song.

I waited 'til I saw the sun
I don't know why I didn't come
I left you by the house of fun
I don't know why I didn't come
I don't know why I didn't come

When I saw the break of day
I wished that I could fly away
Instead of kneeling in the sand
Catching teardrops in my hand

My heart is drenched in wine
But you'll be on my mind
Forever

Out across the endless sea
I would die in ecstasy
But I'll be a bag of bones
Driving down the road alone

My heart is drenched in wine
But you'll be on my mind
Forever

Something has to make you run
I don't know why I didn't come
I feel as empty as a drum
I don't know why I didn't come
I don't know why I didn't come

whenever i am travelling or walking home alone

i always hope for a surprise

but it always turns out to be a disappointment

haha.i was suppose to do announcements today but nat told me that i did not need to when i reached the garden at M level.whee-so i stayed in the garden and have a short chat with nat and sarah.

the bell didn't ring today so nat reminded us about the time.

when i reached the hall karen was like why you suppose to be there up doing announcements?

i was like nat told me it's the admassdor week to do it.haha.confusion.in the end mr su did it as he had to annouce the timetable for today as it was going to be different because we were going to spend the whole time in school just collecting our papers .yepps.ohh.i was in only girl in the class when lining up.so sad x((

anyways.i did badly for this term.i failed a total of 3 subjects just for the paper itself.

phy/chinese/accounts.sighs.

CA marks are not included yet.i just hope that my CA marks will help me pull my marks up.

but this is so not going to happen in the Os.there's like no CA marks to help you pass.

seriously,i need to pull up my socks.

being depressed about my results i went shopping at bugis street with sarah.we were walking back and frouth between seiyu and bugis street because sarah could not decide what she wanted to buy.haha.at seiyu,i saw a pair of slippers,a bag and a belt.i so want them.haha.anyways.at bugis street we saw a pink bottle it's very nice and it was only a dollar.so cheap yeah? but we didn't buy it as there were nicer things to buy haha.in the end, she got a bag and four pairs of earrings and the same bracelet which i got on sunday.haha.as for me, i didn't get anything besides wet tissue from waston.i am seriously seriously broke.

last sunday,before i met the science girl of 4905 i went shopping there with my churchmate i got like 4 pairs of earrings,one bracelet and a bag too.haha.the day before,saturday i got a tee from gio and a pairs of sandals from charles and keith.sighs.SO SO SO BROKE!!!!!!!!!

ohh.i am in love with this song entitled -stay with me- by [still finding out who's the artist] but i felt sad listening while i was travelling back from from my paino lesson.yepps.i shall end here i have to go and have some sleep as i have flagday tomorrow xD

pictures

the science girls 4905 x)) five of us only where's the others and mr lee?

mr lee took this for us that's why he is not in the picture

this was taken on 21 may at suntec city after dining at carl's jr

i was late so i didn't eat much.haha.

that's nat and melissa standing xP

two amandas and me joyy sitting xD

taken on 22nd may at j8 after visitng thier chocolate stall and dining at pastamania.

by the way, that's haha(nadia),hwa hwa(sandi),hyhy(me)and where is hou hou??

I MISS U and your monkey face xD

haha.told you we all have grown up to a beautiful lady xD

goodness!! i didn't blog for one month and 10 days.haha.
i am still alive and still can kick asses.no worries my friends xD
you all must be wondering where have i been for 40 days yeahs?
well.since the day i fell about six to seven steps right in front of the whole which freak karen out
i felt that GOD was giving me a wake up call for the changes that i will undergo and the challenges that i have to get ready to conquer.
yepps.i was glad that GOD gave me that wake up call.
that's why i have been busy gearing up for the battle therefore i have not been blogging xD
wells.school alone has been really busy but i am glad that i still have time to meet up with my secondary schoolmates and attend church and still have FUN x))
i will upload the photos i took with my secondary schoolmates to let you see how pretty we all have grown.haha.xD
anyways.one to two weeks before the mid-year exams
the school had speech day and the musical.ahh!!my friends and i were so worried about for our academic work that we will not excel in them.yepps.i am just glad that exams are finally over!!i just finshed my last paper today.yays!!what a relief!but i am worried about the results i believe that i will fail my chinese and my accounts.yepps.chinese has always been a problem but for accounts i seriously have no interest in it.yepps.wish me good luck people.by the way,i will only get to know my results on friday as tomorrow is marking day for the teachers.yepps xD most of my classmates are returning to their countries as holidays are coming.so sad.as there are only 3 girls in class including me.one of them already return to vietiam and the other one is returning back to korea tomorrow.i will feel so lonely on friday.the only girl attending class with other 16 boys.ahh!!going to get bullied by them all.stupee boys.whack them all!!
as for now i just can't wait for the holidays whee!! i will be going to watch lotsa movies and shop till the wee hours.ohh.not only that i will go around singapore to try new food.haha.i just wonder how i am going to do it.i am SO SO SO broke !!yepps.anyways.during the holidays i might have to return back to school for some extra lessons.so sad.but i will get to travel to malaysia together with my schoolmates for a geography field trip xD whee.so exticted about it.haha.not only that i think i would be going to pubin to cycle.i have not been to pubin.haha.also i think i will go to escape theme park and wild wild wet to have fun with my friends.frankly speaking i have not been to escape or wild wild wet to play.it's just so unlike me.haha.whee.i have so much activities in june.yays!that's all for now and i will update again xD it will not be unblogged for as long as 40 days xD

morning..it's a good friday which is the anniversary of Jesus' death on the cross.
thank u Jesus
anyways.i woke up this morning with a song called 'i'm like a bird' by nelly furtado and i just felt that i need to blog the lyrics of the song and i have no idea why i felt that i need to.anyways here's the lyrics of the song

"I'm Like A Bird"

You're beautiful, that's for sure

You'll never ever fade

You're lovely but it's not for sure

That I won't ever change

And though my love is rare

Though my love is true

_____________________________

[Chorus]

I'm like a bird, I'll only fly away

I don't know where my soul is, I don't know where my home is

(and baby all I need for you to know is)

I'm like a bird, I'll only fly away

I don't know where my soul is , I don't know where my home is

All I need for you to know is

_____________________________________

Your faith in me brings me to tears

Even after all these years

And it pains me so much to tell

That you don't know me that well

And though my love is rare

Though my love is true

_______________________________________________________

[Chorus]

____________________

It's not that I wanna say goodbye

It's just that every time you try to tell me that you love me

Each and every single day I know

I'm going to have to eventually give you away

And though my love is rare

And though my love is true

Hey I'm just scared

That we may fall through

_______________________

[Chorus x 3]

i feel so terrible last week.
i think i am a very very*infinte sentimental and emotional person.
i take things very seriously mostly everything.
school last week was totally horrible.
almost had a breakdown..
i was glad that i talk it all out with a teacher in school.
but i still very terrible..i have no idea why..
i just feel that it would rain so that i can think about things going on around me..but it seems that it is not going to rain so i think i will go do swimming..haha..anyways.. i feel that
my home where i feel totally uncomfortable at times with my relatives around..and with all the gossiping around here and there..which is just so lallala..sighs..
my friends that i am glad to have..they are always around when i needed them but some of them are worrying me..trying to reach out and help them but feel really bad because i can't seem to be helping them but only giving them more worries..and i feel that i shouldn't be feeling so terrible because i have a friend who is going so much more than me who takes things in such a way that i cannot..i wonder why i cannot do it..i am so screwed..totally..
my academic work..i am like totally lost in some subject though i understand my accounts a little more better now but still lost..haha..i am still doing fine with the rest of the subject expect for CHINESE!!it's killing me..though i thought i have made just a tiny little improvement..
i seriously have to learn to take things in a way that is totally light..but i have been trying to do it about i think 2 years now..but everything is just not working out..sighs..all that i can keep myself going is this phrase in my mind..bitterness 1st then comes sweetness in life which comes later..

heyy..look behind there's a spider behind you..
okays..that's no longer funny..so cliche..anyways..
happie april fools!! xD
haha.okays.yesterday i was supposed to go for piano in the evening but i didn't the medication which i took after lunch made me feel really drowsy..yepps..all i did was eat.sleep.practice my piano and finally i watched the tv after a long long time..haha.
btw on thursday..my dad and i didn't go to the police post because i was already sleeping like a log and he tired to wake me up for like 15 minutes and i still was in my dreamland dreaming abt my chocolate fondue with strawberries and bananas..okay..i sound like a oink oink pig now..haha..
whee-i just changed my blogskin this morning..so happy with it though i feel that the song is a little chinese-y lol..i lovee my blog xD the falling stars..`*
okays..i think i will be able to return to school on monday if not i will not have any idea what to do on tuesday for the student council investiture..ohh..i am in the com..being the sec..i will write and type..paperwork..i lovee paper..so dots -.-''..yepps..okays..i shall end here..have to go now and do my art work.tata