lallala.whee.i went back to school yesterday for only two periods and i left school.the fever is killing me.its off and on..so irritating..i didn't attend school today again..i doubt i will attend school tomorrow also..yepps..i didn't attend school for almost the whole week now..miss so much in school..i think i am going to be so lost in most of my subjects..esp/chemistry.geo.accounts and maths..i miss my babies too..yesterday.i spent the whole afternoon sleeping and practicing the piano and trying to do my chemistry homework..it drove me nuts.. i spent the whole night writing testi for my friends..
anyways.today i went to consult the doctor in the morning and went back to sleep after a light lunch.yepps.i feel that i am turning into a pig..eating and sleeping all the time this week..just now my cousin called me and said that i sounded like a monster..so mean..yepps..later i am going to the police post with my father to make a report regarding my lost ic which i have been spending an entire week searching for it..sighs..i shall end here and have my dinner toodles..

i have been at home for two days now..didn't go to school...not because i did something wrong..it's because i am not feeling well.yepps.i think that i have been having too much fun and going out till the late hours like 12am every saturday till i am ill now..sighs..but i really enjoyed myself though i am kinda broke now..been buying lotsa stuff and munching all kind of delicious food..yepps..okays..back to monday..
i didn't inform any of my friends that i am not attending school so they called me early the morning at 7.55 and the phone keep ringing then..i wouldn't stand the vibration so i just threw my phone aside..and continue sleeping..when i woke up to consult the doctor..i noticed that i missed about 11 calls..and recieved about 3 messages..i didn't reply any of them as i was feeling weak..i went to consult the doctor by myself as my mother woud not find a parking lot..after consulting the doctor..i got some wrappers..haha..still can shop though i am not feeling well.while waiting for my mother outside starbucks coffee..i was feeling dizzy and losing my vision..it's like stepping into the world of darkness..at that point i was going to faint on the spot..but lucky my mother came at grab me and got me into the car and i fell aslept..i was blind for the few minutes till i got home..
after having bee hoon soup for lunch..my friends called me again but i left my phone on the dining table and boom onto my bed and slept..a few minutes later.. my friends called my house phone and i answered their call and ahma went like we miss u..i was like lol..and talked to claire and sarah abt something and tried drawing the green pepper and the bananas for my artwork till i am going bananas!!..lol..my brother was so sweet to buy me a waffle for tea-break-
for dinner..knowing that i was not feeling well..and there was like nothing that i really want to eat..everything on the dining table seemed so solid that i decided to eat instant noodles..yepps- i went to lallala land again..i feel like a pig..totally..just sleeping and eating all the time..going to get fat man..totally..just wonder what i am going to do for the whole afternoon today..sighs..

wells.it's been almost a month since i have blogged.. :)
last week was holidays..had lotsa fun..till i had a bad flu..lol..haven't recoverd fully yet..
but i really enjoy myself xP let me talk about my holidays!!
let's start with saturday..i went school to collect my progress report[the results aren't that bad 3As,3Bs and 2Cs-whee x))],ushered parents as it was like a parents day cum open house and played hockey with the teachers and friends..it was totally crazy and learnt that teachers are very scary to play sports with..lol.after that i went to have a light snack with my mum at the cafe near my school.followed by meeting up with my friends to catch a concert and a movie at city hall..neoprints and dinner at bugis..i got back home at around 12??it was kinda rushing and we were late for both the concert and movie..lol..
sunday i stayed home all day..just doing my ART colour wheel project..the peacock..which i took 12 hours doing it..lol.
from monday to wednesday..i went for a WORSHIP AND MUSIC CAMP [WAM] as i will be leading worship or more of playing the keyboard during chapel.. C:
it's fun and i have learnt many things that a keyboardist can do..so cool..but i skipped some of the lesson [naughty me]but i had good reasons..i had to go back to my old school to do some paperwork and i had an appointment at the hospitial..so glad i have my mum to dirve me up and down..after pratice on each day..i went out..on monday...i went to westmall to have dinner and did a little shopping..and went home for maths tuition..on tuesday...again i went to westmall to have dinner and shopped a little and went to my tutor's house to get some notes..as for wednesday i went to watch a korean movie and had dinner at cafe cartel at cine with my friend and took neoprints.sounds busy??.so little time so much to do...lol xD
on thursday..i went back to my old school get some paperwork done and head to sentosa to meet my friends..we were like totally gaga...mayb not that gaga..we were more like let's take pictures and pictures and pictures..and getting everyone in water and stuffed each other with food!!man..i so need to go on a diet..after a long day under that hot sun..we went to coffee bean to have my favourite..chocolate mudpie..man..it tasted so heaven..lol.after all the fun..it was not enough..i went on having fun at my other friend's place and have dinner and wanted to stay over but i had to go back to my old school the following day to get all the paperwork done..yepps-
the next day..of course i went back to school and spent some time with the choir..so glad that choir grew!!whee CHOIR rocks!!yepps.i came home and sleep as i have not been sleeping enough for the past 6 days..been having too much fun..but i didn't really have a good sleep..my friends were sms-ing me about homework and everything else..argggh..so i went for piano and meet my friend at kp to do our chinese homework..came home at 11 something..yepps-
on saturday..i went to the hospital for some talk abt carbo counting..later i went to jurong to meet my friends to watch nanny mcphee...it's a really simple and sweet story..after the movie..i headed to town to get my cousin's and friend's birthday present and some things for myself and my little brother..we shopped from ps all the way to lucky plaza..we had dinner at cine and collect my super super late birthday present from my cousin..but i love it..it's a doremon softtoy..whee x)) yepps-
sunday..my last day of the holidays..which i spend the whole day at home resting at i was not feeling well till i lost my voice..yepps.
today back to school..i see so much new faces..yepps..didn't see changes in school yet..x)) lol..enjoy school *winks

i wanna fly.
i wanna cry.

:)) i have been really crazy these days.
singing .l.o.v.e. by ashlee simpson or the stupee xi wateva song with the lallala and the cute cute voice.lol yepps.love my ah-ma who always sing with me.lol.
anyways.i have been feasting alot!!
after school on ...
monday- macs at kp
tuesday-two cheese roti prata at ah mei while waiting for karen/jog 2 km [finally i jog] with karen and strolled to holland village for dinner.the 'you tell' and the coffee bean 'chinese doughnut' was really yummy with soya bean drink ;)
wednesday-burger king at westmall a meal of double mushroom swiss followed by a cheesecake and a ice blended mocha to destress!!!
today??i came home straight from school.lol
i am like ice-cream-ing.yoghurt-ing for most of the time in school.and kaya toast from ah mei.yummy!!i am totally out of control!!yepps-shall stop here.have homework to do.

erms.it's been like 10 days since i have blog yepps
anyways.happie belated valentines!!
i had fun last night with my friends we were totally retarded and high.yepps.we went to bukit panjang plaza to have dinner at cafe cartel.we had a table filled with lotsa food.we were like feasting seriously.we had cheese and chicken pasta/garlic cheese bread/minestone soup/seafood platter/two beef sets/chicken cutlet/bread pudding with two scoops of ice-cream/one fruity ice-cream.the portion was big but we like finish it all up and it was only five of us.so erms.pig!!lolwe were laughing our heads off like really metal pple.haha.okays.i love valentine's this year.so insane but FUN.whee-i got lotsa chocolates and other gifts as well as blessing from my friends.love them lotsa and thank u.
school has been totally nuts!!tests after tests.this week from monday to friday are tests.so nuts!!
so stressing!!man.at times i just wanna to give up!!for ART i drew like over 50 papayas and still cmi.need to draw 20 more.mans.my teacher said that i dun have the 'feel' the papaya.i was like dots.as if i need to fall in love the papaya.mayb i have to need the 'feel' to do well in my ART.for combined hum i am like neutral for my phy and not chem so as accounts and chinese.so blur.for english and maths still can cope with it.sighs.have to get through these obstacles.must jia you!!yays!!same to the rest of my friends jia you!!GOGOGO!! x))

it's been hell for me at home so much going on
fun out in town shopping and everything
school is both fun and hell.
fun with my friends
hell in my studies grappling with my subjects and time management
man.this week is just so dots and more -.-''

it's my birthday whee
i feel so blessed to have my family and friends to enjoy this joyous day with me lol
to the hpps girl and boys
thank you for blessing hope to meet up with you guys soon!!
to my ex-st margaret's classmates
[meatball.victoria.a friend x)).rain.jolin.sl.nadia.nat and amanda]
thank u for wishing me a happie birthday through friendster/sms/my tagboard
and remembering it
so sorry if i had not forgotten who you were as i have just changed my phone.
i still remember you all and the fun that we had back in st margaret's
at st francis
to my netball team thank u for the present and the surprise.
thank u so much love you all to bits and pieces.
to the pple who had wished me and the orange-vanilla ice-cream lol
at home.
the hangbaos and the presents
the long hours in the kitchen preparing my favourite dishes.
thanks thankie thankie.
thank you to ALL once again x))
it's been an ENJOYABLE day but tiring
will blog on what presents i got next time whee-

yays!!!-it's chinese new year eve.HAPPIE CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL!!!hope you pple collect lotsa lotsa red packets.whee-enjoy the holidays!!
okays i think i will blog abt what i did the whole starting on tuesday lol
on tuesday was just a normal school and BACKSTREET BOYS concert!!
it rocks!!AJ is so so CUTE screams!!i went with flore and we got VIP seats it was like the 1st row like totally.there we met melissa and naomi and went crazy together.lol.
on wednesday was my 1st netball training.my friends and i gotta to work on our footwork and next wednesday we will be going to the old nie to play againist the boys.yepps-
thursday school ended at 6 because i had ART and english lesson was super funny with a three page long compo it was VERY entertaining!!and i had maths tuition whee-
friday erms-1st period was performing arts but the teacher in charge was busy so i had free period so i join karen and her classmates for pe we play netball the boys are super violent!!yepps now we know lol.2nd period was social studies.i love it whee-after recess was the little concert.they had games and performances that's all had lunch and had a short nap and maths tuition and aunt mary is back from dubai she got me two tops and a handbag very arabian.cool-ness.and for today i went to the salon to pick my granny up and to the supermarket to get some goceries that my aunt needed yepps- headed to bugis to meet amanda to pass her the bags and had lunch with her at pastamania and talking abt somethings and i was thinking about it travelling while listening to my music.yepps-.later i went to suntec to collect something for her and bought some art materials.i was 17 mintues or more late to meet my best friend at clementi because she wanted to pass me my birthday present so sweet of her.feel so bad for making her wait.i love the present lotsa muackies.butterfly whee :)) later i went back to bugis and pass amanda her things and here i am at home.lol.gotta to help prepare for dinner.will blog soon whee-

erms.okays-it's a monday crap day man
i have like actually lots of homework to do right now but i decided to blog to help me de-stress
i have ARTS to do and the deadline is on thursday.my chinese homework on newspaper cutting.my english homework planning and compre.yepps-cny is coming soon and my family is like yin,ah!! PACK YOUR ROOM SO MESSY!!!.dots dots dots and more.
anyways.today i went to school with my unfinished english and chinese homework.studied like 50% for my accounts test.i think i will just fail it.and trying to remember my chinese spelling yepps-
i just feel totally crap today like totally.
it's like i am in a world of my own today.thinking and thinking about myself and my academic work.i think for my 1st term progress report it will be like this or worse.
english -d7
maths- b3
chinese-d7
com sciences - c5 or c6
com hum- d7
art- b3
poa- d7
yepps-in primary school i was at the bottom all Cs and a D
at secondary i was really good my As and my B and my C
now i am back to the bottom-totally man.JUST SO CRAP!!!i need to pull myself together to reach to the top again
but i don't think i can make it.i just have this feeling that i will not make it.seriously.i just feel so CRAP today.SUPER CRAP.EXTREMELY CRAP.life is like a rollercoaster.down up down up.but don't you get dizzy?i am getting really dizzy of the rollercoaster ride.i just wonder how am i going to get through this two years.man-craps

it's week since i have blogged xD
i just went for a jog with pa.lol.you know who you are.thank you for your time and everything.love you lotsa lotsa.whee.okays.school had been really fun with my friends from og it's a pity that we are in different classes sob sobs but we always hang out together during our free periods and after school.we are so nuts.lol.the princess.the great.the cute.the senseless and i am erm joyytotheworld lol.i love school in some ways and don't in other ways.have like tons and tons of homework to do.busy busy.yepps-as for my cca i am joining netball or cf.yepps-meeting new friends everyday.yays!that's all i have to blog for now.have work to do :)

i have learnt so much things in two or three days-
knowing more about GOD.my churchmates.had so much fun during bible shared what we knew about one another and the funniest part is when we were thinking for our group's name mao mao.lol.the chronicles of mao mao.the king kong,the witch and the mao mao.so cute!lol.yepps-
we enjoyed singing and worshipping him at church and at aunt julia's house.aunt julia's small little devotions and some other's sharing taught that me that it's not the big big things GOD made it's the lil' tiny small that made us happy.a smile.a child's laughther or cry.a small lame joke and lil' actions :)is all was learnt on sunday i felt that it was a wonderful start of the year with my churchmates whee-
on monday it's was just going to school and sit around.we had fietsa.some small little funfair.i got for myself a doremon keychain which i can put neoprints.a set of japanese tea cups.had cookies.chocolate cake and bee hoon.there was performance too.some were cute and some were i dun know what's the word.lol.monday was a erm dots dots dot dot day.
tuesday today.
i woke up having to make breakfast with my brother for ourselves.
later in the afternoon.i learnt how to cut lime and chilli for my aunt to make chili sauce or whatever chilli.and cutting chiku for my aunt to make chiku chips for the chinese new year.
so fun lol.my brother is going camp tomorrow.i will miss him x((

erms.okays-didn't blog for 4 days i dun think i can like blog as much as last time
have to start studying!!yepps-okays let's start with thursday
yepps-i went to school for like only 3 to 4 hours just to sit there to listen to cca talks and the school policy and off we go.dots.this is orientation totally man.anyways.it was like onlt 12 something sarah and i decided to go to town to have lunch but we ended up going to nat's house.yepps-we went to some coffee shop near by her house to get lunch and walked to her house.sarah and i were like totally crazy at nat's house we mess up her room with clothes and softoys.we had music blasting and sarah's screaming!!man.nat was like can you guys stop it??later we tried on our new uniform.it's so jap yepps-nat took a picture of us.she can't upload yet because she can't find the computer cable for the cam.yepps-
friday was a hole-ie for me like totally man
b4 we went to east coast park my right sole of my sports shoes was falling off so one of the ogl james like pull it off for me yepps-so erms embrassing!!
i played captain's ball at ecp with some friends and new friends lol
later when three of us went cycling and karen was the only one roller blading nat,yvonne and rabia decided to just sit down somewhere to talk and relax.okays.after like 5 minutes of cycling i got a hole on my bag man!! so i decided to pass it to yvonne i hope i spell her name correctly x))
after cycling we went to macs to have lunch and talk talk talk then walked back to the meeting point and went back to school.talk to my friends for a while regarding the fiesta on monday and i went home check my mail for 10 minutes and bang to bed for 45 minutes and head for piano.after piano and eating a cup of yoghurt i showered and went to sleep it was only 7 something and i was already sleeping so not me.tralallala.
saturday.went to collect my scholarship wih tmy mother.took pictures with the prefects cum choir girls we rocks yeah!!pa came by.my mother was like come let's go and take a photo with the minister it's your last year taking the scholarship i went like okays fine.and pa took it for us.after that i went home got myself changed and headed to great world to get my sports shoes lol.new balance so comfortable x)) i love it love it love it lovelyy.lol okays.i had indian food with pa and family.it's was really spicy but good!!thank u!after that i went to funan to meet amanda and went to orchard to meet her boyfriend and chat.my mum and aunt came to fetch me and sent my aunt home and i went to sleep and now i am blogging lol.i am going to go to get ready to go to church now.toodles.

smiles :)
just change the template x))
i am like super tired after 3 hours of hiking
i will blog again soon want to go and sleep now
enjoy school-

erms-it was the 1st day of school for me at sfms
we had assembly and i was like the ONLY girl there in the class with like 5 or 6 boys and sarah had nat's company x(( because they were in the same class!!yepps-and the very 1st friend i talk to was my class montior lol.so funny.
the teachers and prefects or students council just divided us in to our orientation group
i made lotsa friends in my og they were from all over the world lol.we played blow wind blow and the longest chain followed by watching the boys in my og play soccer with another og and playing captain'a ball x)) i love captain's ball!!but i felt so werid no cheers no enu in them just clapping all the time.-.- i think i will show my st marg's spirit!!cheering and shouting and screaming at the top of my voice.anyways.after captain's ball we had lunch like after 2 hours of recess.after lunch,a briefing on hiking tomorrow we are going to hike for 3 hours!!yepps-the food there is like so limited malay food and western and some dim sum and tibits full stop nothing else.anyways.after all the activities,here's comes my teo classmates who just like join the class so happie i have company kate from north korea and li ran from china!!okays-unlike st marg's my careteacher aka form teacher brought us to tour around the school is actually quite small which makes it easier for the students to move around yepps- and did some admin work photo-taking and my locker number!!went to the bookshop to get my pe attire for tomorrow's hike.head to rail mall with nat.sarah and my new friend karen to have lunch.miss sarah is little but she eats a lot!!during recess she ate and lunch time too.at rail mall she had nasi lemak with nat and she still says she wants to go to sixth ave to have ban mian.i was like sarah is a little gaint.yepps-after lunch i head home and just bang onto my bed and slept till my friend called me up and here am i bloggin tralallala x))

happie new year to all x))
school is like starting tomorrow
it's going to be totally a new environment for me
and i have totally no idea what to bring
i only have three books and three purple socks lol
but i know there is like a five day orientation there like be hiking to bukit timah reserve
and bbq at ecp and lotsa more xD
i am glad that i have company there nat and sarah but they are in a different class from me x((
maybe will ask them later what to bring lol okays-i will end here want to see what's there to eat in the kitchen i am starving didn't have breakfast xP
toodles enjoy yourselves in school

-it's in the rain by enya or kiss the rain by billie myers?
or isn't both??
it's in the rain-
everytime when it rains you just close your eyes and listen to the little drops of water or
will you open your eyes and look at the drops of water falling and listening to a song by enya-
what is that feeling like when you open or close your eyes?
lonely.sad.angry.not knowing what to do.just want to give up and leave the beautiful world?
when you close your eyes all you feel that it isn't just raindrops but tears with joy or without joy of your family and your friends falling all on you.
when you open eyes and look the raindrops you tell yourself can i just leave this world but you went like you can't because you feel that you are so fortunate to be here in the place where you are doing whatever things.just want to walk in the rain.
let's now go with erms kiss the rain-
would you kiss the rain when you need a shoulder to lean on or someone to talk to?
would you kiss the rain when the person has gone for a long long time?
would you kiss the rain when you feel lonely and thirsty?
would you kiss the rain and wait till dawn for the person's return?
going gaga/feeling empty/not knowing what to do/just want the person to be there for you always/ you just miss the person though it is just like moments ago but to you it felt like hours/days/weeks/years when you last met the person./you both are close but you feel that u are oceans apart from each other.

church chalet was superb!!!i had tons of fun there xD
i was boota crazy on the last night there like totally mavis said it's supposed to be oobta[OBAT]
it's actaully taboo lol-
i was powerppuff girl/spyda-man/the dino t-rex.yepps- so stuppeee and funnie and fun x)) lol
after the chalet 14 of us went to bugis to eat pasta yummy x))
stacy and i had to leave early because we needed to go back to school to collect our report book and my mama came to pick me up and drop me home.packed my room and slept for a while and went to ps to meet my cousin to pass him his christmas presents i got a little lamb so cute.i still had like 30 minutes before meeting amanda to return my camera back to me so i went to this fashion to try some clothes i like two tops there but i didn't bring enough cash so sad x(( i met amanda at lavender mrt and went to her house to let me see her new shoes/photos which she needed me to scan/her christmas presents and she gave me a new lip gloss i love it x)) after that we went to golden mile food centre to eat western food-yummy x)) later she accompant me to wait for my bus to come and so i am home now blogging lol i took like an hour to come home from her house took the bus super long.luckily i had my mp3 i have my mp3 back wheee so happie x))

merrie christmas to all x))
happie boxing day xD[ps not day to box people thank you]
i did many things this week
shopping at jurong point to orchard[super packed]
got myself two tops a red and a pink one
and more more christmas presents for my friends lol
on tuesday
went to to watch my school choir carolling at paragon x)) after the performace i had YOSHI with them and laughed like crazy till sze had her head knocked againist the wall ouch!!! yepps-
on wednesday
i went to enrol to my new school st francis methodist school and i thought i wouldn't get in because the entrance test was difficult yepps-after that hwa2 came to my house had lunch and head to ite dover for some briefing about traineeship and i met my friend at the park to get my presents seashells so cool love them to bits and pieces x))
i can't recall what i did on thurday lol-short term memory x)
okays-let's move on to friday
i went to the airport together with my brother and mum to pick my aunt who went on a holiday to hongkong yepps-we were there like an hour early so we went to fairprice to shop yepps-they have fairprice at the airport lol yepps-we just sit around and read magazines and talk-fianlly my aunt arrvied and we went home i got two tops from her i love them!!yepps-went to chans house and had tons of fun the food was great compliments to the chef[chan's mama] wheee- before i left with sze and jia we exchanged presents-i love the presents!!thank you!!
satruday i think i wa my most busy day!!
had to meet hwa2 at tanjong pagar to find her working place and give her christmas present.we headed down to town to have lunch at c-jade express a new resturant at wisma.get the chritmas presents that i needed to buy before we met flore to pass her her christmas present x)) flore wanted to get a blet so we went round looking for her belt yepps-it was time for me to go home to have maths tuition yepps-two hours later...i quickly got change and dressed up to go to church for candlelight service the message abt christmas was touching that i almost cried yepps-i love the songs the choir sang.after service i went round screaming and looking for people exchanging gift time lol yays!!i love all the presents all of them were so cute!! i think i love all of presents lol-yepps-after church my mum picked me up and drop me at a party and come back home around 12.45am yepps-the party was erms-totally-yars that's the word.lol.the present i got was a santa hat and a photo frame with photos from south africa it was beautiful x))
christmas day!!
i woke up late rush to shower and went for combined service at church the message at service also almost made me cried and the songs by the choir just rock-yepps-and had lunch there. so funny.stacy/steffi/me shared a plate of desserts together so funny and chat with the adults and ourselves-and got a present from aunt julia and family.later i went to watch narnia at great world the show was really good like realllly good x))yepps-took a bus to tanglin mall and walk all the way at isetan the one at lido to met my cousin i got a top as my christmas present from her and later walked my way to wisma to meet amanda to have dinner with her we had japanese food at taka i got eye shadow from her so cool and two bottle of aloe vera shower gel i just love it!!i just simply love all my christmas presents!!!lol yepps-anyways.i don't i will blog for the next three or five days will be going for my church YF chalet lol in like 1 hours time.going to have fun there.yays!!gotta to go pack my bag now. toodles-

joyytotheworld is just simply happy today x))
i got my results back here they are
4A1s/1A2 /1B3