May 28, 2006

whenever i am travelling or walking home alone
i always hope for a surprise
but it always turns out to be a disappointment

May 27, 2006

haha.i was suppose to do announcements today but nat told me that i did not need to when i reached the garden at M level.whee-so i stayed in the garden and have a short chat with nat and sarah.
the bell didn't ring today so nat reminded us about the time.
when i reached the hall karen was like why you suppose to be there up doing announcements?
i was like nat told me it's the admassdor week to do it.haha.confusion.in the end mr su did it as he had to annouce the timetable for today as it was going to be different because we were going to spend the whole time in school just collecting our papers .yepps.ohh.i was in only girl in the class when lining up.so sad x((
anyways.i did badly for this term.i failed a total of 3 subjects just for the paper itself.
phy/chinese/accounts.sighs.
CA marks are not included yet.i just hope that my CA marks will help me pull my marks up.
but this is so not going to happen in the Os.there's like no CA marks to help you pass.
seriously,i need to pull up my socks.
being depressed about my results i went shopping at bugis street with sarah.we were walking back and frouth between seiyu and bugis street because sarah could not decide what she wanted to buy.haha.at seiyu,i saw a pair of slippers,a bag and a belt.i so want them.haha.anyways.at bugis street we saw a pink bottle it's very nice and it was only a dollar.so cheap yeah? but we didn't buy it as there were nicer things to buy haha.in the end, she got a bag and four pairs of earrings and the same bracelet which i got on sunday.haha.as for me, i didn't get anything besides wet tissue from waston.i am seriously seriously broke.
last sunday,before i met the science girl of 4905 i went shopping there with my churchmate i got like 4 pairs of earrings,one bracelet and a bag too.haha.the day before,saturday i got a tee from gio and a pairs of sandals from charles and keith.sighs.SO SO SO BROKE!!!!!!!!!
ohh.i am in love with this song entitled -stay with me- by [still finding out who's the artist] but i felt sad listening while i was travelling back from from my paino lesson.yepps.i shall end here i have to go and have some sleep as i have flagday tomorrow xD

May 25, 2006

pictures


the science girls 4905 x)) five of us only where's the others and mr lee?

mr lee took this for us that's why he is not in the picture

this was taken on 21 may at suntec city after dining at carl's jr

i was late so i didn't eat much.haha.

that's nat and melissa standing xP

two amandas and me joyy sitting xD




taken on 22nd may at j8 after visitng thier chocolate stall and dining at pastamania.

by the way, that's haha(nadia),hwa hwa(sandi),hyhy(me)and where is hou hou??

I MISS U and your monkey face xD

haha.told you we all have grown up to a beautiful lady xD

goodness!! i didn't blog for one month and 10 days.haha.
i am still alive and still can kick asses.no worries my friends xD
you all must be wondering where have i been for 40 days yeahs?
well.since the day i fell about six to seven steps right in front of the whole which freak karen out
i felt that GOD was giving me a wake up call for the changes that i will undergo and the challenges that i have to get ready to conquer.
yepps.i was glad that GOD gave me that wake up call.
that's why i have been busy gearing up for the battle therefore i have not been blogging xD
wells.school alone has been really busy but i am glad that i still have time to meet up with my secondary schoolmates and attend church and still have FUN x))
i will upload the photos i took with my secondary schoolmates to let you see how pretty we all have grown.haha.xD
anyways.one to two weeks before the mid-year exams
the school had speech day and the musical.ahh!!my friends and i were so worried about for our academic work that we will not excel in them.yepps.i am just glad that exams are finally over!!i just finshed my last paper today.yays!!what a relief!but i am worried about the results i believe that i will fail my chinese and my accounts.yepps.chinese has always been a problem but for accounts i seriously have no interest in it.yepps.wish me good luck people.by the way,i will only get to know my results on friday as tomorrow is marking day for the teachers.yepps xD most of my classmates are returning to their countries as holidays are coming.so sad.as there are only 3 girls in class including me.one of them already return to vietiam and the other one is returning back to korea tomorrow.i will feel so lonely on friday.the only girl attending class with other 16 boys.ahh!!going to get bullied by them all.stupee boys.whack them all!!
as for now i just can't wait for the holidays whee!! i will be going to watch lotsa movies and shop till the wee hours.ohh.not only that i will go around singapore to try new food.haha.i just wonder how i am going to do it.i am SO SO SO broke !!yepps.anyways.during the holidays i might have to return back to school for some extra lessons.so sad.but i will get to travel to malaysia together with my schoolmates for a geography field trip xD whee.so exticted about it.haha.not only that i think i would be going to pubin to cycle.i have not been to pubin.haha.also i think i will go to escape theme park and wild wild wet to have fun with my friends.frankly speaking i have not been to escape or wild wild wet to play.it's just so unlike me.haha.whee.i have so much activities in june.yays!that's all for now and i will update again xD it will not be unblogged for as long as 40 days xD

April 15, 2006

morning..it's a good friday which is the anniversary of Jesus' death on the cross.
thank u Jesus
anyways.i woke up this morning with a song called 'i'm like a bird' by nelly furtado and i just felt that i need to blog the lyrics of the song and i have no idea why i felt that i need to.anyways here's the lyrics of the song

"I'm Like A Bird"
You're beautiful, that's for sure
You'll never ever fade
You're lovely but it's not for sure
That I won't ever change
And though my love is rare
Though my love is true
_____________________________
[Chorus]
I'm like a bird, I'll only fly away
I don't know where my soul is, I don't know where my home is
(and baby all I need for you to know is)
I'm like a bird, I'll only fly away
I don't know where my soul is , I don't know where my home is
All I need for you to know is
_____________________________________
Your faith in me brings me to tears
Even after all these years
And it pains me so much to tell
That you don't know me that well
And though my love is rare
Though my love is true
_______________________________________________________
[Chorus]
____________________
It's not that I wanna say goodbye
It's just that every time you try to tell me that you love me
Each and every single day I know
I'm going to have to eventually give you away
And though my love is rare
And though my love is true
Hey I'm just scared
That we may fall through
_______________________
[Chorus x 3]

April 11, 2006

i feel so terrible last week.
i think i am a very very*infinte sentimental and emotional person.
i take things very seriously mostly everything.
school last week was totally horrible.
almost had a breakdown..
i was glad that i talk it all out with a teacher in school.
but i still very terrible..i have no idea why..
i just feel that it would rain so that i can think about things going on around me..but it seems that it is not going to rain so i think i will go do swimming..haha..anyways.. i feel that
my home where i feel totally uncomfortable at times with my relatives around..and with all the gossiping around here and there..which is just so lallala..sighs..
my friends that i am glad to have..they are always around when i needed them but some of them are worrying me..trying to reach out and help them but feel really bad because i can't seem to be helping them but only giving them more worries..and i feel that i shouldn't be feeling so terrible because i have a friend who is going so much more than me who takes things in such a way that i cannot..i wonder why i cannot do it..i am so screwed..totally..
my academic work..i am like totally lost in some subject though i understand my accounts a little more better now but still lost..haha..i am still doing fine with the rest of the subject expect for CHINESE!!it's killing me..though i thought i have made just a tiny little improvement..
i seriously have to learn to take things in a way that is totally light..but i have been trying to do it about i think 2 years now..but everything is just not working out..sighs..all that i can keep myself going is this phrase in my mind..bitterness 1st then comes sweetness in life which comes later..

April 02, 2006

heyy..look behind there's a spider behind you..
okays..that's no longer funny..so cliche..anyways..
happie april fools!! xD
haha.okays.yesterday i was supposed to go for piano in the evening but i didn't the medication which i took after lunch made me feel really drowsy..yepps..all i did was eat.sleep.practice my piano and finally i watched the tv after a long long time..haha.
btw on thursday..my dad and i didn't go to the police post because i was already sleeping like a log and he tired to wake me up for like 15 minutes and i still was in my dreamland dreaming abt my chocolate fondue with strawberries and bananas..okay..i sound like a oink oink pig now..haha..
whee-i just changed my blogskin this morning..so happy with it though i feel that the song is a little chinese-y lol..i lovee my blog xD the falling stars..`*
okays..i think i will be able to return to school on monday if not i will not have any idea what to do on tuesday for the student council investiture..ohh..i am in the com..being the sec..i will write and type..paperwork..i lovee paper..so dots -.-''..yepps..okays..i shall end here..have to go now and do my art work.tata

March 31, 2006

lallala.whee.i went back to school yesterday for only two periods and i left school.the fever is killing me.its off and on..so irritating..i didn't attend school today again..i doubt i will attend school tomorrow also..yepps..i didn't attend school for almost the whole week now..miss so much in school..i think i am going to be so lost in most of my subjects..esp/chemistry.geo.accounts and maths..i miss my babies too..yesterday.i spent the whole afternoon sleeping and practicing the piano and trying to do my chemistry homework..it drove me nuts.. i spent the whole night writing testi for my friends..
anyways.today i went to consult the doctor in the morning and went back to sleep after a light lunch.yepps.i feel that i am turning into a pig..eating and sleeping all the time this week..just now my cousin called me and said that i sounded like a monster..so mean..yepps..later i am going to the police post with my father to make a report regarding my lost ic which i have been spending an entire week searching for it..sighs..i shall end here and have my dinner toodles..

March 29, 2006

i have been at home for two days now..didn't go to school...not because i did something wrong..it's because i am not feeling well.yepps.i think that i have been having too much fun and going out till the late hours like 12am every saturday till i am ill now..sighs..but i really enjoyed myself though i am kinda broke now..been buying lotsa stuff and munching all kind of delicious food..yepps..okays..back to monday..
i didn't inform any of my friends that i am not attending school so they called me early the morning at 7.55 and the phone keep ringing then..i wouldn't stand the vibration so i just threw my phone aside..and continue sleeping..when i woke up to consult the doctor..i noticed that i missed about 11 calls..and recieved about 3 messages..i didn't reply any of them as i was feeling weak..i went to consult the doctor by myself as my mother woud not find a parking lot..after consulting the doctor..i got some wrappers..haha..still can shop though i am not feeling well.while waiting for my mother outside starbucks coffee..i was feeling dizzy and losing my vision..it's like stepping into the world of darkness..at that point i was going to faint on the spot..but lucky my mother came at grab me and got me into the car and i fell aslept..i was blind for the few minutes till i got home..
after having bee hoon soup for lunch..my friends called me again but i left my phone on the dining table and boom onto my bed and slept..a few minutes later.. my friends called my house phone and i answered their call and ahma went like we miss u..i was like lol..and talked to claire and sarah abt something and tried drawing the green pepper and the bananas for my artwork till i am going bananas!!..lol..my brother was so sweet to buy me a waffle for tea-break-
for dinner..knowing that i was not feeling well..and there was like nothing that i really want to eat..everything on the dining table seemed so solid that i decided to eat instant noodles..yepps- i went to lallala land again..i feel like a pig..totally..just sleeping and eating all the time..going to get fat man..totally..just wonder what i am going to do for the whole afternoon today..sighs..

March 20, 2006

wells.it's been almost a month since i have blogged.. :)
last week was holidays..had lotsa fun..till i had a bad flu..lol..haven't recoverd fully yet..
but i really enjoy myself xP let me talk about my holidays!!
let's start with saturday..i went school to collect my progress report[the results aren't that bad 3As,3Bs and 2Cs-whee x))],ushered parents as it was like a parents day cum open house and played hockey with the teachers and friends..it was totally crazy and learnt that teachers are very scary to play sports with..lol.after that i went to have a light snack with my mum at the cafe near my school.followed by meeting up with my friends to catch a concert and a movie at city hall..neoprints and dinner at bugis..i got back home at around 12??it was kinda rushing and we were late for both the concert and movie..lol..
sunday i stayed home all day..just doing my ART colour wheel project..the peacock..which i took 12 hours doing it..lol.
from monday to wednesday..i went for a WORSHIP AND MUSIC CAMP [WAM] as i will be leading worship or more of playing the keyboard during chapel.. C:
it's fun and i have learnt many things that a keyboardist can do..so cool..but i skipped some of the lesson [naughty me]but i had good reasons..i had to go back to my old school to do some paperwork and i had an appointment at the hospitial..so glad i have my mum to dirve me up and down..after pratice on each day..i went out..on monday...i went to westmall to have dinner and did a little shopping..and went home for maths tuition..on tuesday...again i went to westmall to have dinner and shopped a little and went to my tutor's house to get some notes..as for wednesday i went to watch a korean movie and had dinner at cafe cartel at cine with my friend and took neoprints.sounds busy??.so little time so much to do...lol xD
on thursday..i went back to my old school get some paperwork done and head to sentosa to meet my friends..we were like totally gaga...mayb not that gaga..we were more like let's take pictures and pictures and pictures..and getting everyone in water and stuffed each other with food!!man..i so need to go on a diet..after a long day under that hot sun..we went to coffee bean to have my favourite..chocolate mudpie..man..it tasted so heaven..lol.after all the fun..it was not enough..i went on having fun at my other friend's place and have dinner and wanted to stay over but i had to go back to my old school the following day to get all the paperwork done..yepps-
the next day..of course i went back to school and spent some time with the choir..so glad that choir grew!!whee CHOIR rocks!!yepps.i came home and sleep as i have not been sleeping enough for the past 6 days..been having too much fun..but i didn't really have a good sleep..my friends were sms-ing me about homework and everything else..argggh..so i went for piano and meet my friend at kp to do our chinese homework..came home at 11 something..yepps-
on saturday..i went to the hospital for some talk abt carbo counting..later i went to jurong to meet my friends to watch nanny mcphee...it's a really simple and sweet story..after the movie..i headed to town to get my cousin's and friend's birthday present and some things for myself and my little brother..we shopped from ps all the way to lucky plaza..we had dinner at cine and collect my super super late birthday present from my cousin..but i love it..it's a doremon softtoy..whee x)) yepps-
sunday..my last day of the holidays..which i spend the whole day at home resting at i was not feeling well till i lost my voice..yepps.
today back to school..i see so much new faces..yepps..didn't see changes in school yet..x)) lol..enjoy school *winks

February 26, 2006

i wanna fly.
i wanna cry.

February 24, 2006

:)) i have been really crazy these days.
singing .l.o.v.e. by ashlee simpson or the stupee xi wateva song with the lallala and the cute cute voice.lol yepps.love my ah-ma who always sing with me.lol.
anyways.i have been feasting alot!!
after school on ...
monday- macs at kp
tuesday-two cheese roti prata at ah mei while waiting for karen/jog 2 km [finally i jog] with karen and strolled to holland village for dinner.the 'you tell' and the coffee bean 'chinese doughnut' was really yummy with soya bean drink ;)
wednesday-burger king at westmall a meal of double mushroom swiss followed by a cheesecake and a ice blended mocha to destress!!!
today??i came home straight from school.lol
i am like ice-cream-ing.yoghurt-ing for most of the time in school.and kaya toast from ah mei.yummy!!i am totally out of control!!yepps-shall stop here.have homework to do.

February 16, 2006

erms.it's been like 10 days since i have blog yepps
anyways.happie belated valentines!!
i had fun last night with my friends we were totally retarded and high.yepps.we went to bukit panjang plaza to have dinner at cafe cartel.we had a table filled with lotsa food.we were like feasting seriously.we had cheese and chicken pasta/garlic cheese bread/minestone soup/seafood platter/two beef sets/chicken cutlet/bread pudding with two scoops of ice-cream/one fruity ice-cream.the portion was big but we like finish it all up and it was only five of us.so erms.pig!!lolwe were laughing our heads off like really metal pple.haha.okays.i love valentine's this year.so insane but FUN.whee-i got lotsa chocolates and other gifts as well as blessing from my friends.love them lotsa and thank u.
school has been totally nuts!!tests after tests.this week from monday to friday are tests.so nuts!!
so stressing!!man.at times i just wanna to give up!!for ART i drew like over 50 papayas and still cmi.need to draw 20 more.mans.my teacher said that i dun have the 'feel' the papaya.i was like dots.as if i need to fall in love the papaya.mayb i have to need the 'feel' to do well in my ART.for combined hum i am like neutral for my phy and not chem so as accounts and chinese.so blur.for english and maths still can cope with it.sighs.have to get through these obstacles.must jia you!!yays!!same to the rest of my friends jia you!!GOGOGO!! x))

February 05, 2006

it's been hell for me at home so much going on
fun out in town shopping and everything
school is both fun and hell.
fun with my friends
hell in my studies grappling with my subjects and time management
man.this week is just so dots and more -.-''

February 02, 2006

it's my birthday whee
i feel so blessed to have my family and friends to enjoy this joyous day with me lol
to the hpps girl and boys
thank you for blessing hope to meet up with you guys soon!!
to my ex-st margaret's classmates
[meatball.victoria.a friend x)).rain.jolin.sl.nadia.nat and amanda]
thank u for wishing me a happie birthday through friendster/sms/my tagboard
and remembering it
so sorry if i had not forgotten who you were as i have just changed my phone.
i still remember you all and the fun that we had back in st margaret's
at st francis
to my netball team thank u for the present and the surprise.
thank u so much love you all to bits and pieces.
to the pple who had wished me and the orange-vanilla ice-cream lol
at home.
the hangbaos and the presents
the long hours in the kitchen preparing my favourite dishes.
thanks thankie thankie.
thank you to ALL once again x))
it's been an ENJOYABLE day but tiring
will blog on what presents i got next time whee-

January 29, 2006

yays!!!-it's chinese new year eve.HAPPIE CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL!!!hope you pple collect lotsa lotsa red packets.whee-enjoy the holidays!!
okays i think i will blog abt what i did the whole starting on tuesday lol
on tuesday was just a normal school and BACKSTREET BOYS concert!!
it rocks!!AJ is so so CUTE screams!!i went with flore and we got VIP seats it was like the 1st row like totally.there we met melissa and naomi and went crazy together.lol.
on wednesday was my 1st netball training.my friends and i gotta to work on our footwork and next wednesday we will be going to the old nie to play againist the boys.yepps-
thursday school ended at 6 because i had ART and english lesson was super funny with a three page long compo it was VERY entertaining!!and i had maths tuition whee-
friday erms-1st period was performing arts but the teacher in charge was busy so i had free period so i join karen and her classmates for pe we play netball the boys are super violent!!yepps now we know lol.2nd period was social studies.i love it whee-after recess was the little concert.they had games and performances that's all had lunch and had a short nap and maths tuition and aunt mary is back from dubai she got me two tops and a handbag very arabian.cool-ness.and for today i went to the salon to pick my granny up and to the supermarket to get some goceries that my aunt needed yepps- headed to bugis to meet amanda to pass her the bags and had lunch with her at pastamania and talking abt somethings and i was thinking about it travelling while listening to my music.yepps-.later i went to suntec to collect something for her and bought some art materials.i was 17 mintues or more late to meet my best friend at clementi because she wanted to pass me my birthday present so sweet of her.feel so bad for making her wait.i love the present lotsa muackies.butterfly whee :)) later i went back to bugis and pass amanda her things and here i am at home.lol.gotta to help prepare for dinner.will blog soon whee-

January 24, 2006

erms.okays-it's a monday crap day man
i have like actually lots of homework to do right now but i decided to blog to help me de-stress
i have ARTS to do and the deadline is on thursday.my chinese homework on newspaper cutting.my english homework planning and compre.yepps-cny is coming soon and my family is like yin,ah!! PACK YOUR ROOM SO MESSY!!!.dots dots dots and more.
anyways.today i went to school with my unfinished english and chinese homework.studied like 50% for my accounts test.i think i will just fail it.and trying to remember my chinese spelling yepps-
i just feel totally crap today like totally.
it's like i am in a world of my own today.thinking and thinking about myself and my academic work.i think for my 1st term progress report it will be like this or worse.
english -d7
maths- b3
chinese-d7
com sciences - c5 or c6
com hum- d7
art- b3
poa- d7
yepps-in primary school i was at the bottom all Cs and a D
at secondary i was really good my As and my B and my C
now i am back to the bottom-totally man.JUST SO CRAP!!!i need to pull myself together to reach to the top again
but i don't think i can make it.i just have this feeling that i will not make it.seriously.i just feel so CRAP today.SUPER CRAP.EXTREMELY CRAP.life is like a rollercoaster.down up down up.but don't you get dizzy?i am getting really dizzy of the rollercoaster ride.i just wonder how am i going to get through this two years.man-craps

January 18, 2006

it's week since i have blogged xD
i just went for a jog with pa.lol.you know who you are.thank you for your time and everything.love you lotsa lotsa.whee.okays.school had been really fun with my friends from og it's a pity that we are in different classes sob sobs but we always hang out together during our free periods and after school.we are so nuts.lol.the princess.the great.the cute.the senseless and i am erm joyytotheworld lol.i love school in some ways and don't in other ways.have like tons and tons of homework to do.busy busy.yepps-as for my cca i am joining netball or cf.yepps-meeting new friends everyday.yays!that's all i have to blog for now.have work to do :)

January 11, 2006

i have learnt so much things in two or three days-
knowing more about GOD.my churchmates.had so much fun during bible shared what we knew about one another and the funniest part is when we were thinking for our group's name mao mao.lol.the chronicles of mao mao.the king kong,the witch and the mao mao.so cute!lol.yepps-
we enjoyed singing and worshipping him at church and at aunt julia's house.aunt julia's small little devotions and some other's sharing taught that me that it's not the big big things GOD made it's the lil' tiny small that made us happy.a smile.a child's laughther or cry.a small lame joke and lil' actions :)is all was learnt on sunday i felt that it was a wonderful start of the year with my churchmates whee-
on monday it's was just going to school and sit around.we had fietsa.some small little funfair.i got for myself a doremon keychain which i can put neoprints.a set of japanese tea cups.had cookies.chocolate cake and bee hoon.there was performance too.some were cute and some were i dun know what's the word.lol.monday was a erm dots dots dot dot day.
tuesday today.
i woke up having to make breakfast with my brother for ourselves.
later in the afternoon.i learnt how to cut lime and chilli for my aunt to make chili sauce or whatever chilli.and cutting chiku for my aunt to make chiku chips for the chinese new year.
so fun lol.my brother is going camp tomorrow.i will miss him x((

January 09, 2006

erms.okays-didn't blog for 4 days i dun think i can like blog as much as last time
have to start studying!!yepps-okays let's start with thursday
yepps-i went to school for like only 3 to 4 hours just to sit there to listen to cca talks and the school policy and off we go.dots.this is orientation totally man.anyways.it was like onlt 12 something sarah and i decided to go to town to have lunch but we ended up going to nat's house.yepps-we went to some coffee shop near by her house to get lunch and walked to her house.sarah and i were like totally crazy at nat's house we mess up her room with clothes and softoys.we had music blasting and sarah's screaming!!man.nat was like can you guys stop it??later we tried on our new uniform.it's so jap yepps-nat took a picture of us.she can't upload yet because she can't find the computer cable for the cam.yepps-
friday was a hole-ie for me like totally man
b4 we went to east coast park my right sole of my sports shoes was falling off so one of the ogl james like pull it off for me yepps-so erms embrassing!!
i played captain's ball at ecp with some friends and new friends lol
later when three of us went cycling and karen was the only one roller blading nat,yvonne and rabia decided to just sit down somewhere to talk and relax.okays.after like 5 minutes of cycling i got a hole on my bag man!! so i decided to pass it to yvonne i hope i spell her name correctly x))
after cycling we went to macs to have lunch and talk talk talk then walked back to the meeting point and went back to school.talk to my friends for a while regarding the fiesta on monday and i went home check my mail for 10 minutes and bang to bed for 45 minutes and head for piano.after piano and eating a cup of yoghurt i showered and went to sleep it was only 7 something and i was already sleeping so not me.tralallala.
saturday.went to collect my scholarship wih tmy mother.took pictures with the prefects cum choir girls we rocks yeah!!pa came by.my mother was like come let's go and take a photo with the minister it's your last year taking the scholarship i went like okays fine.and pa took it for us.after that i went home got myself changed and headed to great world to get my sports shoes lol.new balance so comfortable x)) i love it love it love it lovelyy.lol okays.i had indian food with pa and family.it's was really spicy but good!!thank u!after that i went to funan to meet amanda and went to orchard to meet her boyfriend and chat.my mum and aunt came to fetch me and sent my aunt home and i went to sleep and now i am blogging lol.i am going to go to get ready to go to church now.toodles.