it's november!!EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER!!holidays are approaching.
whee.this is what i did after my last paper yesterday.
i had a class party as most of my classmates returning to their countries and moreover all of us will be in different class next year. so sad.
i will miss HA and kate and my mummy(irene). :'( yepps.anyways.we had pizza.gossiped.took photos.
after the party i went to raffles city to watch the singapore designer contest.sweet.was shocked to see my primary school teacher mr or being the champion of the contest.after that we went o miss clarity.i think i will be celebraitng my birthday next year ((: still a long way to go.christmas is here yet but it's coming.i have a list of things i want for myself for christmas.haha.
here's the only pretty picture @ the party ((:

stupid swe lwin with the V sign.that's kate.me.alice[miss ya]

anyways for today.sarah and i went out together.we started shopping at CHINATOWN.sarah is like i am going to dress like a ah lian.i was like okays.haha.see the pictures later.haha.
we went shopping at like 3 to 4 shopping centres.we didn't see anything pretty but only beads which are super cheap and cute ribbons.i think it's better than spotlight.haha.yepps.than we decided to talk some more and we reached people's park market.it's so tai tai la.we bought some chestnuts and agar-agar and decided to go to second and third level to explore.we saw many pretty clothes and dresses and they are really cheap.i love them i wanted to get this pretty dress but was low in cash then.yepps.i think i will go there again nearing chinese new year.haha.before we went there we went to have a simple light chinesey lunch at 3 westlake.pork and bun and homemade barley.it's not bad. ((:
after we headed to VIVOCITY.so fun ((:
the very 1st shop sarah and i went was CANDY EMPIRE.we got a small like tub of different jeallybean.so cute.
the 2nd place we went was the skypark .so cool.a whole level with shallow water where you get to soak your feet and enjoy the music and breeze.i love it.some children were even swimming.haha.from that level you also get to view sentosa.so damn cool.it's like another sentosa but it's on the roof top ((:
after that we went shopping there for some of our friends' birthday presents and see some accessories and dresses.sarah and i were like dragging each other here and there.so retarted.yepps.VIVO is BIG but i feel that it's not that much to shop mayb because not all the shops are opened yet.i just love the skypark.ohh yar.they also have a play court for children.it looked fun sarah and i wanted to play but we were wearing skirts so may we will go there some other time and jump all around.haha.
it was nearing dinner so we went to orchard for korean food and my all time favourite YAMI yoghurt and continue shopping.haha.so fun.whee.yepps.shall end here.i still have school tomorrow...getting back my exams paper.like *faints*it's like you have fun for a day and the next day you have school.like so sian.yepps.
here's the pictures of me and sarah shopping and going all retarted ((:

THIS IS WHAT SARAH AND JOYY DID AFTER A WEEK OF EXAMS
AND IT'S NOT OVER YET!!-sighs

i am falling in love this song.it makes me feel stronger ((:
haha.i know it is so dots.anyways.here are the lyrics
it's kelly clarkson since you 've been gone

Here's the thing we started off friends
It was cool but it was all pretend
Yeah yeah
Since you've been gone

You dedicated you took the time
Wasn't long till I called to mind
Yeah
Since you've been gone

And all you'd ever hear me say
Is how I pictured me with you
That's all you'd ever hear me say

But since you've been gone
I can breathe for the first time
Im so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you
Now I get
What I want
Since you've been gone

How can I put it? you put me on
I even fell for that stupid love song
Yeah yeah
Since you've been gone
How come I never hear you say
I just wanna be with you
I guess you never felt that way
But since you've been gone

I can breathe for the first time
Im so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you
Now I get
I get what I want
Since you've been gone

You had your chance you blew it
Out of sight, out of mindShut your mouth
I just can't take it
Again and again and again and again

Since you've been gone
I can breathe for the first time
Im so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you (thanks to you)
Now I getI get what I want
I can breathe for the first time
Im so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you (thanks to you)
Now I get (I get)
You should know (you should know)
That I get I get what I want
Since you've been gone
Since you've been gone
Since you've been gone

i know it's my examination period.i know i should be mugging right now because i have two papers tomolo chemistry and social studies and shouldn't be visitng people's blog and see how they are doing.
i am happy that my friends are enjoying life and having fun but i noticed that all of us are going through a crisis.i just feel that 17 is the age where your BIGGEST CHALLENGE starts in our teenage life.i don't know what you people think but i just feel that 17 is a point of time where you feel everything is so chaotic and you don't know how to handle and some of your friends of your age may think you just totally cracked under this sort of pressure? YOU MUST BE SO SOFT! you felt that your friend had just hurt your pride.
some friends who are of age older than you will say.you are just going through your growing stage.no worries.YOU WILL GET OVER IT!
you are feeling so lost.you need a compass to help you find your way but it's your decision to follow the compass.what's your decision?

it's been like months since i ate tapioca cake and soyabean with tang yuan.
so delicious ((: haha.have been eating YAMI YOGHURT for the past sundays.it's just to irresistible!!
anyways.i wrote my english and chinese paper one on friday.
i think i will just have a boardline fail or pass.yepps.
i still have many papers to go.like *faints faints*.yepps
to my friends @ school jia you! ((: we stil have a couple of paper to go.

just came back from school and ate some fruits and a few slices of ham as i wouldn't find any snacks and i was straving.yepps.
for the past two days,i have been online shopping.really stressed out due to the coming exams.anyways.i bought a choker,one sunglasses,a top,a photoframe,a bracelet and 10 earrings.yepps.TEN EARRINGS.poeple you must think that joyy was gone mad ((: heehee.i can't HAHAHA much now.HA, a vietamnese classmate of mine might feel offended so it's like i can only heehee or HOHOHO.yepps.
i really need to get a new cardholder for my ez-link card it's spolit but still usable.
i looked at the cardholder yesterday on the bus returning home from school and i thought of a friend who's a simple and straightforward person though at times she's way to naggy.anyways,both of us had different expections of each other and sometimes i really do wonder how do i communicate with her.i mean we girls can talked about so many things in our daily lives but at times we would need to think before we speak if not we will hurt one's feelings.yepps.so at one point,i just wouldn't tolrate with her so i just unleashed a sentence on her back to a friend.after that i felt so guilty but it has happened what can i do?now,we are no longer friends but i am glad that i have known her if not i will not learn so much gym skills and other things.i believe i will miss her mother's chinese new year cookies.
i also have three other friends which i have lost and from each of them i learnt something which now i shown interest in and keep me going and let me try their family's home-cooked food which is totally delicious ((:
one of them is in primary school and the other two are my bestest buds in secondary school.friends just come and go.that's what i feel but at times of course you will miss thier company.
my primary schoolmate love reading and she comes from a very interesting family.she's very FUN and creative and also love to makes cards or bookmarks for others.i learnt my creativity from her and i missing making gifts with her and her family's pepper fries.it's the best pepper fries i had ever had ((:
my other two friends.one loves to chat on the phone 24/7,really FUN to go out with,keeps me company in the hospital when i was unwell till 10 and her father sells the best fish noodles with milk which i like.so yummy. the thing i learnt from her was how to socialize with people.talking non-stop.but i have a limit if not i will be so irritating or a parrot ((: anyways, we are always having convo with the other friend who inspires to be a lawyer and always writing or copying sentences that keeps her going and looking on the bright side of life and she's always my listening ear.during deepavali, she will inivited our classmate to her house and we will be feasting and wacthed some scary movie and i will be screaming most of the time.[my friends please don't ask me to watch scary movies i will scream but not in cinemas.it's like so irritating to scream.instead of screaming,i will be hitting people or covering my eyes with the jacket or bag ((:]either her father or her sister i can't remember cooks really good deep-fired chicken which you will craved for more.from her i learntabout famous people's saying and the bio-graphy of the people[HISTORY!] which keep me going ((:
i just want to say a simple THANK YOU TO YOU ALL FOR LEAVING AN IMPACT IN MY LIFE ((:

erms.what can i say?
another like 6 days to exams.HAHA.
i doubt i will excel.yepps.
anyways.i just changed my blogskin.simple and pretty ((:
whee.erms.just felt that whenever i have my blogskin changed.
i believe that i have moved on to another stage of my life and all ready to face the challenges ahead of me.
it feels good.NA-NA-NA-NA-NA.OHH YEAH!!
this phrase is actually comes from a very old song.
i think it was during my parent's time. no idea who sang it.
it's quite catchy.i'm going all RETRO ((: with the music and the accessories and clothing i am buying.
anyways.wish me the best of luck in my coming exams.toodles.

exams are coming in 15 days time`
sarah and i were mugging yesterday at kap from 5 to 9.
yepps.we didn't have any lessons till 2 in school as we have this japanese exchange programme thing.
the japanese students thought us how to do origami and i was to bad and it.i felt that i was really violent.i was trying to make a crane but i can't and some other things like samurai helmet and ninja weapons.for your information,the group which i was interacting with were three boys and all of them learnt origami since 5 or 7 years old.man.i was like WOW.now i know how violent and impaitent i am.yepps.we exchanged gifts i gave each of them the same thing a pair of chopsticks and a cute pen ((: i got a mickey mouse keychain.a towel.so japanese headband for some kendo sports and a japanese tea cup.love them all.
after interacting lesson,we ahead to lot 1 for lunch on the way there i learnt some japanese words.
at lot 1 i went to have lunch with sunny and his group three girls.the boys all ate hokkien noodles while sunny was eating some malay noodles.as for me and the girls we had YAMI YOGHURT and dim sum and bubble tea which the japanese called it tapioca.i shared one cup with like 6 girls whom other 3 i dun know but it's out of courtesy.yepps.we only spent like 30 minutes there and that's it and we aheaded back to school to say sayonara.so sad.anyways, i had to make a speech i was like erming all the time as my teacher told me like 5 minutes before.so lallala.yepps.i did have fun.like whee lalala ((:
here's the pictures

okays.it's about more than a week since i have blogged-
so much happened.so so much.
yepps.don't feel like blogging about it
anyways,i am going to just blog a picture of a gift which a super duper cute couple bought for me ((: so sweet of them >< and again blog some lyrics of a song ((: joyy is becoming a slacker.haha.

spongebob balloon with a sunflower.
____________________________________________
catch me when i fall by ashlee simspson

Is anybody out there
Does anybody see
That when the lights are off something's killing me

I know it seems like people care
Cause they're always around me
But when the day is done and everybody runs

Who will be the one to save me from myself
Who will be the one who's there
And not ashamed to see me crawl
Who's gonna catch me when I fall

When the show is over
And it's empty everywhere
It's hard to face going back alone
So I walk around the city
Anything, anything to clear my head
I've got nowhere to go nowhere but home

Who will be the one to save me from myself
Who will be the one who's there
And not ashamed to see me crawl
Who's gonna catch me when I fall

It may seem I have everything
But everything means nothing
When the ride that you been on
That you're coming off
Leaves you feeling lost

Is anybody out there
Does anyobdy see
That sometimes loneliness is a part of me

it's already september, 2 more months before the big holidays but before that there's FINAL YEAR EXAMS that equals to a year to the MAJOR EXAMS.yepps.i wonder where i will be going then.yepps.anyways,i have been on the computer almost of the time.not doing any of my research for my projects which is due on the 1st week of term 4.yepps.but have been looking for a repice to bake carrot cake with yoghurt icing and hazelnuts.can't find any yet.today i will not blog much as i have not been feeling well since last thursday and i am too lazy to type.i will blog a song today ((:
goodbye by Spicegirls

No no no no, no no no no, no no no no,

Listen little child, there will come a day
When you will be able, able to say
Never mind the pain, or the aggravation
You know there's a better way, for you and me to be

Look for the rainbow in every storm
Fly like an angel, heaven sent to me

Goodbye my friend (I know you're gone, you said you're gone,but I can still feel you here)
It's not the end (gotta keep it strong before the painturns into fear)

So glad we made it, time will never change it - no no no

No no no no

Just a little girl, big imagination
Never letting no-one take it away
Went into the world (into the world), what a revelation
She found there's a better way for you and me to be

Look for the rainbow in every storm
Find out for certain, love's gonna be there for you
You'll always be someone's baby

Goodbye my friend (I know you're gone, you said you're gone,but I can still feel you here)
It's not the end (gotta keep it strong before the painturns into fear)

So glad we made it, time will never change it
No no no no (No no no no)
You know it's time to say goodbye(No no no no)

(bridge)

The times when we would play about
The way we used to scream and shout
We never dreamt you'd go your own sweet way

Look for the rainbow in every storm
Find out for certain love's gonna be there for you
You'll always be someone's baby

Goodbye my friend (I know your gone, you said you're gone,but I can still feel you here)
It's not the end (you gotta keep it strong before thepain turns into fear)

So glad we made it time will never never ever change it

(No no no no)
you know it's time to say goodbye
(No no no no)
and don't forget you can rely

(No no no no)
you know it's time to say goodbye
(No no no no)
and don't forget on me you can rely

(No no no no)
I will help, help you on your way

No no no no
I will be with you every day (x3)

man.you can't believe what i had ate today...
for breakfast 2 slices of bread with jam/yoghurt with nata de coco/2 little pork bun/a cup of fresh fruit juice
yepps.that is considered alot for breakfast.
for breaktime in school.i had 2 slices of bread with cheese and i have no idea how many gallons of water i drank till it was lunch.i thought it was still okay.
for lunch.i had noodles with vegetables.a whole slice of tofu and a sunshine egg.guess what? i was still not full...i bought two slices of banana cake and a yakult.yepps.
i think about 2 hours later during my free period before art..i ate chocolate biscuit sticks and a few strips of cuttlefish.
when i got back home.i ate about 4 chocolate nougats,followed by dinner.
and an hour later..i ransacked the kitchen to find something that i would like to eat..but i didn't find anything..
after ransacking the kitchen for few minutes in the kitchen...i had a sudden craving for carrot cake with hazelnuts from cedele.i was thinking to go all the way to jelita to get it.serisouly i wouldn't mind.i have not had that for like 4 months now!!!i was complaining to ann that i want to eat it so badly.knowing it was a nono for me to go out..i decided to call my mum to get it for me as she was still at work but she will be only back at 10 or 11..so in the end feeling really hungry i just resorted to oreo cookies and a glass of milk which i am eating now.haha.yepps.
my appetite today is SERIOUSLY BIG...yepps.i wonder am i going to eat again later?
anyways.here's the pictures at the prom..didn't take much as i was busy handling things ((:

wells.one more week of school and it is holidays!!only for a week :(( after a week i have to get ready for final year exams.sighs.like *faints faints*yepps.
anyways.my week started off quite bad.1stly i totally forgot that it's councillor's week to do assembly duty.on monday,i did it because it's a monday!! and usually people have monday blues and you don't like if you have someone calling you at around 7.30 to7.45 to tell you that you have assembly duty to do.yepps.once i reached school without my coouncillor's badge..i misplaced it again.i seriously have no idea where it is.i think i will ransacked my room during the holidays to find it.anyways.i took nat's since she's the only one having it and guess what? i lost hers.GOSH!! i lost a total of two councillor's badges..i think ms siti and mr edmund is going to kill me.yepps.joyy is so so DEAD!!
yepps.today was karen's turn...guess what...i didn't inform her yesterday.i totally slipped off my mind till this morning when i was having my breakfast.it just shot my mind that's i forget to imform karen.i am so forgetful or my brain is not functioning well.yepps.anyways.i called sarah,my wonderful wonderful friend that it's her turn to do duty.she was like JOYY!! and her RARR.anyways.she didn't want to do it so wan ling did it.sorry sarah and wan ling but thank you for being understanding that joyy is becoming a little SLOW.haha.
anyways.school ended early today because i finished doing my maths work so i left for home.
once i reached home i crushed onto the bed and slept for a little while before heading to the shower.
i wished i could sleep a little longer.i felt really exhausted.but i had to wake up and meet rain for our very 1st kick-boxing excerise at west coast cc.it was really enjoyable!!i believe after all the 8 sessions.i am ready to kick some ass!! my dear friends, please watch out.haha.
after an hour of workout, we headed to ginza for dinner.it was a great way of spending my evening ((:
i have to go do some of my homeowrk now.till later xD

well.finally prom night is over.two months of planning.
it broke friendship and cause misunderstandings but we all definitely learnt something from it or know our weakness and mistakes.yeps.i am just glad that it is over.but the ending to prom was saddening.it was suppose to be partying all night long but the sound system went down and ruin our mood and everybody just started taking pictures or leaving the place.yepp.didn't expect this to happen.but we all did have our fun ((: i will blog the photos which i took some other day.yepps.
sighs.i am home alone may not i have pebble.((: anyways.my family just woke me up and tell me that all of them are going out.i am still tired and sleepy.i only like reach home at2 to shower and lalala and went to bed at around somewhere close to three.yepps.but i am glad they bought me lunch.if not i will be straving.haha.
later i am be going out with sandi for some body jam lesson for now i am just going to listen to music and wait for her to come to my house to pass me a sack of postcards.she said that there is a lot.will count them and let you all know later.haha.yepps.anyways.on wednesday i met my classmate from st marg's to attend her boyfriend's graduation at the home team academy and here are the photos we took ((:

today's my brother's birthday.celebrated it last week on national day yepps.
anyways.happie birthday ming!!

haha.okays.i am going to blog what happened on sunday.
at 3 in the morning i text sandi telling her that i cannot meet her as i was seriously not feeling fwell
yepps.later at 8 or 9 sandi called me and i told her i will meet her at 11 instead of 1030 as we planned as i was feeling better.yepps.
we headed down to marina square to catch a movie "my super ex-girlfriend" both funny and sad.but i thought the fighting part between the two g-gilrs was kinda cliche the fight ended on a runway.yepps.
anyways.before the movie we walked around to see if there was anything that we can go crazy after but we found none so we just went to some cafe to have some light snack and snapped a few pictures again.blog them later.whee.we just love taking pictures ((:
we headed for the movie.ohh.before entering the threate we bought like a huge cup of drink.a box of popcorn and a ben and jerry's ice-cream stick.man it was super filling.i was like i don't want the ice-cream anymore.i ate 3/4 of it and threw it away.yepps.i know i wasted food.
yepps.after the movie.i felt worse i was like can we quickly head to town to get my things and headed to my house where sandi and play with my computer while i sleep.i felt i was such a wet blanket.it was suppoes to be a super fun dayout with her travelling around and shopping.but we ended up at my house.haha.yepps.at my house sandi was like watching youtube most of the time and listening or downloading music.yepps.i was just lying on my bed in lalala land due to the medication i had.
when i woke up,it was time for dinner, we had some chinese dish and dessert and went back to my room to continue watching youtube and watched some videos which took back in st margs.man.i missed those times and my friends.yepps.after that it was like almost 10,quite late as she has work the very next day while i had school yepps.so i passed her a little present which i owe her from malaysia trip in june.haha.it's been two months.yepps.
yepps.anyways.on monday i didn't attend school as i was feeling really terrible.
today.i went back to school there were so much things to do esp for council like *faints*faints*
yepps.feeling stressed,sarah and i went nuts just now please do go and read her blog we were like having a stupid short convo in her blog.yepps.before that,we went scootering round and took my pup pebble for a stroll which woke i think about 1/4 of the neigbours because we shouting for pebble which was darking at some neighbour's dog.yepps.anyways.it's getting late and i am feeling tired.i am going to sleep now.nights ((:

before that here are the pictures of me and sandi ((:

i can't take it anymore/i have to blog about it if not i will just get worst.
after keeping it in my heart for a month and more.
trying not to cry and being joyful in front of everyone.
today.i just let it out by crying after my aunt and brother's birthday celebration.
till now i am still crying while everyone is downstairs enjoying themselves.
i wonder when can i just let go.it's so difficult so...(can't think of the word)..
i wish that i can be like the kite which is being snapped so that i can fly freely and have no worries.
anyways.to all singaporeans.happie national days cheers.we are 41 ((:

well wells.today i went out with my two classmates, kate and alice to orchard to catch 'CLICK' at cine.
before the movie we went for a little shopping and took neoprints..will post it later ((:
after a short walk around cine we decided to dine @ galilee and friends t and play some games and of course gossip.haha.
after dining we went to the korean supermart to buy some snacks to smuggle it to the cinema.alice and kate kept on asking kate which snacks are yummy.i bought a bar of chocolate which tasted something like chruchie and a box of peppero..it is some kind of chocolate pocky with almond nuts.kate bought some korean rice crackers for us to try and alice bought more chocolate haha.
the movie was both sad and funny.we cried we laughed.yepps.
after the movie,alice headed for home as she has curfew.kate met liz to go to kbox at tanjong pagar((:
as for me, i decided to just go shopping alone at taka as i was feeling kinda down.
i went to kino to get some books,a book for my art research about an artist named vincent van gouh,a girly book called 'the wonder spot' and a book that brings back memories 'baby blues-ten years and still in diapers' yepps.after staying in kino for an hour, i went to royal sporting house to get a tee for kick boxing exercise which is starting in two weeks time.i can't wait.rain will be going with me too.whee.
giordano was the next shop i went to get a black pair of shorts. ((:
yepps.now i am going to listento music and do some accounts on how much i have spent today xD nights

this week.i have been travelling alone alot.
but i am glad that i have a thing called mp3 if not i will just die from boredom.
i have been listening to a song non-stop it is by britney.
it brings back both wonderful and heartbreaking memories.
here's the title of the song and lyrics.it's pretty long ((:

Autumn Goodbye
by Britney Spears

chorus
I never promised you a happy ending
You never said you wouldn't make me cry
but summer love will keep us warm long after
our autumn goodbye, autumn goodbye
autumn goodbye

Thinkin' of you and the love of our lives
in the sweet summertime
so sad but true (so true, so true)
we must leave it behind
in our hearts, in our minds

From April through September
bittersweet was the love that we share
don't forget
I remember

[repeat chorus twice]

Memories can fade
but my heart has a place for the smile on your face
and maybe someday
we can be more than friends
love will find us again

Red leaves and blue tomorrows
Time will give back the love that we shared
on the time that we borrowed

[repeat repeat twice]

From April through September
bittersweet was the love that we share
don't forget
I remember baby

[repeat chorus twice]

We'll leave behind the summertime
our hearts, our minds
they will remind
we won't forget
the day we met
the day we cried
Autumn Goodbye

I never promised you a happy ending
You never said you wouldn't make me cry
but summer love will keep us warm long after
our autumn goodbye, autumn goodbye
autumn goodbye

STUPID STAIRS!!i am telling you i hate all the stairs in school.seriously!!
3 months ago i rolled down the stairs in front of the whole school and landed on the floor and went to the hospital.what an embrassing moment.some of my friends came all the way to the hospital to visit me.
after that i went home.later at home, another group of my friends came and visit me at my house and they celebrated my fall by feasting.
what nice friends i have.haha.nah.i was feasting with them.they were trying to cheer me up.((:
i love them all :D
anyways.on friday.i fall down again just after one step.so crap.
i was like hopping all around mayb more of limping in school and on my way home and to piano lesson.
so crap.i will just stay at the study block and not go anywhere.
i am just going to survive with biscuits.cup noodles.sanwhiches. during my breaktime in school.

.memories` on st marg's 164th speech day
210706 ((:


taken at st marg's
love all of them and miss the fun times we had..


taken at home ((:

-pictures of sandi and me compiled together xD

whee.okays.yesterday.i spend like NINE hours in town with sandi ((:
we went crazy for rubbish bin because sandi was down with a bad flu so we had to keep an lookout for rubbish bin all the time to throw her tissue paper away.yepps.we even took pictures with different rubbish bin.will blog the pictures later xD
anyways.sandi and i went to cine to get our tickets to the movie -pirates of the caribbean 2.dead man's chest-
for lunch i sugguested that we go to BK to have lunch as i wanted my spongebob toy but i just had BK on thursday with sarah and bought two of the spongebob toys and i gave one away to my maid because my mother was like you can open a toy musuem you have so much toys to display.i went like okays.so i gave it away.yepps.
anyways.sandi and i went to cafe cartel to have our lunch.i wanted to have the brownie with ice-cream but i was too full after eating the main course.will go back there next time to try xD
after lunch we headed to heeren as sandi wanted to buy some hairclips but we found none there but i bought myself and her a wallet.i bought her the one sarah bought for me and another type of wallet in my favourite colour coffee brown.whee.we went to far east to shop and i bought like 2 pairs of earrings there and a hippo paper weight.we also went to taka where i bought one more pair of earrings and a pair of pink coloured scholl slippers.whee.after that we went to paragon to get bread from breadtalk to smuggle it back to cine for our movie...the movie was like darn good.
after the movie sandi and i went to paragon and have a light meal at coffee club..sandi and i actually wanted to eat chocolate fondue but i thought that it would be really dry so i ordered a ice passion tea and a carrot cake for myself and sandi just wanted her iced berry tea.ohh.before the movie started we went to get drinks.sandi got a bottle of cranberry juice and i got a bottle of carrot jucie.so retarted.like seriously.having more berries and carrots.we are NUTS.anyways.the carrot cake there was average.i LOVE THE ONE FROM i can't remeber the cakeshop name but i think i will ONLY LOVE THE CARROT CAKE THERE.haha.yepps.we took pictures there and at almost everywhere at paragon.haha.will blog it.yepps.it was a retarted day with sandi.haha.
yepps.i think i will stop here and blog the photos later as i have to rushed to go out to get my glasses done xD

erms.i am suppose to be in church worshipping now but i overslept again.i think this is the fourth or fifth time already.i really feel bad not going to church.i have been attending morning service since january.i have been only attending youth service.yepps.
anyways.my little brother woke me up screaming at me with SPONGEBOB pictures right in front of my face.
i was like AHHH!!WHERE CAN I GET IT?i grabbed the piece of paper from him and saw all types of SPONGEBOB with different attire.so cute.there's always a little kid in everyone.haha.yepps.anyways.i really like it.but the thing is that i have to like purchase a BK meal with $1.85 then i only can get the SPONGEBOB toy or have a kiddo's meal and get the toy free.man.i think i will just get fat.there are like a dozen of the SPONGEBOB toys *faints* but i think i will just collect 7 to 8 of them.erms.that's still a lot.joyy is going to real FAT.
i think if my friends or family wants to wake me up i think you have to get some cartoon pictures and scream at me then i will only wake up that high.haha.yepps.anyways.
here is the pictures of the SPONGEBOB.
SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS.SPONGEBOB SQAUREPANTS.whee.

wells.i just woke up and i felt like blogging.i believe i will go back to my bed once i am done blogging.haha.
okays.i haven't blog for a week.been really busy with school.
getting more homework and duties.yepps.stressing.
my teachers said that i looked very pale..like really really pale..everytime i step into their room they will go like joyy are you okay..you don't look very good..come on give me a smile..i have really wonderful teachers but i am really okay but i just don't want to smile.that's all.and i don't know why i don't smile.yepps.
yesterday after piano lesson, i took a different route home.on the bus i just kept starting at people and listening to my mp3.just in case i meet the guy in the van showing me his dance moves again.EEee!!goosebumps.yuck yuck.yepps.
anyways.last night i went to town to catch a movie with rain and had dinner.
guess what was dinner?pastamania.man.i think i am turning to a pasta freak or am i already one?
yepps.rain was still working so i had to go and get tickets.i walk from cine to ps then to the new cathy to get tickets with the stupid shoes that give me like four blisters!!everywhere was like crowded and tickets were selling fast.so crap.yepps.after getting tickets i went to meet rain at ps to have dinner and exchanged our footwear as my shoes was killing me.thank you for exchaning rain and sorry to cause you to have blisters.after dining,we walked to cathy to watch the movie.whee-
it was like already like 1.20am after the moive.rain had to go home to get some rest as she was to go to work today so we didn't really talk much but it was good to see her again xD yepps.i took a cab home since there was no longer a public transport and i got home at like 2am.yepps.
okays.i am getting sleepy already.i am going back to lallala land.till later.

i just want to blog a word and i know it's stupid.

but yepp

the word is... ...

'teardrops.

wells.it is like 2355 and i am not on my bed yet.

yepps.i can't sleep i have no idea why.yepps.

but all i know is that this term is going to be really hactic.

yepps.this term is also going to be a new start for me.

for the last one week i have been thinking about so many things.

so many so many things in life.about my family and my friends around me.

but mostly i thought about myself .

i just feel that i am so fragile so so fragile so so so fragile like glass.

i don't know how to express myself that well.

but i just feel very uneasy...

okays.i have to go get some sleep now

all the best to my JC friends for your coming exams xD

wells.today i accompany out karen to shop.but not to town.
it's a saturday.it will be super crowded.moreover it is the GSS.so yepps
firstly we went to raffles city to have lunch and coffee.
we had chicken rice!i think we miss sarah the great chicken.that's why.haha.
next we headed to funan as karen needed to get some ink cartidges.
we walked all the way to bbc to look for her organisers and see some arty things.
there i bought a notebook 'fever in chinese' quite pretty love the flowers prints on the notebook >.<>.<
we took a bus down to queenway shopping centre as karen needed to get her trainers.
before that we had a light snack.karen and her TUTUKUEH and joyy and her MAZHI.followed by going around and looked at things.we saw some pretty rings and earrings and we bought them xD.i saw this bag which i thought was really cute and was telling her to buy it.haha.i can't buy anymore bags.my mothere will just kill me.moreover.my little brother gave me two bags this week.so erms.i think i have more than enough bags already.i think i have about 25 or more bags now.man.haha.no more bag shopping this year.
whee.okays.karen FINALLY got her trainers.i am so glad that karen got her wallet and trainers after months (:
then we headed to anchorpoint for dinner.we had KFC.chicken again.i think we seriously miss sarah.haha.
yepps.after that we went to the shop where we wanted to buy our ripples slippers from to look at the bags and clothes.we just love that shop.yepps.after we went to do some grocery shopping as school is starting soon and we got a number of snacks just in case we felt hungry at anytime in school and we even got nail polish.i think it can help us destress.haha.totally.karen and i also got oursleves ankle socks.so pretty and cute xD yepps.
that's all for now.i have to go and do some work.school starting soon like really soon.like in a day's time.man.back to study and getting all busy again.
anyways.my fellow friends enjoy yourself.

erms.as i was going back home from piano today on the bus.
i was so bored just staring at the people on the bus and listening to my mp3.
i decided to look out of the window.
and i saw this van driver having his mp3 with him and dancing.
i was like thinking that he has a radio and a cd player.why does he need a mp3??
i was like he prefers the songs he had downloaded to the music on the radio.
the thing was that while i was thinking about that.he started smiling at me and doing his dance moves.
it gave me creeps.EEee!!goosebumps.yucks.
i was glad that i was dropping at the next stop if not i would just change the seat on the bus but the bus was crowded.lucky me.i SEE NO EVIL.haha.

(: i just changed my blogskin

• no more girl blowing her bubbles of fears away.
• no more walking alone in the rain.
• no more emo emo.
• just whee-ing and lallala-ing
• and SMILE :)

haha.okays.i have turned myself into a CHOCOHOLIC.
i am a CHOCOHOLIC!!
i love chocolates!!been eating lotsa of them.haha.
and i have bought a number things in the colour.CHOCOLATE.
i think i am getting seriously getting tarted.totally.haha.
okays.i have been on the computer since 7 something to make changes in my blog and doing other stuff
i think it's time for me to have a break for my eyes.l8r xD

the perfect photo of

.me and sandi.

that's hoops and yoyo xD

cute cute

yesterday i spent about ELEVEN to TWELVE HOURS in town with sandi!!
retarted??i don't think so haha.i spend so much time in town to just to cheer myself up.
didn't want to go home and face the computer or anything.
didn't want to keep thinking about some stupid things.
basically.i didn't want to go home and sit in my room.listening to songs and start thinking about things or recall some memories that sadden me .yepps.
anyways. i was supposed to meet sandi at like 11 but i got up late so she went to get tickets for a the movie R.V.[Runaway Vaction] while i hurried to get to town.i reached there at like 1130.not that bad.haha.sandi was just walking around cine till i called her.we headed to pastamania for lunch.both of us had the same dish.country baked pasta.yummy.haha.during lunch i was like can we catch another movie in the night.sandi was so on about it so we went to level five and see what movie should we watch.we had two movie in mind.SHE"S THE MAN and ALMOST LOVE.we couldn't make up our minds so we just sat at the chairs in front of the screen and started flipping a coin o decided what movie we should watch.it did not work.so we just sat there and watch thriller after thriller.we sat there almost for like 20 mins or more i went like okay.we will go and ask the ticket booth people what we should watch.the lady at the ticket booth went like SHE'S THE MAN.haha.we were like okays and we got the tickets.
after getting the tickets.we walked all the way to far east to get my brooche and a paper weight and a bar of candy for my little brother and sandi got some accessories.i chose most of them for her.all so pretty and cute.haha.it was time to get back to cine for our movie.
after the movie we went to ps shopping.i bought 3 ribbon belts.haha.
both sandi and i purchased this little cute friendship toy of ours named "hooops and yoyo" with a purchase of a hallmark card if not our little toy will cost up to thrice the amount we paid.haha.that's one good thing about going shopping now.the GSS.haha.it was time for dinner we went back to cine for dinner at gaiblee and friends.we each have a dish of ours and a big plate of finger food.i was stuffing myself with the finger food and the italian soda i had.goodness. was really bloated so we walked to taka and do some window shopping and went to cold storage to introduce food to sandi.haha.instead of doing that.i was like doremon-ing the whole time at cold storage because they had doremon food so cute!haha.we got our drinks there and headed back to cine for some shopping there and our movie .in the movie threate we had to keep shifting seats!!so irritating.there were some printing error.so sandi shift from c8/9 to c14/15 and lastly to the front seats.so crap.never going to watch movie at cine at night so irritating.but the movie was SO HILARIOUS.haha.
it was getting late so we headed for home.what a great and fun time in town xD.
yepps.anyways.i took my own sweet time home.just need some time and space to think about things and the best thing was that i didn't have my mp3 with me.there's no where to find comfort beside myself.yepps.
anyways.when i got home my family ordered macs to watch soccer and some drama.my brother know that i was sad so he ordered a chicken fansatic to cheer me up.thank you.i can't believe this i am actaully crying while blogging.yepps.i will blog soon with the photos i took with sandi and the little toy we bought xD.

i have been back from malaysia for three days now.
for the past three days i have been busy.
on sunday.i woke up in the early afternoon and went over to karen's place to jog in the evening and had dinner
on monday.i met up with some of my primary schoolmates for lunch and had maths tuition.
today.i completed my maths holiday homework and head to town to shop and catch a movie
wells.the trip to malaysia was average.yepps.i felt that it was not that benefital.yepps.
i had so much fun during the trips.had catfights on the long bus rides with sarah.
the longest bus ride i had ever sat.FOUR HOURS!!man.
when night falls pillow fight starts and screamings..WORLD CUP..haha.
there were not really much things to shop for..i only got myself a brown tee and some other random things.
bought some things for my friends back here.
many things happened CRAZY THINGS but i am too lazy to blog them.haha.
yepps.will blog soon i am very tired xD

haha.today i was suppose to attend some maths lesson in school today but sarah and i were like so sleepy that we decided not to attend.yepps.i went to school twice this week actually four times!!
monday.i had to return back to school to check my mye chinese paper.after the paper sarah nat and i headed to cold storeage gourmet at sixth ave to have our lunch.the food there were simply deilcious..the yoghurt ice cream too..yummy..i am craving for some now.lol.anyways.while eating we saw our old chinese teacher and we had a short conversation with her.yesterday as i was leaving far east with claire i met her again.haha.does it mean anything??
yesterday,i went back to school THIRCE!!yes.i went back to school THIRCE.so retarded.
first it was for maths lesson at 8 for about an hour or more with sarah
after that we went to kap to study with janice xD while studying we were talking about what should we do during this holidays.haha.we were supposed to study or actually get our holiday homework done.haha.i am glad that i finish one piece for maths but i still have tons of chinese to do and others.arghh.
later i went back to school again to meet my friends and teacher to go to hwachong for some ART exposure.
after that i went back to school again because i was so forgetful that i have to meet my cousin at 1730 at cityhall to pass him some maths book which i left it in sarah's locker in the morning.so crappy.
but i was glad that i had company.claire accompany me back to school to get my stuff and we headed to town to get her hot pink tie and some other things.yepps.it was getting a little late so she went home and i head to bugis to get some more things for myself and home for prawn noodles.whee.haha.yepps.
erms.anyways.i am leaving tomorrow to malaysia for my school geography trip and i blog abt it when i get back xD don't miss me.haha.

don't know why

four fridays travelling home from piano alone whether rain or shine.
i have been listening to don't know why by norah jones.
i just don't know why i didn't come/call and so on.
anyways.here's the lyrics of the song.

I waited 'til I saw the sun
I don't know why I didn't come
I left you by the house of fun
I don't know why I didn't come
I don't know why I didn't come

When I saw the break of day
I wished that I could fly away
Instead of kneeling in the sand
Catching teardrops in my hand

My heart is drenched in wine
But you'll be on my mind
Forever

Out across the endless sea
I would die in ecstasy
But I'll be a bag of bones
Driving down the road alone

My heart is drenched in wine
But you'll be on my mind
Forever

Something has to make you run
I don't know why I didn't come
I feel as empty as a drum
I don't know why I didn't come
I don't know why I didn't come

whenever i am travelling or walking home alone

i always hope for a surprise

but it always turns out to be a disappointment

haha.i was suppose to do announcements today but nat told me that i did not need to when i reached the garden at M level.whee-so i stayed in the garden and have a short chat with nat and sarah.

the bell didn't ring today so nat reminded us about the time.

when i reached the hall karen was like why you suppose to be there up doing announcements?

i was like nat told me it's the admassdor week to do it.haha.confusion.in the end mr su did it as he had to annouce the timetable for today as it was going to be different because we were going to spend the whole time in school just collecting our papers .yepps.ohh.i was in only girl in the class when lining up.so sad x((

anyways.i did badly for this term.i failed a total of 3 subjects just for the paper itself.

phy/chinese/accounts.sighs.

CA marks are not included yet.i just hope that my CA marks will help me pull my marks up.

but this is so not going to happen in the Os.there's like no CA marks to help you pass.

seriously,i need to pull up my socks.

being depressed about my results i went shopping at bugis street with sarah.we were walking back and frouth between seiyu and bugis street because sarah could not decide what she wanted to buy.haha.at seiyu,i saw a pair of slippers,a bag and a belt.i so want them.haha.anyways.at bugis street we saw a pink bottle it's very nice and it was only a dollar.so cheap yeah? but we didn't buy it as there were nicer things to buy haha.in the end, she got a bag and four pairs of earrings and the same bracelet which i got on sunday.haha.as for me, i didn't get anything besides wet tissue from waston.i am seriously seriously broke.

last sunday,before i met the science girl of 4905 i went shopping there with my churchmate i got like 4 pairs of earrings,one bracelet and a bag too.haha.the day before,saturday i got a tee from gio and a pairs of sandals from charles and keith.sighs.SO SO SO BROKE!!!!!!!!!

ohh.i am in love with this song entitled -stay with me- by [still finding out who's the artist] but i felt sad listening while i was travelling back from from my paino lesson.yepps.i shall end here i have to go and have some sleep as i have flagday tomorrow xD

pictures

the science girls 4905 x)) five of us only where's the others and mr lee?

mr lee took this for us that's why he is not in the picture

this was taken on 21 may at suntec city after dining at carl's jr

i was late so i didn't eat much.haha.

that's nat and melissa standing xP

two amandas and me joyy sitting xD

taken on 22nd may at j8 after visitng thier chocolate stall and dining at pastamania.

by the way, that's haha(nadia),hwa hwa(sandi),hyhy(me)and where is hou hou??

I MISS U and your monkey face xD

haha.told you we all have grown up to a beautiful lady xD

goodness!! i didn't blog for one month and 10 days.haha.
i am still alive and still can kick asses.no worries my friends xD
you all must be wondering where have i been for 40 days yeahs?
well.since the day i fell about six to seven steps right in front of the whole which freak karen out
i felt that GOD was giving me a wake up call for the changes that i will undergo and the challenges that i have to get ready to conquer.
yepps.i was glad that GOD gave me that wake up call.
that's why i have been busy gearing up for the battle therefore i have not been blogging xD
wells.school alone has been really busy but i am glad that i still have time to meet up with my secondary schoolmates and attend church and still have FUN x))
i will upload the photos i took with my secondary schoolmates to let you see how pretty we all have grown.haha.xD
anyways.one to two weeks before the mid-year exams
the school had speech day and the musical.ahh!!my friends and i were so worried about for our academic work that we will not excel in them.yepps.i am just glad that exams are finally over!!i just finshed my last paper today.yays!!what a relief!but i am worried about the results i believe that i will fail my chinese and my accounts.yepps.chinese has always been a problem but for accounts i seriously have no interest in it.yepps.wish me good luck people.by the way,i will only get to know my results on friday as tomorrow is marking day for the teachers.yepps xD most of my classmates are returning to their countries as holidays are coming.so sad.as there are only 3 girls in class including me.one of them already return to vietiam and the other one is returning back to korea tomorrow.i will feel so lonely on friday.the only girl attending class with other 16 boys.ahh!!going to get bullied by them all.stupee boys.whack them all!!
as for now i just can't wait for the holidays whee!! i will be going to watch lotsa movies and shop till the wee hours.ohh.not only that i will go around singapore to try new food.haha.i just wonder how i am going to do it.i am SO SO SO broke !!yepps.anyways.during the holidays i might have to return back to school for some extra lessons.so sad.but i will get to travel to malaysia together with my schoolmates for a geography field trip xD whee.so exticted about it.haha.not only that i think i would be going to pubin to cycle.i have not been to pubin.haha.also i think i will go to escape theme park and wild wild wet to have fun with my friends.frankly speaking i have not been to escape or wild wild wet to play.it's just so unlike me.haha.whee.i have so much activities in june.yays!that's all for now and i will update again xD it will not be unblogged for as long as 40 days xD

morning..it's a good friday which is the anniversary of Jesus' death on the cross.
thank u Jesus
anyways.i woke up this morning with a song called 'i'm like a bird' by nelly furtado and i just felt that i need to blog the lyrics of the song and i have no idea why i felt that i need to.anyways here's the lyrics of the song

"I'm Like A Bird"

You're beautiful, that's for sure

You'll never ever fade

You're lovely but it's not for sure

That I won't ever change

And though my love is rare

Though my love is true

_____________________________

[Chorus]

I'm like a bird, I'll only fly away

I don't know where my soul is, I don't know where my home is

(and baby all I need for you to know is)

I'm like a bird, I'll only fly away

I don't know where my soul is , I don't know where my home is

All I need for you to know is

_____________________________________

Your faith in me brings me to tears

Even after all these years

And it pains me so much to tell

That you don't know me that well

And though my love is rare

Though my love is true

_______________________________________________________

[Chorus]

____________________

It's not that I wanna say goodbye

It's just that every time you try to tell me that you love me

Each and every single day I know

I'm going to have to eventually give you away

And though my love is rare

And though my love is true

Hey I'm just scared

That we may fall through

_______________________

[Chorus x 3]

i feel so terrible last week.
i think i am a very very*infinte sentimental and emotional person.
i take things very seriously mostly everything.
school last week was totally horrible.
almost had a breakdown..
i was glad that i talk it all out with a teacher in school.
but i still very terrible..i have no idea why..
i just feel that it would rain so that i can think about things going on around me..but it seems that it is not going to rain so i think i will go do swimming..haha..anyways.. i feel that
my home where i feel totally uncomfortable at times with my relatives around..and with all the gossiping around here and there..which is just so lallala..sighs..
my friends that i am glad to have..they are always around when i needed them but some of them are worrying me..trying to reach out and help them but feel really bad because i can't seem to be helping them but only giving them more worries..and i feel that i shouldn't be feeling so terrible because i have a friend who is going so much more than me who takes things in such a way that i cannot..i wonder why i cannot do it..i am so screwed..totally..
my academic work..i am like totally lost in some subject though i understand my accounts a little more better now but still lost..haha..i am still doing fine with the rest of the subject expect for CHINESE!!it's killing me..though i thought i have made just a tiny little improvement..
i seriously have to learn to take things in a way that is totally light..but i have been trying to do it about i think 2 years now..but everything is just not working out..sighs..all that i can keep myself going is this phrase in my mind..bitterness 1st then comes sweetness in life which comes later..

heyy..look behind there's a spider behind you..
okays..that's no longer funny..so cliche..anyways..
happie april fools!! xD
haha.okays.yesterday i was supposed to go for piano in the evening but i didn't the medication which i took after lunch made me feel really drowsy..yepps..all i did was eat.sleep.practice my piano and finally i watched the tv after a long long time..haha.
btw on thursday..my dad and i didn't go to the police post because i was already sleeping like a log and he tired to wake me up for like 15 minutes and i still was in my dreamland dreaming abt my chocolate fondue with strawberries and bananas..okay..i sound like a oink oink pig now..haha..
whee-i just changed my blogskin this morning..so happy with it though i feel that the song is a little chinese-y lol..i lovee my blog xD the falling stars..`*
okays..i think i will be able to return to school on monday if not i will not have any idea what to do on tuesday for the student council investiture..ohh..i am in the com..being the sec..i will write and type..paperwork..i lovee paper..so dots -.-''..yepps..okays..i shall end here..have to go now and do my art work.tata

lallala.whee.i went back to school yesterday for only two periods and i left school.the fever is killing me.its off and on..so irritating..i didn't attend school today again..i doubt i will attend school tomorrow also..yepps..i didn't attend school for almost the whole week now..miss so much in school..i think i am going to be so lost in most of my subjects..esp/chemistry.geo.accounts and maths..i miss my babies too..yesterday.i spent the whole afternoon sleeping and practicing the piano and trying to do my chemistry homework..it drove me nuts.. i spent the whole night writing testi for my friends..
anyways.today i went to consult the doctor in the morning and went back to sleep after a light lunch.yepps.i feel that i am turning into a pig..eating and sleeping all the time this week..just now my cousin called me and said that i sounded like a monster..so mean..yepps..later i am going to the police post with my father to make a report regarding my lost ic which i have been spending an entire week searching for it..sighs..i shall end here and have my dinner toodles..

i have been at home for two days now..didn't go to school...not because i did something wrong..it's because i am not feeling well.yepps.i think that i have been having too much fun and going out till the late hours like 12am every saturday till i am ill now..sighs..but i really enjoyed myself though i am kinda broke now..been buying lotsa stuff and munching all kind of delicious food..yepps..okays..back to monday..
i didn't inform any of my friends that i am not attending school so they called me early the morning at 7.55 and the phone keep ringing then..i wouldn't stand the vibration so i just threw my phone aside..and continue sleeping..when i woke up to consult the doctor..i noticed that i missed about 11 calls..and recieved about 3 messages..i didn't reply any of them as i was feeling weak..i went to consult the doctor by myself as my mother woud not find a parking lot..after consulting the doctor..i got some wrappers..haha..still can shop though i am not feeling well.while waiting for my mother outside starbucks coffee..i was feeling dizzy and losing my vision..it's like stepping into the world of darkness..at that point i was going to faint on the spot..but lucky my mother came at grab me and got me into the car and i fell aslept..i was blind for the few minutes till i got home..
after having bee hoon soup for lunch..my friends called me again but i left my phone on the dining table and boom onto my bed and slept..a few minutes later.. my friends called my house phone and i answered their call and ahma went like we miss u..i was like lol..and talked to claire and sarah abt something and tried drawing the green pepper and the bananas for my artwork till i am going bananas!!..lol..my brother was so sweet to buy me a waffle for tea-break-
for dinner..knowing that i was not feeling well..and there was like nothing that i really want to eat..everything on the dining table seemed so solid that i decided to eat instant noodles..yepps- i went to lallala land again..i feel like a pig..totally..just sleeping and eating all the time..going to get fat man..totally..just wonder what i am going to do for the whole afternoon today..sighs..

wells.it's been almost a month since i have blogged.. :)
last week was holidays..had lotsa fun..till i had a bad flu..lol..haven't recoverd fully yet..
but i really enjoy myself xP let me talk about my holidays!!
let's start with saturday..i went school to collect my progress report[the results aren't that bad 3As,3Bs and 2Cs-whee x))],ushered parents as it was like a parents day cum open house and played hockey with the teachers and friends..it was totally crazy and learnt that teachers are very scary to play sports with..lol.after that i went to have a light snack with my mum at the cafe near my school.followed by meeting up with my friends to catch a concert and a movie at city hall..neoprints and dinner at bugis..i got back home at around 12??it was kinda rushing and we were late for both the concert and movie..lol..
sunday i stayed home all day..just doing my ART colour wheel project..the peacock..which i took 12 hours doing it..lol.
from monday to wednesday..i went for a WORSHIP AND MUSIC CAMP [WAM] as i will be leading worship or more of playing the keyboard during chapel.. C:
it's fun and i have learnt many things that a keyboardist can do..so cool..but i skipped some of the lesson [naughty me]but i had good reasons..i had to go back to my old school to do some paperwork and i had an appointment at the hospitial..so glad i have my mum to dirve me up and down..after pratice on each day..i went out..on monday...i went to westmall to have dinner and did a little shopping..and went home for maths tuition..on tuesday...again i went to westmall to have dinner and shopped a little and went to my tutor's house to get some notes..as for wednesday i went to watch a korean movie and had dinner at cafe cartel at cine with my friend and took neoprints.sounds busy??.so little time so much to do...lol xD
on thursday..i went back to my old school get some paperwork done and head to sentosa to meet my friends..we were like totally gaga...mayb not that gaga..we were more like let's take pictures and pictures and pictures..and getting everyone in water and stuffed each other with food!!man..i so need to go on a diet..after a long day under that hot sun..we went to coffee bean to have my favourite..chocolate mudpie..man..it tasted so heaven..lol.after all the fun..it was not enough..i went on having fun at my other friend's place and have dinner and wanted to stay over but i had to go back to my old school the following day to get all the paperwork done..yepps-
the next day..of course i went back to school and spent some time with the choir..so glad that choir grew!!whee CHOIR rocks!!yepps.i came home and sleep as i have not been sleeping enough for the past 6 days..been having too much fun..but i didn't really have a good sleep..my friends were sms-ing me about homework and everything else..argggh..so i went for piano and meet my friend at kp to do our chinese homework..came home at 11 something..yepps-
on saturday..i went to the hospital for some talk abt carbo counting..later i went to jurong to meet my friends to watch nanny mcphee...it's a really simple and sweet story..after the movie..i headed to town to get my cousin's and friend's birthday present and some things for myself and my little brother..we shopped from ps all the way to lucky plaza..we had dinner at cine and collect my super super late birthday present from my cousin..but i love it..it's a doremon softtoy..whee x)) yepps-
sunday..my last day of the holidays..which i spend the whole day at home resting at i was not feeling well till i lost my voice..yepps.
today back to school..i see so much new faces..yepps..didn't see changes in school yet..x)) lol..enjoy school *winks

i wanna fly.
i wanna cry.

:)) i have been really crazy these days.
singing .l.o.v.e. by ashlee simpson or the stupee xi wateva song with the lallala and the cute cute voice.lol yepps.love my ah-ma who always sing with me.lol.
anyways.i have been feasting alot!!
after school on ...
monday- macs at kp
tuesday-two cheese roti prata at ah mei while waiting for karen/jog 2 km [finally i jog] with karen and strolled to holland village for dinner.the 'you tell' and the coffee bean 'chinese doughnut' was really yummy with soya bean drink ;)
wednesday-burger king at westmall a meal of double mushroom swiss followed by a cheesecake and a ice blended mocha to destress!!!
today??i came home straight from school.lol
i am like ice-cream-ing.yoghurt-ing for most of the time in school.and kaya toast from ah mei.yummy!!i am totally out of control!!yepps-shall stop here.have homework to do.

erms.it's been like 10 days since i have blog yepps
anyways.happie belated valentines!!
i had fun last night with my friends we were totally retarded and high.yepps.we went to bukit panjang plaza to have dinner at cafe cartel.we had a table filled with lotsa food.we were like feasting seriously.we had cheese and chicken pasta/garlic cheese bread/minestone soup/seafood platter/two beef sets/chicken cutlet/bread pudding with two scoops of ice-cream/one fruity ice-cream.the portion was big but we like finish it all up and it was only five of us.so erms.pig!!lolwe were laughing our heads off like really metal pple.haha.okays.i love valentine's this year.so insane but FUN.whee-i got lotsa chocolates and other gifts as well as blessing from my friends.love them lotsa and thank u.
school has been totally nuts!!tests after tests.this week from monday to friday are tests.so nuts!!
so stressing!!man.at times i just wanna to give up!!for ART i drew like over 50 papayas and still cmi.need to draw 20 more.mans.my teacher said that i dun have the 'feel' the papaya.i was like dots.as if i need to fall in love the papaya.mayb i have to need the 'feel' to do well in my ART.for combined hum i am like neutral for my phy and not chem so as accounts and chinese.so blur.for english and maths still can cope with it.sighs.have to get through these obstacles.must jia you!!yays!!same to the rest of my friends jia you!!GOGOGO!! x))

it's been hell for me at home so much going on
fun out in town shopping and everything
school is both fun and hell.
fun with my friends
hell in my studies grappling with my subjects and time management
man.this week is just so dots and more -.-''

it's my birthday whee
i feel so blessed to have my family and friends to enjoy this joyous day with me lol
to the hpps girl and boys
thank you for blessing hope to meet up with you guys soon!!
to my ex-st margaret's classmates
[meatball.victoria.a friend x)).rain.jolin.sl.nadia.nat and amanda]
thank u for wishing me a happie birthday through friendster/sms/my tagboard
and remembering it
so sorry if i had not forgotten who you were as i have just changed my phone.
i still remember you all and the fun that we had back in st margaret's
at st francis
to my netball team thank u for the present and the surprise.
thank u so much love you all to bits and pieces.
to the pple who had wished me and the orange-vanilla ice-cream lol
at home.
the hangbaos and the presents
the long hours in the kitchen preparing my favourite dishes.
thanks thankie thankie.
thank you to ALL once again x))
it's been an ENJOYABLE day but tiring
will blog on what presents i got next time whee-

yays!!!-it's chinese new year eve.HAPPIE CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL!!!hope you pple collect lotsa lotsa red packets.whee-enjoy the holidays!!
okays i think i will blog abt what i did the whole starting on tuesday lol
on tuesday was just a normal school and BACKSTREET BOYS concert!!
it rocks!!AJ is so so CUTE screams!!i went with flore and we got VIP seats it was like the 1st row like totally.there we met melissa and naomi and went crazy together.lol.
on wednesday was my 1st netball training.my friends and i gotta to work on our footwork and next wednesday we will be going to the old nie to play againist the boys.yepps-
thursday school ended at 6 because i had ART and english lesson was super funny with a three page long compo it was VERY entertaining!!and i had maths tuition whee-
friday erms-1st period was performing arts but the teacher in charge was busy so i had free period so i join karen and her classmates for pe we play netball the boys are super violent!!yepps now we know lol.2nd period was social studies.i love it whee-after recess was the little concert.they had games and performances that's all had lunch and had a short nap and maths tuition and aunt mary is back from dubai she got me two tops and a handbag very arabian.cool-ness.and for today i went to the salon to pick my granny up and to the supermarket to get some goceries that my aunt needed yepps- headed to bugis to meet amanda to pass her the bags and had lunch with her at pastamania and talking abt somethings and i was thinking about it travelling while listening to my music.yepps-.later i went to suntec to collect something for her and bought some art materials.i was 17 mintues or more late to meet my best friend at clementi because she wanted to pass me my birthday present so sweet of her.feel so bad for making her wait.i love the present lotsa muackies.butterfly whee :)) later i went back to bugis and pass amanda her things and here i am at home.lol.gotta to help prepare for dinner.will blog soon whee-

erms.okays-it's a monday crap day man
i have like actually lots of homework to do right now but i decided to blog to help me de-stress
i have ARTS to do and the deadline is on thursday.my chinese homework on newspaper cutting.my english homework planning and compre.yepps-cny is coming soon and my family is like yin,ah!! PACK YOUR ROOM SO MESSY!!!.dots dots dots and more.
anyways.today i went to school with my unfinished english and chinese homework.studied like 50% for my accounts test.i think i will just fail it.and trying to remember my chinese spelling yepps-
i just feel totally crap today like totally.
it's like i am in a world of my own today.thinking and thinking about myself and my academic work.i think for my 1st term progress report it will be like this or worse.
english -d7
maths- b3
chinese-d7
com sciences - c5 or c6
com hum- d7
art- b3
poa- d7
yepps-in primary school i was at the bottom all Cs and a D
at secondary i was really good my As and my B and my C
now i am back to the bottom-totally man.JUST SO CRAP!!!i need to pull myself together to reach to the top again
but i don't think i can make it.i just have this feeling that i will not make it.seriously.i just feel so CRAP today.SUPER CRAP.EXTREMELY CRAP.life is like a rollercoaster.down up down up.but don't you get dizzy?i am getting really dizzy of the rollercoaster ride.i just wonder how am i going to get through this two years.man-craps

it's week since i have blogged xD
i just went for a jog with pa.lol.you know who you are.thank you for your time and everything.love you lotsa lotsa.whee.okays.school had been really fun with my friends from og it's a pity that we are in different classes sob sobs but we always hang out together during our free periods and after school.we are so nuts.lol.the princess.the great.the cute.the senseless and i am erm joyytotheworld lol.i love school in some ways and don't in other ways.have like tons and tons of homework to do.busy busy.yepps-as for my cca i am joining netball or cf.yepps-meeting new friends everyday.yays!that's all i have to blog for now.have work to do :)

i have learnt so much things in two or three days-
knowing more about GOD.my churchmates.had so much fun during bible shared what we knew about one another and the funniest part is when we were thinking for our group's name mao mao.lol.the chronicles of mao mao.the king kong,the witch and the mao mao.so cute!lol.yepps-
we enjoyed singing and worshipping him at church and at aunt julia's house.aunt julia's small little devotions and some other's sharing taught that me that it's not the big big things GOD made it's the lil' tiny small that made us happy.a smile.a child's laughther or cry.a small lame joke and lil' actions :)is all was learnt on sunday i felt that it was a wonderful start of the year with my churchmates whee-
on monday it's was just going to school and sit around.we had fietsa.some small little funfair.i got for myself a doremon keychain which i can put neoprints.a set of japanese tea cups.had cookies.chocolate cake and bee hoon.there was performance too.some were cute and some were i dun know what's the word.lol.monday was a erm dots dots dot dot day.
tuesday today.
i woke up having to make breakfast with my brother for ourselves.
later in the afternoon.i learnt how to cut lime and chilli for my aunt to make chili sauce or whatever chilli.and cutting chiku for my aunt to make chiku chips for the chinese new year.
so fun lol.my brother is going camp tomorrow.i will miss him x((

erms.okays-didn't blog for 4 days i dun think i can like blog as much as last time
have to start studying!!yepps-okays let's start with thursday
yepps-i went to school for like only 3 to 4 hours just to sit there to listen to cca talks and the school policy and off we go.dots.this is orientation totally man.anyways.it was like onlt 12 something sarah and i decided to go to town to have lunch but we ended up going to nat's house.yepps-we went to some coffee shop near by her house to get lunch and walked to her house.sarah and i were like totally crazy at nat's house we mess up her room with clothes and softoys.we had music blasting and sarah's screaming!!man.nat was like can you guys stop it??later we tried on our new uniform.it's so jap yepps-nat took a picture of us.she can't upload yet because she can't find the computer cable for the cam.yepps-
friday was a hole-ie for me like totally man
b4 we went to east coast park my right sole of my sports shoes was falling off so one of the ogl james like pull it off for me yepps-so erms embrassing!!
i played captain's ball at ecp with some friends and new friends lol
later when three of us went cycling and karen was the only one roller blading nat,yvonne and rabia decided to just sit down somewhere to talk and relax.okays.after like 5 minutes of cycling i got a hole on my bag man!! so i decided to pass it to yvonne i hope i spell her name correctly x))
after cycling we went to macs to have lunch and talk talk talk then walked back to the meeting point and went back to school.talk to my friends for a while regarding the fiesta on monday and i went home check my mail for 10 minutes and bang to bed for 45 minutes and head for piano.after piano and eating a cup of yoghurt i showered and went to sleep it was only 7 something and i was already sleeping so not me.tralallala.
saturday.went to collect my scholarship wih tmy mother.took pictures with the prefects cum choir girls we rocks yeah!!pa came by.my mother was like come let's go and take a photo with the minister it's your last year taking the scholarship i went like okays fine.and pa took it for us.after that i went home got myself changed and headed to great world to get my sports shoes lol.new balance so comfortable x)) i love it love it love it lovelyy.lol okays.i had indian food with pa and family.it's was really spicy but good!!thank u!after that i went to funan to meet amanda and went to orchard to meet her boyfriend and chat.my mum and aunt came to fetch me and sent my aunt home and i went to sleep and now i am blogging lol.i am going to go to get ready to go to church now.toodles.

smiles :)
just change the template x))
i am like super tired after 3 hours of hiking
i will blog again soon want to go and sleep now
enjoy school-

erms-it was the 1st day of school for me at sfms
we had assembly and i was like the ONLY girl there in the class with like 5 or 6 boys and sarah had nat's company x(( because they were in the same class!!yepps-and the very 1st friend i talk to was my class montior lol.so funny.
the teachers and prefects or students council just divided us in to our orientation group
i made lotsa friends in my og they were from all over the world lol.we played blow wind blow and the longest chain followed by watching the boys in my og play soccer with another og and playing captain'a ball x)) i love captain's ball!!but i felt so werid no cheers no enu in them just clapping all the time.-.- i think i will show my st marg's spirit!!cheering and shouting and screaming at the top of my voice.anyways.after captain's ball we had lunch like after 2 hours of recess.after lunch,a briefing on hiking tomorrow we are going to hike for 3 hours!!yepps-the food there is like so limited malay food and western and some dim sum and tibits full stop nothing else.anyways.after all the activities,here's comes my teo classmates who just like join the class so happie i have company kate from north korea and li ran from china!!okays-unlike st marg's my careteacher aka form teacher brought us to tour around the school is actually quite small which makes it easier for the students to move around yepps- and did some admin work photo-taking and my locker number!!went to the bookshop to get my pe attire for tomorrow's hike.head to rail mall with nat.sarah and my new friend karen to have lunch.miss sarah is little but she eats a lot!!during recess she ate and lunch time too.at rail mall she had nasi lemak with nat and she still says she wants to go to sixth ave to have ban mian.i was like sarah is a little gaint.yepps-after lunch i head home and just bang onto my bed and slept till my friend called me up and here am i bloggin tralallala x))

happie new year to all x))
school is like starting tomorrow
it's going to be totally a new environment for me
and i have totally no idea what to bring
i only have three books and three purple socks lol
but i know there is like a five day orientation there like be hiking to bukit timah reserve
and bbq at ecp and lotsa more xD
i am glad that i have company there nat and sarah but they are in a different class from me x((
maybe will ask them later what to bring lol okays-i will end here want to see what's there to eat in the kitchen i am starving didn't have breakfast xP
toodles enjoy yourselves in school

-it's in the rain by enya or kiss the rain by billie myers?
or isn't both??
it's in the rain-
everytime when it rains you just close your eyes and listen to the little drops of water or
will you open your eyes and look at the drops of water falling and listening to a song by enya-
what is that feeling like when you open or close your eyes?
lonely.sad.angry.not knowing what to do.just want to give up and leave the beautiful world?
when you close your eyes all you feel that it isn't just raindrops but tears with joy or without joy of your family and your friends falling all on you.
when you open eyes and look the raindrops you tell yourself can i just leave this world but you went like you can't because you feel that you are so fortunate to be here in the place where you are doing whatever things.just want to walk in the rain.
let's now go with erms kiss the rain-
would you kiss the rain when you need a shoulder to lean on or someone to talk to?
would you kiss the rain when the person has gone for a long long time?
would you kiss the rain when you feel lonely and thirsty?
would you kiss the rain and wait till dawn for the person's return?
going gaga/feeling empty/not knowing what to do/just want the person to be there for you always/ you just miss the person though it is just like moments ago but to you it felt like hours/days/weeks/years when you last met the person./you both are close but you feel that u are oceans apart from each other.

church chalet was superb!!!i had tons of fun there xD
i was boota crazy on the last night there like totally mavis said it's supposed to be oobta[OBAT]
it's actaully taboo lol-
i was powerppuff girl/spyda-man/the dino t-rex.yepps- so stuppeee and funnie and fun x)) lol
after the chalet 14 of us went to bugis to eat pasta yummy x))
stacy and i had to leave early because we needed to go back to school to collect our report book and my mama came to pick me up and drop me home.packed my room and slept for a while and went to ps to meet my cousin to pass him his christmas presents i got a little lamb so cute.i still had like 30 minutes before meeting amanda to return my camera back to me so i went to this fashion to try some clothes i like two tops there but i didn't bring enough cash so sad x(( i met amanda at lavender mrt and went to her house to let me see her new shoes/photos which she needed me to scan/her christmas presents and she gave me a new lip gloss i love it x)) after that we went to golden mile food centre to eat western food-yummy x)) later she accompant me to wait for my bus to come and so i am home now blogging lol i took like an hour to come home from her house took the bus super long.luckily i had my mp3 i have my mp3 back wheee so happie x))

merrie christmas to all x))
happie boxing day xD[ps not day to box people thank you]
i did many things this week
shopping at jurong point to orchard[super packed]
got myself two tops a red and a pink one
and more more christmas presents for my friends lol
on tuesday
went to to watch my school choir carolling at paragon x)) after the performace i had YOSHI with them and laughed like crazy till sze had her head knocked againist the wall ouch!!! yepps-
on wednesday
i went to enrol to my new school st francis methodist school and i thought i wouldn't get in because the entrance test was difficult yepps-after that hwa2 came to my house had lunch and head to ite dover for some briefing about traineeship and i met my friend at the park to get my presents seashells so cool love them to bits and pieces x))
i can't recall what i did on thurday lol-short term memory x)
okays-let's move on to friday
i went to the airport together with my brother and mum to pick my aunt who went on a holiday to hongkong yepps-we were there like an hour early so we went to fairprice to shop yepps-they have fairprice at the airport lol yepps-we just sit around and read magazines and talk-fianlly my aunt arrvied and we went home i got two tops from her i love them!!yepps-went to chans house and had tons of fun the food was great compliments to the chef[chan's mama] wheee- before i left with sze and jia we exchanged presents-i love the presents!!thank you!!
satruday i think i wa my most busy day!!
had to meet hwa2 at tanjong pagar to find her working place and give her christmas present.we headed down to town to have lunch at c-jade express a new resturant at wisma.get the chritmas presents that i needed to buy before we met flore to pass her her christmas present x)) flore wanted to get a blet so we went round looking for her belt yepps-it was time for me to go home to have maths tuition yepps-two hours later...i quickly got change and dressed up to go to church for candlelight service the message abt christmas was touching that i almost cried yepps-i love the songs the choir sang.after service i went round screaming and looking for people exchanging gift time lol yays!!i love all the presents all of them were so cute!! i think i love all of presents lol-yepps-after church my mum picked me up and drop me at a party and come back home around 12.45am yepps-the party was erms-totally-yars that's the word.lol.the present i got was a santa hat and a photo frame with photos from south africa it was beautiful x))
christmas day!!
i woke up late rush to shower and went for combined service at church the message at service also almost made me cried and the songs by the choir just rock-yepps-and had lunch there. so funny.stacy/steffi/me shared a plate of desserts together so funny and chat with the adults and ourselves-and got a present from aunt julia and family.later i went to watch narnia at great world the show was really good like realllly good x))yepps-took a bus to tanglin mall and walk all the way at isetan the one at lido to met my cousin i got a top as my christmas present from her and later walked my way to wisma to meet amanda to have dinner with her we had japanese food at taka i got eye shadow from her so cool and two bottle of aloe vera shower gel i just love it!!i just simply love all my christmas presents!!!lol yepps-anyways.i don't i will blog for the next three or five days will be going for my church YF chalet lol in like 1 hours time.going to have fun there.yays!!gotta to go pack my bag now. toodles-

joyytotheworld is just simply happy today x))
i got my results back here they are
4A1s/1A2 /1B3

christmas is coming soon!!
one more week yays!!
exchanging presents getting presents giving present x))
i have two presents oreadi a little dog softtoy so cute!! and a japanese anime kinda of model still finding out which japanese anime is it.lol.yepps-
anyways-i have watched 3 movies this week
-aeon flux
-chicken little
-king kong
and went shopping too i bought more christmas presents and chocolates for my friends x)).somethings for myself a top from zara.two skirts from ebase and some shop in westmall.a bracelet from ola lola and i think that is all
okays-anyways i am getting my results tomorrow at 2 aaaahhhhhh!!
i am both worried and excited about it just hope that it will b good and pray about it
will blog tomorrow about my results and other things-

erms.it's been a week since i have blog x)) yepps-
anyways.last week i stayed home from monday to friday
having tuition.making presents.playing internet games.getting things organised.watching television.the only days on the weekdays were when i went out was with my mum to do grocery shopping and collecting my new bag x)) and going for my piano lesson-
on the weekend
on saturday my friend called me early the morning and asked me am i ready to get burnt?let's go to sentosa!!i went like okays why not?i have been staying at hojme at five days and have been to sentosa since may so yepps-before i went to meet my friends at sentosa i went to my neighbour's house to see what i can get there as she was having a christmas sale.she have lotsa cool stuff.i love the bags and the earrings.i love almost everything there!!!haha.okays-anyways.i got some stuff there and later head to clementi with my mother to have my breakfast(red bean waffle).collect my mother's glasse and get my glasses and watch fixed and went to sentosa.
at sentosa.my friends and i were kinda gaga.we were just sleeping under the sun.enjoying the breeze and doing stupid but fun thing under the sun x)) haha.it was like going to rain so we quickly got change and went to harbourfont food juction to grab a bite and all of them wanted to go home and i was left all alone.so i decided to go shopping there.i bought two soft toys there and nothing else to shop there so i went to all the way to jurong point to shop.i got so much things.haha.it was dinner time so i went home and had dinner while watching mulan.i love mulan.so funny and many things learnt x))
on sunday.
i didn't go to church
one because i woke up at 10.25pm
two most of my friends isn't there
three my mother wanted me to go visited my aunt
so i did!together with my mum and brother we went to visit my aunt and cousin
we went to collect my brother and cousin's glasses there at yishun and went to causeway point to shop and have lunch i had a huge bowl of tom yam soup it was superb!! and some pastries from the crystal jade bakery x)) and went home to sleep and watch tv haha.
yesterday
stayed at home had maths tuition more presents made x))
i will blog soon x))
shall end here for today

erms-it's been a beautiful day the sun has been shining all day along!!x))a good day to go sun tanning or a swim-haha i think this entry is going to be super super long haha.
i started my day by going to church singing praises to HIM it feels really good!
things are so much better there so much!!bible study was fun!!drawing our prom dress and sharing what is it abt!i love drawing!!haha.so fun.of course besides drawing the prom dress we talk and learn more things in the bible x)) anyways after church i went to meet my cousin so i did not have lunch with churchmates.my cousin pick me from the mrt station near my church and we head to our favourite japanese resturant at far east and went to her house and get some things done and head to queenway shopping centre to get something but when we reach there the carpark was FULL the queue was so so LONG!!so we decided to go home so my cousin send me home!yepps-came home surfing the net/chatting/getting things into place.it was already 5 something my aunt and uncle came over with snacks so yummy!!!they like travelled all over singapore to get the snacks.soon kueh from east coast.paus from i dun know where and grass jelly.haha.yepps-it tasted good!!okays-after eating i went back to do my things in my room and my mother and lil' brother came home from my grandmother's place at ang mo kio.yepps-my mother asked me whether i wanted to go to clementi central with her to the photo shop to get some photos developed so okays- i went with her i had 133 photos to print haha.i know that is lotsa haha.anyways i am here blogging again i didn't blog for like 2 days??that's pretty short i think i should try not to touch the computer for a week because it is like i have to use the computer everyday if i don't i will just die.haha.yepps-anyways-i didn't do spring cleaning or rearrange my wardode but i did go for my piano lesson just too lazy haha.yepps-anyways.after my piano lesson.my mother drop me off at clementi to get some wrappers and she went off to fetch my lil' brother from chinese tuition-as for me i headed to west coast to visit my friend while she was working so fun haha.i waited for her to get done and we had ice-cream and dinner at kfc we talk so much haha-getting late so i went home haha.yepps-that's friday
as for saturday
i woke up instead of breathing the fresh air i smell macs breakfast!!so good.i ran down the stairs and took one muffin and had a few slips of ice milo so good.haha.yepps-later in the morning i met my friend at church because i needed her to pass a wedding present to my teacher whose getting married and i would not attend because i had to attend another wedding at somewhere at coleman street yepps-after the wedding at coleman street and the scrumptious buffet.i went to OG with my friends together with her lil' brother and boyfriend to get something for her lil' brother and i got more christmas presents!haha.later i went to her house and get something done with her computer-yepps-later she and her boyfriend went to ps so i went to clementi to meet another friend and we went to far east to shop and had dinner at crystal jade-the food there is yummy and we were really full but we still had YAMI yoghurt my fav!!we shared one regular cup!yepps-later we went to heeren to shop more and take to shop more too-it was time for her to go and meet another friend so i went home.haha.i think i should just end here this entry is super super super LONG and my eyes are in pain x)) yepps-before i end things at home are getting better or worst?i have no idea-so irritating!toodles i think i will blog a week later x))

i think i have figured out what is missing in my life-
SCHOOL!!haha.okays-that's just 40 percent!!the friends/the fun/the nosie/the pressure/studying-
yepps-so wanna go back to study it's like enough holidays.have been decomposing at home.haha.
10 percent is the company who i have for years.
still thinking still pondering-
50 percent is a person who makes you feel good at all times and help you so much/
it is so funnie when the person don't text or call you or calling you last minute and tell you that sorry not meeting up with you.you simply just go gaga and pretend everything is okay.when you are longing see the person or the other way round the person wants to see you.it will be one of you will be busy with something.yepps-so you two don't always meet up yepps-
it's like you know that he or she is the ONE but at times you just don't like the person when he or she says or do something and all you do is tag along or remain slience and go to another topic or make the whole thing sound and feel weird.
and you feel that both of you seriously can't b together because you feel that you two are in different world okays both of you are living in the same world mayb because you feel that your background are different and you just want to keep everything cool but it is getting bad bad.
so what are you going to do?no idea-haha-just leave aside for a long long time.yar i think that's a good idea.one thing off the mind.haha.
let's talk abt what i did on wednesday and thursday
on wednesday went to bugis and have lunch with my personal asst at simply thai.finally i get to drink my thai ice tea.so heaven!!haha.and pass some things later i went to bugis village to get some things for my little brother which he has been asking for it for days!!yepps-later after that i went to city hall to get some more things for my aunt and some presents for my friends x)) haha.okays-later my mother called me and ask me to get home straight home!!so i did.once i got home i had to help my little brother with his new school books and later after my little brother's english tuition my mother said let's go and do some grocery shopping/okays so i went.after shopping on the way back home my mother said let's go catch a movie on the weekend or go to west coast park to cycle.i was so exticed abt it then my little brother said can i don't go home is the best place i was like what the hell?so i think i wil be going with my mother or myslef.so stupid cans?anyways.it was like 9 and i was suppose to b out of the house to meet my personal asst at clarke quay but my mother went like stay at home and help you little brother with his school books-fines.so i stayed at home.wrapping my little brother's school books.stupid.while wrapping my dad wanted to talk to me so okays.the talk was abt me and me.yepps-so angry that i was not going out so i ate abt 2 bowls so tom yum noodles which i shared with my father and aunt and watch tv for hours and doom to dreamland-i am so becoming a PIG!!yepps-haha.okays-thursday
another stay at home day
all i did is eat/sleep(most of the time haha)/make more present(totally have no idea what i am doing them for haha)/having maths tuition/watching tv.later my friend called and sms and ask me whether i am free to visit my friend at the hospital but in 1 and 1/2 hour i am having tuition yepps-so i told her i will visit her tomorrow then she told me that my friend is discharging tomrrow.i think i will give her a home visit.yepps-x)) that's all i did.yepps-
for today i think i will rearrange my wardode/do some spring cleaning and have my piano lesson x)) haha.okays.shall end here-toodles