-it's in the rain by enya or kiss the rain by billie myers?
or isn't both??
it's in the rain-
everytime when it rains you just close your eyes and listen to the little drops of water or
will you open your eyes and look at the drops of water falling and listening to a song by enya-
what is that feeling like when you open or close your eyes?
lonely.sad.angry.not knowing what to do.just want to give up and leave the beautiful world?
when you close your eyes all you feel that it isn't just raindrops but tears with joy or without joy of your family and your friends falling all on you.
when you open eyes and look the raindrops you tell yourself can i just leave this world but you went like you can't because you feel that you are so fortunate to be here in the place where you are doing whatever things.just want to walk in the rain.
let's now go with erms kiss the rain-
would you kiss the rain when you need a shoulder to lean on or someone to talk to?
would you kiss the rain when the person has gone for a long long time?
would you kiss the rain when you feel lonely and thirsty?
would you kiss the rain and wait till dawn for the person's return?
going gaga/feeling empty/not knowing what to do/just want the person to be there for you always/ you just miss the person though it is just like moments ago but to you it felt like hours/days/weeks/years when you last met the person./you both are close but you feel that u are oceans apart from each other.

church chalet was superb!!!i had tons of fun there xD
i was boota crazy on the last night there like totally mavis said it's supposed to be oobta[OBAT]
it's actaully taboo lol-
i was powerppuff girl/spyda-man/the dino t-rex.yepps- so stuppeee and funnie and fun x)) lol
after the chalet 14 of us went to bugis to eat pasta yummy x))
stacy and i had to leave early because we needed to go back to school to collect our report book and my mama came to pick me up and drop me home.packed my room and slept for a while and went to ps to meet my cousin to pass him his christmas presents i got a little lamb so cute.i still had like 30 minutes before meeting amanda to return my camera back to me so i went to this fashion to try some clothes i like two tops there but i didn't bring enough cash so sad x(( i met amanda at lavender mrt and went to her house to let me see her new shoes/photos which she needed me to scan/her christmas presents and she gave me a new lip gloss i love it x)) after that we went to golden mile food centre to eat western food-yummy x)) later she accompant me to wait for my bus to come and so i am home now blogging lol i took like an hour to come home from her house took the bus super long.luckily i had my mp3 i have my mp3 back wheee so happie x))

merrie christmas to all x))
happie boxing day xD[ps not day to box people thank you]
i did many things this week
shopping at jurong point to orchard[super packed]
got myself two tops a red and a pink one
and more more christmas presents for my friends lol
on tuesday
went to to watch my school choir carolling at paragon x)) after the performace i had YOSHI with them and laughed like crazy till sze had her head knocked againist the wall ouch!!! yepps-
on wednesday
i went to enrol to my new school st francis methodist school and i thought i wouldn't get in because the entrance test was difficult yepps-after that hwa2 came to my house had lunch and head to ite dover for some briefing about traineeship and i met my friend at the park to get my presents seashells so cool love them to bits and pieces x))
i can't recall what i did on thurday lol-short term memory x)
okays-let's move on to friday
i went to the airport together with my brother and mum to pick my aunt who went on a holiday to hongkong yepps-we were there like an hour early so we went to fairprice to shop yepps-they have fairprice at the airport lol yepps-we just sit around and read magazines and talk-fianlly my aunt arrvied and we went home i got two tops from her i love them!!yepps-went to chans house and had tons of fun the food was great compliments to the chef[chan's mama] wheee- before i left with sze and jia we exchanged presents-i love the presents!!thank you!!
satruday i think i wa my most busy day!!
had to meet hwa2 at tanjong pagar to find her working place and give her christmas present.we headed down to town to have lunch at c-jade express a new resturant at wisma.get the chritmas presents that i needed to buy before we met flore to pass her her christmas present x)) flore wanted to get a blet so we went round looking for her belt yepps-it was time for me to go home to have maths tuition yepps-two hours later...i quickly got change and dressed up to go to church for candlelight service the message abt christmas was touching that i almost cried yepps-i love the songs the choir sang.after service i went round screaming and looking for people exchanging gift time lol yays!!i love all the presents all of them were so cute!! i think i love all of presents lol-yepps-after church my mum picked me up and drop me at a party and come back home around 12.45am yepps-the party was erms-totally-yars that's the word.lol.the present i got was a santa hat and a photo frame with photos from south africa it was beautiful x))
christmas day!!
i woke up late rush to shower and went for combined service at church the message at service also almost made me cried and the songs by the choir just rock-yepps-and had lunch there. so funny.stacy/steffi/me shared a plate of desserts together so funny and chat with the adults and ourselves-and got a present from aunt julia and family.later i went to watch narnia at great world the show was really good like realllly good x))yepps-took a bus to tanglin mall and walk all the way at isetan the one at lido to met my cousin i got a top as my christmas present from her and later walked my way to wisma to meet amanda to have dinner with her we had japanese food at taka i got eye shadow from her so cool and two bottle of aloe vera shower gel i just love it!!i just simply love all my christmas presents!!!lol yepps-anyways.i don't i will blog for the next three or five days will be going for my church YF chalet lol in like 1 hours time.going to have fun there.yays!!gotta to go pack my bag now. toodles-

joyytotheworld is just simply happy today x))
i got my results back here they are
4A1s/1A2 /1B3

christmas is coming soon!!
one more week yays!!
exchanging presents getting presents giving present x))
i have two presents oreadi a little dog softtoy so cute!! and a japanese anime kinda of model still finding out which japanese anime is it.lol.yepps-
anyways-i have watched 3 movies this week
-aeon flux
-chicken little
-king kong
and went shopping too i bought more christmas presents and chocolates for my friends x)).somethings for myself a top from zara.two skirts from ebase and some shop in westmall.a bracelet from ola lola and i think that is all
okays-anyways i am getting my results tomorrow at 2 aaaahhhhhh!!
i am both worried and excited about it just hope that it will b good and pray about it
will blog tomorrow about my results and other things-

erms.it's been a week since i have blog x)) yepps-
anyways.last week i stayed home from monday to friday
having tuition.making presents.playing internet games.getting things organised.watching television.the only days on the weekdays were when i went out was with my mum to do grocery shopping and collecting my new bag x)) and going for my piano lesson-
on the weekend
on saturday my friend called me early the morning and asked me am i ready to get burnt?let's go to sentosa!!i went like okays why not?i have been staying at hojme at five days and have been to sentosa since may so yepps-before i went to meet my friends at sentosa i went to my neighbour's house to see what i can get there as she was having a christmas sale.she have lotsa cool stuff.i love the bags and the earrings.i love almost everything there!!!haha.okays-anyways.i got some stuff there and later head to clementi with my mother to have my breakfast(red bean waffle).collect my mother's glasse and get my glasses and watch fixed and went to sentosa.
at sentosa.my friends and i were kinda gaga.we were just sleeping under the sun.enjoying the breeze and doing stupid but fun thing under the sun x)) haha.it was like going to rain so we quickly got change and went to harbourfont food juction to grab a bite and all of them wanted to go home and i was left all alone.so i decided to go shopping there.i bought two soft toys there and nothing else to shop there so i went to all the way to jurong point to shop.i got so much things.haha.it was dinner time so i went home and had dinner while watching mulan.i love mulan.so funny and many things learnt x))
on sunday.
i didn't go to church
one because i woke up at 10.25pm
two most of my friends isn't there
three my mother wanted me to go visited my aunt
so i did!together with my mum and brother we went to visit my aunt and cousin
we went to collect my brother and cousin's glasses there at yishun and went to causeway point to shop and have lunch i had a huge bowl of tom yam soup it was superb!! and some pastries from the crystal jade bakery x)) and went home to sleep and watch tv haha.
yesterday
stayed at home had maths tuition more presents made x))
i will blog soon x))
shall end here for today

erms-it's been a beautiful day the sun has been shining all day along!!x))a good day to go sun tanning or a swim-haha i think this entry is going to be super super long haha.
i started my day by going to church singing praises to HIM it feels really good!
things are so much better there so much!!bible study was fun!!drawing our prom dress and sharing what is it abt!i love drawing!!haha.so fun.of course besides drawing the prom dress we talk and learn more things in the bible x)) anyways after church i went to meet my cousin so i did not have lunch with churchmates.my cousin pick me from the mrt station near my church and we head to our favourite japanese resturant at far east and went to her house and get some things done and head to queenway shopping centre to get something but when we reach there the carpark was FULL the queue was so so LONG!!so we decided to go home so my cousin send me home!yepps-came home surfing the net/chatting/getting things into place.it was already 5 something my aunt and uncle came over with snacks so yummy!!!they like travelled all over singapore to get the snacks.soon kueh from east coast.paus from i dun know where and grass jelly.haha.yepps-it tasted good!!okays-after eating i went back to do my things in my room and my mother and lil' brother came home from my grandmother's place at ang mo kio.yepps-my mother asked me whether i wanted to go to clementi central with her to the photo shop to get some photos developed so okays- i went with her i had 133 photos to print haha.i know that is lotsa haha.anyways i am here blogging again i didn't blog for like 2 days??that's pretty short i think i should try not to touch the computer for a week because it is like i have to use the computer everyday if i don't i will just die.haha.yepps-anyways-i didn't do spring cleaning or rearrange my wardode but i did go for my piano lesson just too lazy haha.yepps-anyways.after my piano lesson.my mother drop me off at clementi to get some wrappers and she went off to fetch my lil' brother from chinese tuition-as for me i headed to west coast to visit my friend while she was working so fun haha.i waited for her to get done and we had ice-cream and dinner at kfc we talk so much haha-getting late so i went home haha.yepps-that's friday
as for saturday
i woke up instead of breathing the fresh air i smell macs breakfast!!so good.i ran down the stairs and took one muffin and had a few slips of ice milo so good.haha.yepps-later in the morning i met my friend at church because i needed her to pass a wedding present to my teacher whose getting married and i would not attend because i had to attend another wedding at somewhere at coleman street yepps-after the wedding at coleman street and the scrumptious buffet.i went to OG with my friends together with her lil' brother and boyfriend to get something for her lil' brother and i got more christmas presents!haha.later i went to her house and get something done with her computer-yepps-later she and her boyfriend went to ps so i went to clementi to meet another friend and we went to far east to shop and had dinner at crystal jade-the food there is yummy and we were really full but we still had YAMI yoghurt my fav!!we shared one regular cup!yepps-later we went to heeren to shop more and take to shop more too-it was time for her to go and meet another friend so i went home.haha.i think i should just end here this entry is super super super LONG and my eyes are in pain x)) yepps-before i end things at home are getting better or worst?i have no idea-so irritating!toodles i think i will blog a week later x))

i think i have figured out what is missing in my life-
SCHOOL!!haha.okays-that's just 40 percent!!the friends/the fun/the nosie/the pressure/studying-
yepps-so wanna go back to study it's like enough holidays.have been decomposing at home.haha.
10 percent is the company who i have for years.
still thinking still pondering-
50 percent is a person who makes you feel good at all times and help you so much/
it is so funnie when the person don't text or call you or calling you last minute and tell you that sorry not meeting up with you.you simply just go gaga and pretend everything is okay.when you are longing see the person or the other way round the person wants to see you.it will be one of you will be busy with something.yepps-so you two don't always meet up yepps-
it's like you know that he or she is the ONE but at times you just don't like the person when he or she says or do something and all you do is tag along or remain slience and go to another topic or make the whole thing sound and feel weird.
and you feel that both of you seriously can't b together because you feel that you two are in different world okays both of you are living in the same world mayb because you feel that your background are different and you just want to keep everything cool but it is getting bad bad.
so what are you going to do?no idea-haha-just leave aside for a long long time.yar i think that's a good idea.one thing off the mind.haha.
let's talk abt what i did on wednesday and thursday
on wednesday went to bugis and have lunch with my personal asst at simply thai.finally i get to drink my thai ice tea.so heaven!!haha.and pass some things later i went to bugis village to get some things for my little brother which he has been asking for it for days!!yepps-later after that i went to city hall to get some more things for my aunt and some presents for my friends x)) haha.okays-later my mother called me and ask me to get home straight home!!so i did.once i got home i had to help my little brother with his new school books and later after my little brother's english tuition my mother said let's go and do some grocery shopping/okays so i went.after shopping on the way back home my mother said let's go catch a movie on the weekend or go to west coast park to cycle.i was so exticed abt it then my little brother said can i don't go home is the best place i was like what the hell?so i think i wil be going with my mother or myslef.so stupid cans?anyways.it was like 9 and i was suppose to b out of the house to meet my personal asst at clarke quay but my mother went like stay at home and help you little brother with his school books-fines.so i stayed at home.wrapping my little brother's school books.stupid.while wrapping my dad wanted to talk to me so okays.the talk was abt me and me.yepps-so angry that i was not going out so i ate abt 2 bowls so tom yum noodles which i shared with my father and aunt and watch tv for hours and doom to dreamland-i am so becoming a PIG!!yepps-haha.okays-thursday
another stay at home day
all i did is eat/sleep(most of the time haha)/make more present(totally have no idea what i am doing them for haha)/having maths tuition/watching tv.later my friend called and sms and ask me whether i am free to visit my friend at the hospital but in 1 and 1/2 hour i am having tuition yepps-so i told her i will visit her tomorrow then she told me that my friend is discharging tomrrow.i think i will give her a home visit.yepps-x)) that's all i did.yepps-
for today i think i will rearrange my wardode/do some spring cleaning and have my piano lesson x)) haha.okays.shall end here-toodles

i am not feeling well agains-sighs
was supposed to go to nuh to visit my classmate who had her foot operation with my teacher and a friend.after the visit i was supposed to go to school and meet flore and head to town to catch a movie "ROCK SCHOOL".and have dinner with my personal asst.but i was just too sick yepps-so i just stayed at home watching the vcds my friends had lend me.i have not been doing anything consructive while staying at home i think i better do before i head back to school.
anyways.let's talk abt yesterday haha okays-
i woke up and exticed for prom haha.
the 1st thing i needed to do was to go to my cousin's office and collect my digital camera needed it to take photos for prom.so i went there.got my camera and she gave me two pairs of my favourite kind of sandals and some clothes yepps-went back home dump the things on my bed and my aunt send to the salon to get my hair done i sat there for almost an hour and i love my hair.haha-
came back home have to prepare myself for prom.
shower.make up.all prepared and ready to go!!
my mum and my aunt drop me off there and it's time for me to party!!
yays!!okays-i love the doorgift.
a perfume in a make-up kit by CLINQUE.
just sweet.love it lotsa-
i really enjoyed myself.like so TOTALLY!!
it was just simply FUN!!i was not sitting with my classmates but with pple from other classes with some of my classmates.i had a great time sitting there.been laughing.crapping.taking pictures.going around finding pple to take pictures with.haha.cheering.going crazy and chatting and non stop.not forgetting the part abt feasting.haha.there were abt 8 or 9 dishes.okays-anyways.after the whole thing
my friends and i took a cab down to esplande for supper.haha.eat so much.kaya toast and bao.haha.okays.
but nevermind.after eating and talking for a long time and it was getting late i headed home.i reached home at abt 1 something?yepps-i had some more food at home.PIZZA.haha.i am getting really fat.haha.okays.then i spend almost an hour taking the pins on my hair so pain taking them down haha.then i just doom to my bed and dream.haha.i think eating to much and eating too much heaty stuff makes me ill.better stop eating heaty stuff.yepps-that's all for the fun that i had x))
emotions-i feeling so werid these days it is like something missing in my life.
but i have no idea what it is still figuring it out.sighs.

erms-tomorrow is prom yepps-so excited!!
was gaga over it yepps-haha.i spend the most the whole afternoon thinking what i should do with my hair and where to get it done.yepps-besides that i have been messing every corner of my house just to look for cometics which i need tomorrow haha x)) i think after prommy girlfriends are going to party-haha-girls' night out-whoooppeeee!!!!
anyways.
it's been almost a month or more since i went to church
it feels really good going back there yepps-
singing praises and having bible study but i think i wasn't concentrating was in the world of my own half the time-yepps-but it was really good to be back there again-i just felt like all my troubles are all blown away far far away and it's like standing in a big greeny mountain top enjoying the scenery and the wonderful brezze x)) yepps-
okays-i shall end here blog more next time :D have to go and sleep if not i will look like panda tomorrow-haha

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today i am like fire and water-mostly water-
just as schduled went to meet my cousin to pass her my camera and her letters-
i had two hours of being alone so i decided to take the mrt to pasir ris and back to bugis to meet another cousin to do shopping with him x)) i was like water travelling from the river out into the sea.haha.on the way there and back i had no mp3 or storybook i did some thinking not some lotsa!!abt myself.am i a very sensative person?i can't take jokes why because i dun know how to answer them?always very serious about things in life.not putting myself into others shoes only caring for my own.living in the world of my own i am no different from my lil brother.keep thinking of the past and not getting on with life.there's someone out there whose helping you but you sometimes listen to his/her advice.and the person is really nice.understands every moment of your life.your feelings.your pain and shares almost everything with you.a really rare and wonderful friend.really fortunate to have a friend like this.here i am like little raindrops falling from the sky.falling right down.this is when tears rolled down my cheeks-
anyways on the way to bugis is where warmth comes i gave my seat to an elderly.
i am filled with fire within me as my aunt whom i have been sleeping in the same room for almost all my life says i am rude.no manners.and thinks that i am a kinda of person like have money talk no money don't talk sort of person.am i like this sort of person??please tell me.am i? am i?am i?your dad comes home from working under the sun for a whole day from 6am to almost sometimes 10 at night and seeing him sometimes really aches your heart.your mum is worried almost abt everything abt you from your education to your health not only that and the family and you try to keep her relax by massaging her and bringing her shopping and everything.your aunt whose spouse whom left the world months ago and have not been sleeping lately since his death so you and your brother have been trying to get her to sleep by keeping her company and happy all the time but she still can't let go.your grandma thinks you are a child who only knows how to complain and complain and not putting in effort to bond with the family and always turning the house upside down.your maid you are just speechless abt her.yepps :D tears are rolling and rolling and rolling down and down-
what you do??
i just want to b like a little girl blowing all my troubles away and blowing bubbles of joy.

haha

haha-just change my template and now listening to how does it feel by avril lavigne and posting an entry *winks
i think my template is now nicer isn't it??
now there no fishbowl on the girl's head and she's no alien!!
she is blowing the bubbles really hard yepps
i am still thinking whether i should have a tagboard yepps
anyways-tell you what i will b doing today and tomorrow
for today-
1st of all is that i need to head down to jurong point to do some grocery shopping and get a birthday present for my friend's friend yepps x)) mayb i can go to one of the shop and look for a job :)
next i will sit at home waiting for my friend to pass me back my digital camera and also wait for my maths tutor yepps-while waiting i will rearrange my room it's really in a BIG BIG mess!!!
that's all i am going to do today sounds kinda slack but i think it beats lying on the bed all day long and not doing anything yepps-
as for tomorrow
i will go and meet my cousin in the morning and pass her my camera as she needed it for work i guess haha
after that i will go and meet another cousin and have lunch together and go shopping or do something stupid but most importantly we must have FUN haha x))
next erms i think i will go and meet my friends and pass them my shoes and earrings which they need for prom haha.can't wait for prom it's on monday-yays!!
i know i have been talking much abt what i am doing and not much of my feelings i think i will talk abt it some other time chao for now *winks

tralallala

okays.it's oreadi tuesday and none of the company called me up so sucky yepps-
i think i will not be able to go out for the next few days as i am really not feeling well
having a fever/flu/about to lose my voice.yepps-it's really bad
but i went shopping on sunday with my friend at around 6 for prom yepps-we went to city hall to plaza singapura yepps.we had breadtalk for dinner but later i decided to go to her house to see how she look in her dress and shoes she looked GREAT!! x)) yepps.at her house i had crabs!!they were yummy haha after crabbing haha.i played UNO with her and her lil' sister after a two to three rounds of UNO i have to go home as it was getting late yepps-on the way home i felt kinda funny because i didn't have my mp3 with me.i miss my mp3!!anyways.my mp3 is sent for servicing haha ;)
yesterday i woke up at 8 to get ready to head to town to meet my friend to watch JUST LIKE HEAVEN at lido.the show was at 11.15 and i had to meet her at 10.30 but she got there at like 5 mins to 10 to get good seats so sweet of her yepps-the movie was great but most of the scenes were very cliche but neverminds it was a sweet movie and i sob a little while watching it-after the movie my friend and i decided to go to food republic at wisma to have lunch and meet another friend we were having a multi-culture lunch.indian.chinese.malay.so interesting isn't it?yepps-later in the afternoon we were like 6 year olds we travelled all the way to marina sq and suntec to play with the machine which you put the coin and suprise there a little toy.so crazy i got somethings really cute it is now on my cell phone.love it to bits and pieces :D at suntec we were like super tired walking and a little hungry so we went to grab some pastry at crystal jade bakery and sat somewhere to eat and later we had ice-cream and continue with coin machine thing i dun know what it is called yepps.hahah.it was time for me to go home because i had amaths tuition at 7 and both of my friends went to play at the aracde.haha.my monday ended great!!my aunt who just got back from malaysia brought me a pink espirt sling bag.hahah.i finally have a pink bag!!haha-for once i love monday haha-
anyways.i am feeling a little dizzy i guess it is due to the medication.going back to my bed.
hope that i get better for now before prom x))

X))

you know looking for a job is really tough-seriously!!
okays-
i have been to almost 4 interview yepps-
1st at seiyu as a gift wrapper but no reply at all from them so bye bye yepps
second through the phone to work as a sales asst for some cosmetic-still waiting
thrid mark and spencer to work as the above sales asst-still waiting
fourth cold wear/new feel as a sales asst-I AM STILL WAITING!!
yepps-anyways i so wanna work in mark and spencer!!
it's cookie paradise i love the cookies there
not only that i love almost everything there from their clothes to their shoes yepps haha
anyways-i think i am going to have fun this saturday
going all the way to the east(bedok) to help my friend's cousin in their wedding in the early morning like i have to be there at by 7am-i am so excited!!yays!!
later will go shopping with my personal asst haha i sound like a ceo haha i have a personal asst yepps haha-going to shop for my prom stuff and more!!haha
in the evening mayb i will meet up with my girlfriends and we will go catch a moive with them.
anyways
i can't wait for saturday i am going to have so many fun-haha
all i hope now is that i have a job.

i think i am much more happier today yepps after a crying so badly for a night-
okays will tell what i did yesterday and today.hahha-
let's start with yesterday x))
i went to meet my friend and have lunch with her at pepper lunch i so loved the food there-we spent abt 2 to 3 hours in town looking for a top for prom for her.from wisma to taka to cine to tangs-we found nothing so we decided to head to raffles city shopping centre to look around and find her top-wells.in less than 20 minutes we finally found a top that suit ther.yepps-so delighted.later i went to her house as she needed to get her sports gear as we were going to the gym :))-b4 gyming we met another friend whose gym we were going to OG and do somemore shopping!!haha.yepps-we did abt an hour of gym and my friend and i left and headed for dinner at the nearby hawker centre .yepps-went home shower b4 turning in i talked to my friend and bang to my cosy bed crying and listening to the mp3 x))
wells as for today i had a wonderful lunch and dinner-i had japanese fried rice and creamy chicken pasta.it both tasted marvellous!!yummy!!okays i watch one and the half dvd of Desperate Housewives.haha.rush to shower as i was running late to meet my friend at city hall to do a little shopping.anyway.i saw two pair of earrings at aldo which i like to get it for prom.so going to get it.yepps-totally.after shopping for a little while we head for a game of tennis x)) yepps-i am so exhausted SO SO exhausted after 90 min of it.now i will go and have a real nice cold shower-will blog more the next time :D

falling

today i am not going to talk abt what i did for the day but feelings-
missing one that you have known for 10 years/falling for the other but you don't know whether his feelings are true because you only believe his eyes tells everything it is true or false/feeling that the whole world is just looking at you like you are some kinda person that do not know how to dress up and you are a bitch/feeling stupid and slow because you already finshed your secondary school life and your piano grade is only at 2-3 and many think that you can't find a good job and you grapple to prove them wrong/your parents love you lotsa and you do have many happie and wonderful time with them but you feel that they are drifting further and further away from each other/your little brother whose always your playmate is closer to the maid and sharing all everything with her while you just sit there and watch like a goosebeerry bump/your maid is the person whom you shared almost ALL the problems you are having and help you solve them and advised you but she is like taking everything that you have and she is like taking control of the household/some family members think you are only a burden to the family and play jokes on how much you are worth(your life has only a worth of 10 bucks)/friends in school are not talking to you because you are hanging up with someone they do not like/friends in school also call you when they need you and when they don't they even give a damn for that you pull yourself away for abt a month or more to undergo a change and after the change you felt that your choatic life was going to be better but no.more and more things come in your way and you do not know how to deal with them/you have not been attending church because you can't feel the connection with the people and most importantly GOD but you have been reading storybook on how GOD touched their life/there's so much you want and do but you have so little time and at times you feel that you are already so blessed because people in AFRICA AND OTHER PARTS OF THE WORLD do not even have a shelter for rain.a comfortable bed to sleep in.having abt 3 to 4 meals a day.having fun in so many ways.but you are still not content with this.you want more like more clothes.bags.slippers.mp3s.handphones.but you know,YOU KNOW that you are SO MUCH MORE LUCKIER THAN THE OTHER PEOPLE IN OTHER PARTS OF THE WORLD.but why are you not content with all this why??WHY???
you are falling into bits and pieces`can you survive this??
runaway or stay and on with all these crap??

well wells
i have been home all day rearranging my room because my parents bought me a new bookshelf.yays!! it's bigger and taller than my brother.not only that it has four more compartments than his bookshelf.haha.he's jealous.anyways.it was totally nuts shifting the tables and the bookshelves .yeps.
after like 2 or 3 hours of shifting everything into place i had tom yam noodles for lunch and went to watch television with my brother.he was watching Desperate Housewives!!yars.okays.i had a great time watching and laughing.i think i will go and watch it later agains.haha.
i had piano lesson today and straight after that i just came home and bang into my cosy bed and fall in to sleep for 2 or3 hours had my dinner and here am i blogging x))
okays-let's talk abt yesterday.
before i went for my job interview at seiyu bugis.i had lunch with my friend at the food court and discussed on when were we going to the anime events coming up.yeps/-did some shopping at hv shopping centre and got some new ideas for christmas present.haha.okays.after that i went for my interview and they said that they will give me a reply by tuesday and if don't get a reply i will just go and work in a cosmetic company.and by the way the pay there is so much more!!haha.xD.*tongue out-
so after my interview i headed to town to meet floremae/gen/herlyn to catch a movie
-THE EXCORISM OF EMILY ROSE-
it's a scary movie
instead of closing my eyes and screaming,i was laughing the whole time with my eyes open.
yepps.i know it was kinda crazy.haha.it was actually gen and herlyn were so funnie that made my laugh the whole time.yepps-after the moive floremae and gen went straight home as floremae wanted to watch her drama serial "prince turn into frog" and gen was so freaked out by the movie that she wanted to go home so badly.yeps-so herlyn and i decided to go to lido sit at macafe to chat and have a drink.later we went to mac because i haven't dinner and talk non-stop.i was so full that i just want to talk around so we went to far east plaza walk around and have a drink again at scotts food court and chat talk and crap.hahha/-i had have a busy day yesterday but it was filled with FUN!!haha-
yeps-i shall end here and go watch my Desperate Housewives.ladeesladees xD

yays!!

yays!!man-i had my very 1st job interview today at braddell to work as a gift wrapper or a retail asst.whooppee!!i passed.i am so delighted!will be going to seiyu bugis tomorrow for another interview.yays!!okays enough of cheerings!!haha.
after my interview i headed down to tiong barhu to meet my cousin to pass her her letters.on the way there,i called my mother,cousin and my maid that i passed.haha.they were so happy for me.x))yepps-
what made my day happier was that i have found a stamp album which i have been looking for about a month now and today when i was at POPULAR at tiong barhu i saw one which i really like and bought it.i so love today.haha.whyys??
two reasons-
1st it was my job interview
2nd a stamp album which i have been searching for a very long time.
later, i went to wastons to get insect repellent for my lil brother and took the mrt home and here i am blogging.yeps-in another 4 more hours i will b having amaths tuition.
anyway people wish me luck for tomorrow.:D

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wells.i have been rotting at home for almost 3 days.
i have been screaming/going nuts/doing silly things.
having maths tuition and reading a storybook are the only two sensible things i did while staying at home.
it is just so not me to stay at home.i should be like shopping or chilling out somewhere.
anyways.i am so bored that i decided to start a blog yepps. x)) haha.okays-
i have totally no plans of what i am going to do this week expect having lunch with my friend at holland village on thursday and having tuition tomorrow.yepp-
i think i will be spending the rest of my time blogging or do stupid things.yepps-
man.i am so decomposing!i guess i will end here and see what i can do.ladeedahs :D